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JeongSa (Jeongyeon & Sana) x M & F Reader - “Perfect World”
This was originally made to be exclusive only for female readers but due to last minute decisions, I included male readers also to be featured! With that being said, two for two special for this new update! Enjoy reading everyone! A/N: I personally love my new start and end chapter card design lol.
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Sana couldn't believe what she's witnessing in front of her eyes.
Sana was standing at the door wearing office attire after she had just returned home from her job as a weather forecaster at a news channel. She is expecting that when she gets home, she will just relax herself, but from what she can see now, it seems that it made her tired even worse and increased her stress. The entire living room of her house is messy, where it has full of bottles, empty packs of chips and even used cigarettes on the top of the glass table, on the carpet and on the couch. She sighed heavily and slumped her shoulders in retreat, groaning softly at the irritating sight. As she kept on staring at this entire mess, a sound of the creaking door was heard not that far from her right side. She just watched you slowly walk in an unbalanced manner, your noticeable droopy eyes and slow movements especially the lingering smell of alcohol reeking from your body has whan made her deduced something she can be definitely assured about. And she wasn't happy of it... at all. "S-sana... m-my love, you'reee *hiccup* back.", you saw her cross armed figure blocking your way at the end. You were about to hug her but Sana just shooed your arm and your hands aside to prevent you from touching her. "What the hell is this, YN?" she frustratingly asked you who can't even stand straight anymore. "We've talked about this, right?" she pointed her hands at the disorderly look of the living room.
"How many times should I tell you that you should not be consuming large amount of alcohol anymore and I meant THIS! Don't you really want to resolve your alcohol problem, huh YN?" Sana said as she walked away from you to observe the living room and pick a nearly empty bottle of whiskey laying on the couch. She scoffed, not in the complete mood when she glanced her eyes around. "And you really didn't bother to maintain the house look tidy too?" You gestured her stop by raising your two palms. "I-I was about to clean it, okay? It just happens that I had to pee for a minute, I didn't even know that you're gonna be at home a little early." You defended, purposively stating that it wasn't your intention at all to leave these scattered around here. "Then answer my damn question instead, why are you drinking again? Have you seriously just waited for me to leave the house earlier so you can drown yourself in drunkedness like what you are right now?" Sana asked you with her severe glare while she intensely threw her Prada bag on the couch due to her fuming anger. You clawed your hair in remorse and conflict, hissing at your own fault you are helpless to deny and dodge. "W-well I just wanted my own fun, you know? It's been getting pretty boring here around the house, specially when most of the time I'm just here staying alone while you're at work." "You call this fun, but do you think this is right?", Sana raised her brow on you; lifting the whiskey bottle again and present it on you. You were speechless. Ofcourse it isn't. You wanted to etort but you ran out of words to say since she's getting a very understandable point here between the two of you. You decided that if you just speak more, she'll eventually only going to win higher on each other's argument. "YN, can't you understand I'm being strict on you because I'm worried on your health? You know what the doctors have told us about your kidney. Don't you truly care at all that's why you want it let worsen?" She sighed, shutting off her eyes before looking again at you in disappointment and worriedness. "I'll just have to say this, if you already that; we're not the same YN. You're doing this as if you don't have a girlfriend who deeply cares about you, and that just hurts me. Just please, don't continue being like this. I don't want us to get in trouble even more because of this problem of yours." "I'm going to my bed now. I was just expecting to just greet you with usual hugs and kisses and let you know that I'm tired but here you are instead, giving me headache." She removed her vest and picked up her bag again after using it as a preview of her infuriation built upon you. "Clean that mess first, then you can join me in the bed after." She finally entered her bedroom and closed the door, leaving you unforgiven and unable to complain with one more deserving task to do before you also throw yourself in sleep to reduce the effects of your drunken state.
