#wander why ive been getting so into reading again lately after years and yeaj escapism huh

[the-apocalypse-is-cancelled]

New challenge for me it's called stop staying up til 3am and having a breakdown

#soooooo upset #ive had to cancel ice skating lessons tomorrow morning because there's no ways i can go do an that without bursting out into tears on (1/2 #(2/2) on 4 hours of sleep #id stayed up to call my partner who is currently on a different continent and has no data while at work and hoo boy ifelt immediately worse #i need to get a different life stat who wants to go through a portal to a fantasy land with dragons #wander why ive been getting so into reading again lately after years and yeaj escapism huh #but dont worry!!! i am applying for other jobs!! root cause of the bad feelings wont be here forever #to be clear my partner didnt make me feel sad i judt felt like shit because i miss him and need a hug #he didn't do anything wrong sjxhxhxbxb