#ughgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhghhhh i’ve been excited for this but also now i’m just trying not to shut down

[goldensunset]

aarraRRFHGHGGHHRAAAAAGHHGGGGGG

#when you’re so stressed you just Do Nothing out of the things you need to do #i need to pack for school which sucks enough #and i have to drive myself there alone.. #i’ve never driven that far all by myself in my life #and i am known by my family to hate driving #especially stressful highway driving especially a less-than-familiar route in a complex and annoying area #ugh and then i gotta hope moving in goes well once i actually get there and that i get a parking spot #and that the package i ordered to that place that arrived way earlier than i thought it would is still safe on the porch and not stolen #bc it’s been a few days but i literally couldn’t have moved in earlier if i wanted for some stupid reason #like the freshmen can come as early as like the wednesday before our first monday of class but the rest of us only have saturday and sunday #bruv #and then i gotta Do School for a week #and then drive myself back home and go to the airport for tokyo and accept that i’m gonna fall behind a week on school #which i can only pray goes well #ughgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhghhhh i’ve been excited for this but also now i’m just trying not to shut down #peach rambles