#ugh. tho i'd love to delete at least the sideblog

[mishkakagehishka]

Maybe i should lay off the coffee

#i'm feeling awfully anxious like ''i'm gonna throw up'' anxious #even tho i'm not nauseous i feel that way still #and i can't tell if it's the coffee or if i'm still on edge from last night #i feel like it's the coffee tho? even back when i really struggled with anxiety #when it'd spike i'd just latch onto Anything like if i was anxious ab x and that got solved i'd just remember y the next time and be #anxious ab that so idk. it's interesting that my urge to delete all social media when i get anxious is back tho #i hope i'll power thru it tho i got attached and i'd be sad to delete even tho it'd bring me (temporary) relief #ugh. tho i'd love to delete at least the sideblog