----------------------- The next morning, you woke up from a bad hangover as part of the consequences of the mistake you've done yesterday by consuming too much alcohol despite already being prohibited by the doctor and your girlfriend who is just following obediently for the sake of your health's safety. You willingly accepted it, not even bothered to complain as you instead blame yourself repeatedly while groaning in the pain caused by your head that results in your unwell senses and dizzyness. Rising up from the bed where Sana is nowhere to be found, you slowly exit the bedroom and carefully trailed downstairs where you met the roaming mouthwatering smell of Sana's cooking from the kitchen. She noticed your incoming presence, but only proceeded on focusing back on preparing the breakfast. "Good morning." You gave your bravery still to greet her atleast and not act like you aren't the troublemaker by showing your prideful ignorance. "Good morning. I prepared you food. I already called it you'll be feeling horrible from your hangover." Sana said as she slowly walked towards the table with a tray on her hand containing a bowl of steaming hot of mushroom soup. It makes you a bit jealous that she gets ham eggs and bacons instead as her food but like you said, face what you deserve. "Thanks." You and Sana ate silently, none of you were interested to talk about anything and just want to enjoy the food placed in front to energize yourselves on starting another brand new day. You might not know what Sana's reason is but you can guess her thoughts why she's acting like this. Clearing your throat after swallowing a hot spoonful of soup, you began to speak. "About what I did yesterday, I'm sorry for that babe." You looked at her but she just continued to eat. You frowned, thinking that wasn't enough; so you bowed your head and also continued to eat only for Sana to slow down her eating and play with the spoon on her hand before she heaves a sigh and gently looked at you. "It's okay now. Just swear to your word that I have reminded and warned you not to do it again, please." Sana nonchalantly said to you. You looked at her and nodded. "Yeah, I'll stop next time from now on." "Good. I hope you learnt your lesson." She smiled timidly and scooped another in her soup. "Uhm... h-how was your work yesterday? I was curious how draining it is but I didn't get to ask you properly so might as well I have to do it today." You shyly questioned her as you caressed your arm. Sana smiled, appreciating your never-changing thoughtfulness for her. "It is exhausting to say the least. "Our boss requested for us to stay longer for a meeting because some of us including me were assigned to report updates such as me on weather to be presented in public screens so that bypassers can be notified atleast even out of their TVs or social media." You nodded and hummed understandably before taking it as a signal to continue the flow of your peaecful conversation with her while acting again as her sweet boyfriend/girlfriend like you always loved to share whenever you're alone with her. Afterwards, Sana is presently preparing for her work while you on the hand is resting on the couch by watching basketball on TV whereas your anticipated match between Lakers and Warriors for Game 1 of the NBA semifinals is happening live. As Sana checked her social media app on her phone after applying makeup to herself, she viewed something unexpected of an update in her feed that made her fists to clench and hands grip tighter on her phone as her teeth grits in anger. She hurriedly comes down on the stairs and alarms you with an intimidating scream. "YN!!!" "Y-yeah?" you turned around to look at how pissed off she is which confuses you on what turned her mood upside down early in the morning immediately. She showed you her phone, what's in the screen had your eyes largened and nervousness to increase as you realized that you are indeed in a screwed up situation again today. Sana confronted you with a picture of you together with your friends at the living room filled with alcohols and snacks last night in her hands. "NOW IT MAKES SENSE TO ME NOW THAT IT SEEMS A LITTLE OFF THAT YOU DRANK ALL OF THAT WIHISKEYS, BECAUSE YOU WEREN'T EVEN ALONE YESTERDAY!"
She observed the picture again while you were still standing frozen and unresponsive, didn't know whether you'll be mad at yourself for even doing it yesterday or for your friend who was revealed to be Sana's mutual friend also in Facebook. You told him that if she'll going to posts your pictures taken together, you don't want your profile to be tagged for Sana to be unable to see it. Unfortunately, that didn't turned out well.
"What now, YN? Not only you drank alcohol without my knowing, you even allowed your friends to just entered my property without my permission?!" Sana scolded you one more time as she raised her voice on you. "I said I was bored okay? I invited them to join me entertaining myself atleast while time is passing through. I- I was about to ask permission to you but-" You tried to perform a lie in attempt to save yourself but you got interrupted by you irritated girlfriend. "Don't fool me anymore with these excuses, YN. Can't you really follow just simple rules?! You know that 's one of the things we talked about whenever I'm away from work but look at what you did instead, you turned my house rather to a hangout spot I don't even have an idea what's happening inside!" Sana kept on ranting about all her complains for your stubborness. "You can't blame me for being like that, Sana! Everyday I had to just wait for you after being gone for almost whole day and I'm just here trapped alone not knowing what the hell I should do other that anticipate for your arrival over and over again." You fought back, wanting Sana to atleast acknowledge your side behind all of these. "So you mean... you complain because... I have work to do and I just leave you here without me being around?" Sana puzzledly repeated. "I don't understand at all, YN. I don't know why this affects you that much if you already know why I am doing this. You know it as part of my background ever since you met and ask me for a relationship with you and I'm doing this to support ourselves always. That's all. Now you're here in front of me, telling me that you are complaining about what keeps us together in the first place?" "If it wasn't for this job, there will be no me... and there will be no you, YN." Sana reminded as she pursed her head forward and stare at you intently with her cold aura. She turned around and began walking away. As she was about to open the door, she peeks at you again for a short time to add one more simple advice. "If you want to have addition purpose in life, work like me and then maybe you can tell me how does it feel to struggle." She said before fully opening the door and shut it. -------------------------- Sana entered her workplace which is a popular broadcasting network. You arrived at the floor where the studio is located. At the dressing room, she was greeted by her secretary and started assisting her through everything.
