#tumblr has apparently decided i need to see 100000000 posts about it to the point i am kinda considering finally turning off the

[gibbearish]

also the thing of trying to boil it down to like "he was a hero whos mental state was made of titanium" or "he was an unstable mentally ill weirdo who killed himself and pretended it was for a reason" seems. counterproductive at the very least

#something something bodily automomy also applies to self-harm/suicide #and also something something suicidal urges aren't A Mental Illness™ on their own #we think abt like. active suicidal tendencies vs passive as active being The Real Thing™ and passive being a diluted form of it #but honestly its the other way around #passive is 'i want to be somewhere where things are better' and active is just. running out of somewheres to go #people talk about Mental Illness Suicide™ in this as if its just some like. #amorphous Blob that makes you want to kill yourself for no reason #like there's no motivation behind it‚ its not 'i want to escape this bad situation' but literally just 'i want to be dead' #and its like. theres always a reason #and i just. dont think being suicidal automatically makes a person unstable and we shouldnt fall for conservative propaganda saying it does #cause from what ive seen thats been the part conservatives have latched onto because its The Only Thing They Can Focus On Without Looking #At Anything Else #idk it just feels a little weird to be on the mental illness website seeing people talk about how we shouldnt #pay attention to anything he said because he was a dangerous unstable man who needed help #bc its like. havent we been over this before? #idk this isnt very well expressed my thoughts have been all over the place abt this the last few days #tumblr has apparently decided i need to see 100000000 posts about it to the point i am kinda considering finally turning off the #based on your likes kwbfksbfkdnfk