#well besides getting incredibly jealous about every single thing but yea. maybe my actual main sin is envy 🤷‍♀️

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my obsessive crushes over the years:

- sonic the hedgehog (i was 4/5)

- capndesdes (i was 11 - ik he's a creep)

- tobuscus (i was 12 - ik he's a creep)

- dean supernatural/jensen ackles (13-15)

- jake gyllenhaal (14 or 15 idr)

- michael from 5sos (15)

- kim taehyung (16-18)

- kim yugyeom (18-21)

- buncha other kpop dudes in there tbh (16-21)

- claude von riegan (19-23)

- seteth (19-20)

- beelzebub from obey me (21)

- jerma (22-23)

- junkrat *NEW* (23)

prob missed a few but yea. in between all of these i had crushes on irl ppl but i think this displays a startling trend about me

#i like psychos and freaks and despite loving and being attracted to women i've never been violently & psychosexually obsessed w one #i think that's it tho. god help me #i think i am just the kind of person who is fine with loving someone at a distance and getting nothing in return at this point #well besides getting incredibly jealous about every single thing but yea. maybe my actual main sin is envy 🤷‍♀️