While she was busy practicing her script for today's news report, she was approached by her friend and colleague who is one of the newscasters of the show. "Good morning Sana." She said with a smile on her face. "Oh hey good morning, Jeongyeon-ssi." Sana pushed her paper away and glanced at the woman wearing a black fitted blazer and skirt with matching black stockings and heels. "Are you good? You seemed a little gloomy and unlively today." She asked with concern, posing with her hands placed on her coat's pockets. "Uhh how do you say so?" "You looked like you're pressuring yourself memorizing the lines, but not because of nervousness. You've been having that grumpy and lacking emotion in your face since you arrived here." Jeongyeon explained, using her handy observative skills. "I guess I'm that obvious then." Sana smiled forcefully smiled. "What happened?" Jeongyeon curiously asked. "Some problem between me and my girlfriend. Let's say she doesn't listen what's being told to her that would be very important for her." "Ahhh..." Jeongyeon reacted knowledgeably. "Alright whatever it is whether you want to share it with or not, I hope you two can figure it out well. Just get it together and cheer up, okay?" she raised her fists as symbol of encouragement. "Okay. Thanks for that, you sillyhead." Sana giggled which brought the two of them to broke out in laughter. "There you go, be happy for me today? We still have a lot ahead of us so don't be let down already." Jeongyeon pinched Sana's cheeks who blushed and grinned bright. Later on, Sana successfully reported her weather forecast for today. When she returned to the dressing room, a suspicious bento box is placed solely on the table. She stepped closer to check, noticing a small sticky note pasted on the lid of the container. A smile quickly plastered on her face as she reads what's being said in the note and who wrote the message for her. "Cheer up, sha! I bought this for you, so enjoy this cheese kimbap well okay?" - JY -------------------------------- 2 DAYS LATER Sana is laying her head on your lap while watching a movie marathon together at night. She was totally enjoying the film until she raised her head and captured the sight of you using your phone. Observing your laughs and smiles, it enlightened her that you weren't actually reacting at the film you're watching along with her... but with something you're more attentively checking out rather. Having done with this, Sana quickly removed her head on your lap and lifted her body to sat herself and glare at you ridiculously which taken you aback at her sudden change of mood. "Can you just put down your phone for a while? I was like the only one who's so interested on the film we're watching right now." Sana complained at your oblivious actions. "Tell me, do you even like what I chose?" "Uhm yeah. I do it's j-"
"Then why can't you just join me and leave your eyes on that phone for a moment?" She huffed an air in annoyance. "What are you even doing on your phone? Is that important?" she asked as she looked at you still holding the phone with it's screen still litted up. "N-no, there's-" "Then let me see." She rushed attempting to grab your phone which she does, unable to stop her as your instinct were beaten by how fat she just stole your belonging in your hand. "W- wait! Sana..."
"What's this? You're messaging someone?" Sana said as she tracks the content of the entire conversation you're having with that particular person at the moment. "Who is this you're chatting with?" "It's just my friend, Sana."
"A friend... hmmm is this a girl?" She saw the profile picture of the person in the chat box. "She's just a friend that I met on Facebook okay? We're both members of this group that was created by the fandom of the same artist we're stanning so yeah, we're just talking along at how related we are in our common interests." You elaborated.
"Okay, I'll allow that... but isn't it now that we are currently spending a time together being as a couple? Especially that I planned to have this with you while I'm in my dayoff from work today." Sana replied, giving you a grimace full of attitude. "You're supposed to focus on me only, on what were both doing. But instead, you still choose to talk with this nobody as if she's better than me and what we're having is only getting irrelevant. Have you forgotten that you're with me. ME AS YOUR GIRLFRIEND, YN?!" "Sana, okay fine I'm sorry okay, let's just go back watching and I-"
You tried to grabe your phone away from her clutch but Sana refuses, swinging it with more distance from you to reach. "No, let me read more about what you're keep on talk-" "Wait, Sana I already told you okay?"
"Then why are you stopping me? You did nothing wrong, right?" "Yes, I know but this hasn't to go longer for us to fight. You don't have to do that. I'll join you again now on-" You didn't stopped, following every sways of Sana on her arm to caught her and atleast try to break the hold so you can snatch the phone from her.
"I said don't force me, YN! Just stay there and let me atleast know if there's somet-" "What? What do you mean something? You really think of that?" "YES! JUST MAKING SURE THAT THERE'S MORE THAN WHAT YOU SAY TO ME." Sana immediately scrolled on your phone as she began reading your messages with your online friend. You just sighed exhaustedly before returning back on persuading her. "Sana... I swear there's nothing you'll find out." You tried to reach your phone again but Sana dodges. "Sana... give that to me now."
She didn't listened. You are slowly getting furious now at how pesky she's being. "Sana... Sana just give it- SANA I SAID GIVE IT BACK TO ME!!!" You finally had the phone in you and pressed the power button to switch it off. Breathing deeply to calm yourself down, you looked at Sana and you were surprised that Sana was just staring at you with a same depression, but what differs from her is that her mouth is agape and her eyes are getting watery.
