#very frustrated with myself lately in case yall haven't noticed!

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Got my end of the month burst of motivation to get my shit together and did 10 push ups

#horse.txt #and some squats and some stretches. but wow those pushups did me in #funfact last time i weighed myself i was actually Under 100 lbs! one of the most disheartening things #'you never go out you dont have any friends why dont you ever go out to meet people??' i could be stuffed in a bag and carried away on foot #i am like flat stanley. i could be blown away by a stiff breeze. and i also just dont have a large appetite? #funfact 2 one of my biggest insecurities is that when i order small portions of food or salads that ppl will think im dieting or have an ED #neither of which are necessarily a Bad thing but ppl do sometimes start to. treat you certain ways over it #either theyre the woke type who start looking at you all pitiful or they start griping to you about their own weight problems in some way #worse in the rare blue moon where ppl with ask me how i stay so skinny. bitch i have adhd i forget to eat Constantly. im starving #its on accident but shit i cant just say that to ppl lol so its always just 'haha my metabolism 🤪' which they sometimes STILL DONT ACCEPT? #LIKE AS AN ANSWER? THEY'LL JUST ASK AGAIN LIKE IM KEEPING IT A SECRET?? #vent // #not really it kinda came out of nowhere honestly #sigh #very frustrated with myself lately in case yall haven't noticed! #god i need to get laid