#well the whole cocktail works well together but shout out to her she’s my babygirl for real <3

[bitchymendess-blog]

Yours

"Over here! Y/n!" Blinding lights started to cover your whole vision. Reporters from other stations are gathering towards your way to the point were your bodyguards can't handle them anymore. "So," the reporter started. Smiling giddily as it past the guards luckily. "How are you feeling that you're finally back home?" She pointed the microphone a few inches from your mouth, waiting for you to speak. You genuinely smiled and answered her question politely. "I'm doing great. Of course I'm very happy to be back to my hometown after a tiring month of touring around. So yeah." You nodded as more reporters started to surrender your way. "Y/n! Y/n! How are you after your breakup with the pop sensation Shawn Mendes?" Another reporter ask. Your face drops. You rarely discuss your after break up with Shawn after the day that he finally decided to replace you over that shank model he had been rumoured to be with ever since your relationship started. You merely talk to everyone, your manager had to cancel a few world tours just to save your reputation to the paparazzi since you became alcoholic after that. This present time had just to be your first world tour in a while since you think dependably and focus on your career instead. "I— uh, well. . ." you couldn't find the words to say. In luck, your bodyguards had already manage to push the reporters away from you. You manage to finally reach the hotel without getting another bizarre question. Your celebrity friends had thrown you a welcome party and all the mutual friends you all have are invited to that party. You barely had time to have a nap since every hour of the day you've been working on your upcoming album. Your body couldn't handle to go to that damn party but couldn't complain since they all prepared the celebration just for you. After taking a good power nap to energize your tired body, you decided now it's time to get ready. Throwing on a black, lacy dress that compliments your glowing skin and beautiful curve. Pairing it up with a 4-inch black stiletto heels and accessories. You styled your hair in the perfect hairdo you love until you hear your phone beep, signalling that someone had texted you. It was Barbara, Barbara Palvin. Your best friend. From Barbara: Y/n! Are you on your way yet? We're so excited to see you. A small chuckle erupted from your lips at the enthusiasm of your best friend. A month was a long time indeed, FaceTime and messages wasn't enough to make you happy. It was still different to have them by your side in just a snap. To Barbara: On the way :) ____ The car ride was short. Since the venue was just a couple miles from the hotel you're staying at. You already see tons of people with different lights gleaming, serving as night lights outside. You walk inside, greeted by the couple celebrities that you meet along the way. A familiar smile caught your attention, obviously waiting for you. "Cameron!" You nearly trip on your own feet while jumping into his arms. He laugh and hug you. "Hey, dumbo." He teased. Rolling your eyes, you stomp his foot aggressively. "I told you to not to call me that, walrus." You both laugh at the endearment given to each other. You two hadn't had a feeling for each other, just a friendly way of talking. In fact, Cameron had this thing for Barbara for as long as you could ever imagine. This idiot just don't know how to make a move to her. "You look dashing tonight," he breathed out. Lacing your hands in his and guiding you towards the entrance. "Y/n!" Barbara squealed once Cameron opened the door. Both of you tripping against the floor by the huge amount of force she made. "I miss you too. Now can you—please!" You squealed once your breath caught into your lungs. She mouthed an apology as she untangled herself from you. "Sorry, just got carried away. I just miss you so much." You stifled a smile as she hug you again. The party went on. You sung a few of your top songs to the crowd. It got emotional once you got to the last song of the chart. Considering you wrote it for him. As you were performing, your eyes landed on the pair of hazel ones that you doubted to see in here. You shook your head and focus on the song you was singing. After your performance, the party went on. Talking to the guest and most importantly, drowning your own thoughts with alcohol until it went straight into your system. "Cameron!" You called out. Words slurring since alcohol had already clouded your rationality and soberness. He look up from the guy he was talking, seeing you stumbling already. "You really look handsome today," Cameron's eyes had widen at how drunk you are now. Your hormones seems to take over because you felt yourself getting horny every second. He sigh. "Y/n/n, you're drunk." He stated out, catching you by your waist when you stumble back." "I'm taking you back to—" you put your index finger in his lips, shutting him up. "I don't want to go back!" You push yourself off of him and walk towards outside. Cameron wanted to stop you but he knew better than that, you were stubborn when drunk. And this is just going to land on a heated argument anyways. As you walk pass the staircase, your whole body crash into a hard chest. The scent was so familiar, and you could sense who it was without looking up. "Watch where you're going!" Someone shouted at you. It was Shawn, looking mad as ever you could imagine. You close your thighs together as you felt yourself getting aroused by his harsh tone. Him being a six foot three was towering your height, you look straight up into his hazel eyes. But you couldn't see the sweet, hazel color anymore. Instead, appeared lust and anger. A very dangerous cocktail. Knowing better to argue, you mouthed a small 'sorry' and walk away. A loud growl emitted from behind you and the next thing you knew, you are pressed against a wall with your arms above your head. "I missed you, babygirl." He whispered behind your ear, licking the soft spot and earning a whimper from you.

Gaining all the courage to push him away, and you survived. He stumble right back and you knew from the very bottom of your mind that you instantly regretted that. "I'm sorry Shawn. It won't —" "Oh I'm sure it won't happen again, Angel because you'll regret even pushing me." You frown, almost too lazy to argue but something had just blew your temper and if you didn't answer, it was like being accuse of the wrong doing and not being able of getting out. Immediately, you fired back. "What the hell is your problem? I'm not the one who cheated with some bitch and now trying to seduce his ex in getting her back." You could see him clench his jaw while closing his eyes, probably trying to calm his body from being aggressive to you. But you aren't even close into done yet. "I'm tired of your stupid bullshit Shawn. This would be the last time we'll see each other. Goodbye." You walked away, feeling a bit bold and confident that you already got rid of him. You arrived in your hotel room in just about five minutes. All wasted, you wished to sleep already but someone stopped you from doing such a thing. The same curly haired boy you wished to never see again— at least for good. "Didn't your manager taught you how to knock?" He ask, still facing his back. You almost stumbled back once you realize what was going on. This isn't your room. That's why it was so foreign in the first place you open the door. As almost embarrassed, you took your shoes and opened the door to leave and find your room but the Canadian doesn't seem to like the small move you just made since the next thing you know, you we're moaning, completely lost in pleasure and in his complete mercy. His plump lips started leaving love marks on your neck, making a reminder that you belonged to him and only him. "I already got rid of Hailey in the first place, honey. It was so stupid of me to let such a wonderful woman go." He whispered in your ear sending shivers all the way to your aching core. "But now," he husked. "I'm never going to do that stupid mistake again babygirl, cause you're mine and only mine."