A tear drop in her eye flows down on her cheek. Soon, you just realized what did you do to her that urged her emotions to shift and gave up instantly. You accidentally pushed Sana hard on the other end of the sofa after you forcefully tugged the phone out of her hands with pure strength and desperation. Staring at her astounded and hurt condition, you gently checked up worriedly on her. "Oh my god... S-Sana I'm sorry." You tried to grab her wrist but Sana takes it off away, looking afraid and stunned at what just happened to her. "S-sana... Sana wait!" Devastated and tired to engage in another argument with you at the wrong time, Sana quickly stood up from her seat and rushed out of the house where you tried to chase her from behind, until you halted when Sana took the car and drives off away. ---------------------- The next day, you immediately left your house after you found out from one of Sana's friends where she went today after she left your house last night. You drove your car to the specified place and when you arrived, from the window, you immediately saw Sana in the front yard sitting alone and holding a glass with only a drink. Even if she has her back is the one that can be seen, you will know that it is her right away, especially since you know your own girlfriend very well which from her long curvy almond hair and the same shirt of yours she's wearing, even the fact that you have been close to each other for a long time. You got out of the car and immediately ran to the gate and looked over the small wall that was protected by a metal fence so you could see him clearly. "Sana!" you shouted as you brought your face closer to the gap in the metal fence so that she could hear and immediately notice where that voice was coming from. She turned and that's when she saw you being blocked from outside. Sana's expression fell when she saw you. "YN...?" She stood up slowly while she was still staring at you where her sadness was also growing on her lips, because of what you did to her last night that you were so shocked that you didn't even suddenly think about what you did to her that was disturbing. "Sana, please let's talk. I know what I did was wrong, so I'm really sorry. I love you, can you come home with me?", you said to her with a tone of voice of begging and innocence far from what you intended to do that. She removed her sight of you and bowed her head as she played with her fingers due to the nervousness and shame she felt.
"H-how did you find out w-where I am?" she ignored what you said and instead asked you this in surprise. "YN! Why are you here?!" Your conversation with Sana suddenly broke when one of her friends showed up and the person you mentioned gave the location where your girlfriend went and that exact place was right here in her house. "Didn't I tell you not to come here and let her give himself time to calm down from what you did to her?!" you were told by Momo who is also Japanese like Sana. "Do you really have no pity for him?" "YN?!" even Momo's girlfriend and also one of Sana's friends named Mina came out from inside their house to see what was happening here. "Look, I'm here to pick up my girlfriend and what I want is for us to talk about what happened. Please let us both make things right because this problem is only ours." you reprimand them immediately before they try to disagree with what you want. But, as soon as you thought about it, Momo immediately objected to you. "No way. She'll stay here while she can't face you for good." Momo said. You scratched your head and rubbed your face some more before you stood in front of the gate and faced Momo intently who was now here to try to understand each other. "Okay, I understand that she's your friend and you just want to take care of her. You and Mina. But, I'm her boyfriend/girlfriend and does what I want wasn't enough to happen for us to be together again?" "And what if I tell you that the reason why I don't allow you to get close to her is that the order given to me came from her personally. I'm just listening to my friend, YN." Momo said that she was tired of prolonging it even more and that she wanted it to be clear immediately for each of them about Sana's only request. "Can you still do anything about it even though she's the one who doesn't want to talk with you so far? "So please just leave first, YN and wait for her to come when she can. Just understand her first because she really didn't expected what you did." Momo begs you. You sighed in defeat after you failed to convince Sana that you two are on the mend. Now you blame yourself for your mistake more and more. "Just listen, YN. Please. We both just want Sana to be okay." Mina pleaded in support of her girlfriend Momo. "Fine. But in a few days, I'll be back here to check on her." you said to them seriously. They nodded in agreement. They said goodbye to you and you did the same to them. Without any other choice, you went back to your house alone because you still can't get along with her. Just as you left, another car appears in front of Momo's residence being driven by Jeongyeon who visited to do the same purpose of what brought you there. Meanwhile, when Mina and Momo entered their house, Sana looked at them and asked what happened before she started crying and the two suddenly hugged her.
At sunset, while you were sleeping, you were suddenly surprised by a call from one of your friends. You woke up and when you answered you listened and remembered what they said as part of your agreement. Listening to the accordance of their plan tonight, you are now with your group of friends hanging out inside a bar. They planned this to join and console you by giving you so many drinks and freely allowed you to aggressively pour all your hard feelings regarding your fault over Sana through your drunk state. Now completely drunk and out of your consciousness, you are currently alone in your table while the rest of your friends are still in the dance floor going crazy in fun. You kept on drinking more soju and as it emptied, you ordered another one from the waitress. The waitress was about to deliver your drink only for it to be discarded when someone stole it from her hold and did the honors rather to allow her serve it to you by herself. As she poured your glass with a new amount of Soju, she sat beside you and assisted you to drink it by holding it to your mouth. She was interestingly watching you drink as you finished the content and released the refreshing and strong taste of the alcohol in your throat. "Hi there. Wow, you must be really good in taking shots, don't you?" the mysterious woman asked with a smirk. "W-who are y-you?" you aksed her. You couldn't even identify this person is because of how blurry and unstable you are from being very drunk tonight. "My name's Solar, I'm a stripper in this bar." The lady introduces her identity to you. You may haven't view her exactly, but she is currently wearing only a jacket that barely hid her upper hlaf clothing which is a black lached crop top dress and a fitted low skirt. "Seems like you're a new customer. I haven't recognize your face existing here before." "Y-yeah... I'm just new in this... p-place." You stammered as a hiccup escaped in your mouth, another sign that you are completely intoxicated with alcohol right now. Solar just smirked ever wider when she heard that, knowing that she can easily gain access of you the more she continues pursuing her agenda.
