#versus again my one (1) rational brain cell: yeah but isn't that kind of exciting? think of how much you have to learn from each other!!

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#this isnt a vent just to preface this. im just rambling and im awkward about it okay so in the tags it goes! #anyways that mood where someone is into you and you try and flirt but end up flustering yourself instead if the other way around #because you are a big sappy gay bitch and also an idiot #and also the entire time youre fighting with your anxiety like #'hey are we sure this is a good idea? could get hurt really bad again' versus 'hey did you know its actually okay to calm down and like. #just have fun with your social interactions? and also whats so bad about it not working out? thats just part of it. but you could have a #lot of fun if you just chilled out a bit and stopped worrying about the ending.' #anxiety: but youre both so different! very much the same in some areas #but total opposite in others! the longevity is at risk! #versus again my one (1) rational brain cell: yeah but isn't that kind of exciting? think of how much you have to learn from each other!! #part of the risk is that things might not work out but even if they don't why is that so bad? you could both grow as people from it!! #you could learn so much and both become better people for it! #anyways rant done i have to go now thanks for coming to my ted talk #ghost yells