"Why are you here by yourself?" Solar curiously asked, twirling some strands of your hair with her finger. "I-.... Came to unwind. Girlfriend's... mad at me..." you said. Solar dropped her hand to your shoulder and she began caressing it, making longer strokes where even your collar and crook of your neck weren't left untouched too. Your breathe hitched at how warm, tickling and enducing her slow touches feels within your skins. It almost gives your chills around your body. "Mmmm... is that so? Would you let me accompany you for tonight and help you with your problem?" "B-but... Sana..." you lowered your head, frowning. "I just n-need-" "Ssshhhh..." Solar shuts off your lips to prevent the next words you're about to say. She doesn't want you to be reminded of whoever that girlfriend Sana of yours. All she just want right now is to have fun with you all night long as you got her preference all marked since she saw you from the stage while she's performing. "She's not here, YN. But I am... so can you say my name instead?" You gulped as she cupped your chin. "S-... So.... Solar..." "Very good, hadnsome/gorgeous." She smirked. "So... do you want to enjoy your time by joining me by my side for tonight, YN?" "O-okay..." you nodded. "Oh I'm so excited." She bit her lips. "I'm going to ask you again, you're good at taking shots?" "I-I am." "Would you want to demonstrate it with me?" "Sure." Solar had this naughty idea in her mind. She grabbed your glass and poured it again with Soju. She drank it but she only remained it inside her mouth for while before she poked your shoulder and you leaned over in curiosity.
Your face was now facing her and now Solar took advantage by pressing her lips onto you, passing all the soju in her mouth to yours as your tongues duel with a messy kiss while both finally had each other's heads being grabbed from behind and pushing one another even closer to intensify the kiss. You emptied all the soju in Solar's mouth and tasted the bittersweet combination of taste between the soju and her cherry lipbalm. Solar pulled your arm and you followed her out of the restaurant, left unnoticed by your friends who are also busy making out somewhere by some of the other strippers in the club. Both you and Solar entered your car and drove away to go to a place where you two can spend the rest of the night having fun privately. However, your departure was caught by somebody who even got to take a picture of you before wondering at what she'd seen. ------------------------------ Days have gone passed by, you completely forgotten your ongoing problematic situation with Sana thanks to Solar who is still sleeping with you couple more times since that night, keeping you entertained, relaxed and satisfied at the patience she's giving at you in return. Through that you were unable to resist and hold back from her charms she presents among you. Solar even had introduced you to the other friends and fellow strippers whom you also ended up sharing a heated time with them along with your friends. Sana on the other hand, is completely thinking of you most of the time as she's waiting for you to come and allow you to be welcomed again by her forgiveness. At the moment, you are laying down on the bed as Solar is doing a strip show and seducive moves. She was about to meet your level of perspective the more she crawls upwards on top of your body when your peripheral vision caught the glimpse of the digital clock hanging above the wall. The date today is the day of your anniversary with Sana. You focused back on Solar until suddenly it made you shocked that the one you are seeing instead is Sana's face teasing you with her lustful deeds. You are now imagining and hallucinating her being the one grasping your chest and grinding in your torso. You looked around the in panic, confused at what is happened on you; with how Sana just randomly appeared in your sight. Returning your sight back at the woman with you, it was cahnged back with Solar's appearance now cupping your cheeks and about to insist for a kiss with you. Another hallucination of Sana wearing a lingerie, sitting at the edge of the bed looking at you disheartenedly and disappointingly as if she is watching you and Solar having sex instead of her as your girlfriend. "No..." "W-wait... STOP!" Sana then disappeared again in your view. Solar is now inches away from your face when you quickly pushed her aside as you hurriedly get up from bed and wore your clothes back. "What the hell was that for, YN?!" Solar irritatedly gets up from the side of the bed after crashing down from the impact of your push to her. "I-I'm sorry, I can't do this anymore. I'm going home." "WAIT!" You entered your car and drove back to your house. Just as when you are about to park, you noticed that Sana's car already in there; which means only one more definite thing. You hurriedly exited your car and opened the gate, entering your house where you were greeted by Sana bringing two luggages with her in front of you. She looked at you blankly. "Move." "W-wait... Sana. W-what's the meaning of this?" you didn't listened to her, instead letting yourself being carried on in utter confusion and frantic emotions filling up your insides that slightly beginning to hurt your heart in the process. "Move, YN." "No, I won't... unless you tell me why are you leaving with your things-" You couldn't able to speak further when you ate a loud and hard slap from Sana's hand straight to your face after she puts down her luggage harshly. As you went stunned, Sana took the opportunity to finally burst out all the mixed pent up negative emotions consuming and killing her slowly inside. "HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME! HOW CAN YOU- AAAARRRRGGGHHH I HATE YOU! WHY DID- WHY DID YOU CHEATED ON ME! YOU'RE KISSING AND FUCKING OTHER WOMAN THAN ME NOW HUH?!" she screamed demonically at you as she repeatedly hitting her fists and arms at your defenseless body before she pulled out her phone revealing a photo of you and Solar making out inside the car. You were completely shocked at how did you caught or whether its Sana or somebody else who did it. In addition, you just remained speechless, this is the actual sin you couldn't even create excuses or find a way to explain as you just let her unload all her rage at you. "SAY IT. SAY IT BY YOURSELF! TELL ME WHAT YOU DID. I WANT TO HEAR YOU ACKNOWLEDGE IT." She said as she gave some additional hits in your face. "I... I'm sorry." Your voice cracked and lowered your head in guilt and shame. Sana began sniffing and breaking down in front of you with her tears full of anguish and heartbreak. "What did you do? I know we've gone through many problems but we overcomed it all right? I just don't understand where did I gone wrong? What did I missed... or was there any lacking on me? Was I ever a great girlfriend for you to betray me like this?" Sana quizzically enumerated. "Tell me, why YN? I was waiting for you come back because I want to forgive you already. I love you much and I couldn't resist you but what did you do to me? What happened to you, huh? You were just desperate want us to talk things out then all of the sudden you're hitting other women you just met?! Don't you love me anymore?" "I..." you sighed, shaking your head off as you still can't stand watching her looking completely devastated and betrayed all because of you, the person she loves and trusted the most out of anyone. "I... got drunk." Sana's eyes widened before she emulated another series of loud distressful sobs as her body gave up making her kneel down on the floor. You attempted to atleast help her but Sana aggressively shakes her off against you. "GET OFF ME! DON'T GET CLOSE TO ME, I DARE YOU!" she gave you another streaks of pounds and smashes of her arms in your weakened arm. "I TOLD YOU ALREADY BEFORE BUT YOU DIDN'T LISTEN! WAS THERE A TIME I FAILED TO REMIND YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY THAT YOUR ADDICTION TO ALCOHOL WOULD CAUSE YOU WORST CASE SCENARIOS?! NOW LOOK AT WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO US!" you winced at how ear piercing the loud volume of her infuriated screams at you. She slowly stood up and faced you, giving you again another harsh slaps twice in each cheeks. "You know, whenever I'm away from this house. From you. I never crossed in my mind that I would be openly allow myself to be subdue by everyone. I admit, I do see attractive people around me... but I always know... I always remember... that I'm into this one person who already had my heart, so why would I attach myself into others when I'm already devotedly in love with someone."
Her hand moved to your cheek, touching your face with her slender hands and trace every angle of your features as this is the very last time she would get to see you up this close. "Turns out, that person... that woman I believed to be special and means the whole world to me... is the opposite of my belief in our love. In the end, I became forgotten and disregarded and you... turned out to be unfaithful and a traitor"
She paused as she took another short time to let herself cry as much as she can because of you, since this won't be going to happen again anyway for her.
Witnessing how awful you've turned her to be, you can't help but to cry silently along with her too. Despite of this, you did loved her so much and she will always remain to be one of your weakest spots.
"It hurts so bad, but I'll still thank you for everything, YN. Swear to my heart, I did loved you so much. I'm sorry if I'm not enough for you to stay by my side forever... but I can go now. You can go to those women all you want, but we are through." she said as she bitterly smiled while patting at the center of your chest where your heart exactly beats.
"No... wait, Sana please..."
Her lips went straight, transforming back to her serious, blank and dark aura as she turned around and started to walk out of your house.
"Sana... I'm sorry. I did loved you too. Believe me. I know you felt it always!" you said while you're kept being ignored by her who took a turn out of the gateway.
You just watched her place her luggages on her trunk before entering her car where she once again wailed her tears out of agony and dread while replaying the last words you've said to her, hitting the steering wheel with her fists then covering her face with her hands.
She inhaled and exhaled with concentration to calm herself down a little before it was enough for her to move herself on starting the engine and drive away from you, from her house and from her relationship with you that she all considered to be one thing: home.
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Sana clicked at the doorbell and patiently waited as she stood in front of the gate of a massive expensive looking house almost identitical the the level of architectural design of what she has on her own.
She heard the metal handle clang and the gate opened, revealing Jeongyeon wearing a casual house attire with her shorts and oversized t-shirt.
Jeongyeon saw Sana along with her two luggages each on her side. She already know what this meant. She sympathetically smiled and nodded at Sana who had her lips started to twitch uncontrollably then rushed in to land a hug and cry aloud around her friend who accepted it with open arms.
She is the one responsible for letting Sana know about the darkest truth you've done behind her back. Jeongyeon is the one who captured a photo of you and Solar making out inside the car.
She was on the way home at that time from visiting Sana after the latter shared to her that she was not fine because of her relationship problem together with you. Jeongyeon went into the road and parked for a while when she decided to eat her takeout meal she bought at a fast food chain already until she saw what happened.
In addition, Jeongyeon immediately recognized you because she once met you along with Sana when you got invited to join Sana on the celebratory party of the network channel she's working at for its more than a decade anniversary.
Few days later after quite having a conflict within herself whether she has to do this or just let Sana know by herself about what you illegally committed, she finalized that she can't let Sana suffer more without herself knowing. When she visited Sana again in Momo and Mina's residence, that's where she couragely informed Sana about your cheating issue.
She can remember how it breaks her heart watching her cry heavily through her shattered heart while being comforted by Mina and Sana before her madness encourages her to stand up and travel through her house to pack her things, get out of there and officially leave you for good although she knows it would be still hard for her because... Sana truly did loved you a lot.
She had to do it for the sake of Sana's emotional state. She is ready to support and help her friend... and the woman she secretly admire just to protect her happiness and her heart even if it means going through some serious tough times she had to face.
Now sitting on her couch, Jeongyeon offered Sana a glass of water which she was thanked of. Silence ensued between them as Jeongyeon respectfully allow Sana to have her moment of grieving for the death of her connection and relationship with you.
"T-thank you for having me in, Jeong. I appreciated it a lot."
"You're welcome. It's nothing, well I just want to ensure that you will have a place to stay in and since both of us has the same work we go through, I decided that I would just let you transfer here." Jeongyeon said. "And hey, you can stay here for as long as you want."
"Nah, don't worry, Jeong. I feel like I may turn into a disturbance and become... uhhh-"
"What? Become a waste of space?" Jeongyeon asked her to clarify her guess which Sana tilted her eyes away at Jeongyeon in embarassment. "That won't happen. If you would be, then I shouldn't have helped you in the first place right?"
"Y-yeah, sorry."
"Don't be. That happens to us and it's just normal for us as humans. You know, overthinking. Negative visualizer." She bounced her eyebrows and shrugged.
"But seriously, I would really love and be glad for you to stay longer, Sana.", Jeongyeon smiled.
"You sure?"
"Mmhm. In fact, I actually uhh..." Jeongyeon felt like her tongue tangled at the difficulty of how she would twist her words to avoid how it wouldn't make her words suspicious and obvious in reflection to what she actually feel towards this beautiful Japanese friend of hers. "Damn it."
"Why, what's wrong Jeong?"
"Nothing, it's just..." she massaged the temple of her head before slowly looking at Sana. Her body starts to shake slightly, hands locked, thighs clamping together nervously. "Uhm... Sana..."
"Yes?"
Jeongyeon sighed, before returning her glaze back to Sana's wonderful pair of eyes. "I know this is such a very wrong time for me to say this but... can you please just listen to me? That's all I need."
"Uhh okay, sure. What is it?" Sana asked as she curiously pondered.
"I do want you to s-stay here more because... I- I uhh..." Jeongyeon choked on her words before blowing again another warm air made from her uneasiness. "I... want to see you always."
Sana just smiled a little and remained patiently allowing you to speak comfortably.
"Ahh is that so, huh. You have more to say, right? Go on, Jeongie. You can do it."
"Yeah I do... and the reason I want to have you always around near me is because... fine, I guess I'm doing it then." Jeongyeon fixed her sitting posture, straightening her body. "I do have feelings of attractiveness for you Sana, that's why."
Sana's mouth slightly agaped, surprised at her unexpected confession. She blocked it with her hand as gesture of a shocked reaction, as her stare still glued on Jeongyeon who is now going blush in shyness.
"Y-you do?"
"Yeah, it was since you and I had a noraebang friendly date out of the work. I don't know, I just realized that the more I spend time with you... the more I just let myself completely loose, be joyful and energized... and that's because of you, Sana." Jeongyeon glanced at her crush as she explained what's behind the development of her admiration towards her co-worker and friend. "Through that, the way I look at you changed, the way how I treat you changed... and lastly the way how you meant to me. It was all mixed with love."
"When I first learned about the struggles you're facing in your relationship with him/her... because of YN, I immediately made a move to be someone you'll be leaning your back on through just one call away. I care for you and I think of you always, Sana. I just did what I had to do just to protect that smile and liveliness within you from being stripped away, because that's what I love to see on you aside from your exceptional beauty."
Sana 's heart swelled at how sweet Jeongyeon's words are that were only dedictaed to be told and known for her. She knows how great of a person Jeongyeon was, but she never had it in her thoughts that this friend of hers would end up developing romantic feelings in blend with their friendship.
Jeongyeon reaches for Sana's hand on her knee and enclosed it with both of her hands. She stared at Sana who is astounded and impressed at how gentle and pure you are from the way how you are aware with your words and your intention to carefully not disturb how vulnerable she is. "Now that you and him/her are over, I must say that I feel both happy and sad for the sorrowful end, but what matters to me is that... you deserve to have a lover that will never ever let their walls brought down by anyone to ensure the safety of its love for you. You deserve better, and I would be very much pleased to show you how well I can do."
Sana looked at her hand clasped together with Jeongyeon's which actually looks good for her to be satisfied. "I-I appreciated every praises and wholesome words you've given to me Jeongyeon but... I'm sorry if I-"
Jeongyeon shook her head and smiled, patting Sana's hand. "No, no. I get it. You can't answer yet and I already knew that. Like I said, this confession of mine has been done in an inappoporiate time and I know you haven't fully recovered yet from the aftermath of your break-up with YN. But I'll keep you in mind that I would be just here with you, taking care and supporting you while I wait for your answer as long as how it goes."
Jeongyeon assured Sana. It gave her a feeling of relief atleast that Jeongyeon wasn't rushing and doesn't consider her strategy of saving Sana was a prompt to take control and steal Sana to be hers instead.
It is safe to say that Jeongyeon would be very serious and thinks intelligibly in a relationship. That already gave huge points now for Sana.
"T-thanks, Jeong. You'll get it someday, I promise." Sana stated.
"I know... and I hope what I get would be the one I desire to hear." Jeongyeon replied, both of them were now smiling softly at each other before circling one another again in a comfortable and overwhelming embrace.
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3 MONTHS LATER
You arrived with your car in this place where the atmosphere is indeed alive because of the loud music, bright lights and chattering of the crowd inside combined all in one that contains the said place.
In pure luck, you saw the guard monitoring the entrance to disappear and hurriedly walked inside a cubicle. You took it as a quick opportunity to enter in the property.
There are many people, but not that big either. It's like it only occupies half the space of the yard.
You slowly walked around in search of the specific person you would be happy to meet again and talk with.
You've seen familiar faces around in the names of Momo and Mina along with 3 other girls. You wanted to talk with them, but they ain't your priority for tonight.
You continued to roam around until in a snap, there she was; exiting the house while bringing some plates of food with that particular smile you always loved to witness on her. You were happy that she is now fine... but you would like it better if your plan works tonight... and that is to try consider her going back to you again and work things out back to how its supposed to be.
Sana was done serving food on her guests. You tried to approach her on her own when suddenly you noticed that Mina and Momo horribly noticed you from the distance, pointing you at Sana who turned around and saw you.
She was obviously shocked and seemed unwell at the reception you received from her. She hurriedly walked towards you and you followed right ahead.
"What are you doing here?" she strictly asked you. "You're not invited, if I'm not mistaken."
"I-I know, I just came here and seek some convers-"
"No, I don't want to. Leave now, you're just wasting your time."
You sighed defeatedly as she started to walk away from you but this time you stopped her.
"I won't go unless we talked about what brought me here for."
"Goddamnit, YN what is it then? Make it fast." she irritably remarked as she turned around to face you.
"I want to talk about us, Sana. I know I've d-"
"Sha!" You were interrupted by a calling voice from behind. You were startled when you met a familiar person interacting with Sana and in your surprise, you watched how their bodies are so close to each other as her place her hand on Sana's waist.
"I had to assist the waiters, sorry- Oh." Jeongyeon halted when she met you standing inches away in front of Sana, witnessing all of what's occuring in complete confusion.
"YN?"
"Jeongyeon, right?"
"Yeah. How did you enter here? Did you just-"
"Wait... you two." You cutted her words as you pointed both of them, moving your index finger back and forth. "You two are something?"
"That something you're referring at is true, YN. Me and Jeongyeon are now a couple. We just announced our confirmation yesterday to the public, haven't you seen?" Sana simply answered, holding her current girlfriend's hand.
"N-no..." you reacted shortly.
You felt weak, destroyed and hopeless that you can manage to save and relive the good memories you had with Sana by asking her to come back, yet it seems that it won't be happening anymore as she has now finally met a new one to seek better and long lasting love for her..
"If you came here to attempt pleasing me again and put us back together, sorry YN but as you can see... you can't. You are not just late and rejected... you don't have any more second chance for me to give." Sana said it clearly for you.
"To me, our relationship fell apart without a sound like a sandcastle and my memories and lingering affections for you has vanished away to a thin dust."
"I'm not interested to hear your excuse again, YN. Don't expect for me to give up my life for you that easily... because I've finally seen a future without you... and that is when I met Jeongyeon." Sana said as she cuddled around Jeongyeon's arm while you just watched them with emotions taking over your stability as tears dwelling around in your eyes.
You continued to listen at her hurtful words as your heart shambles painfully despite not wanting to stay here longer anymore.
"I don't need your love, YN. Just please, leave me alone and keep yourself away. Don't make me hate you more, please."
"Security! Can you please escort this man/lady out of here? He/she trespassed and wasn't invited." Jeongyeon yelled at the two guards at the gate. Her command caught the attention of all the guests around.
You looked nervously and sorrowful at the guards coming by to get you. Looking back to Sana, you rushed to kneel n front of her and tug the hem of her dress as you begged on your knees.
"W-WAIT! PLEASE... SANA! DON'T SAY LIKE THAT. I LOVE YOU I SWEAR, YOU DON'T KNOW HOW I WANTED FOR YOU TO RETURN AND BE TOGETHER AGAIN- NO! PLEASE, LET ME TALK TO HER MORE!" You shouted as you felt the grip of the guards on your arms and wrist.
"Keep going, sir. Take her out please." Jeongyeon prompted as she guides them.
"GET OUT AND GET LOST, YN!!! YOU HAVE NOWHERE TO RETURN SO SHUT IT. I'M SICK OF YOU LETTING ME DOWN AS ALL YOU DO IS LIE!" Sana annoyingly swats you away from clutching on to her dress and helping the guards to do their duty of kicking you out. "I can't face you anymore. So please, I just want to be far away from you. Goodbye, YN."
The guests began to whisper and mutter at one another as you being the center of the scene while you are being helplessly dragged by the guards far from everyone.
As the guards dropped you outside the house, you sat in the concrete surface and cried in anguish and lost; absorbing the drought of not able to bring Sana back to you.
The gates were slowly closed, and as the gap narrowed inch by inch; you observed Sana and Jeongyeon kissed and walked back with smile on their faces as you got effectively restricted in Sana's newly built perfect world together with Jeongyeon.
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