#when did the entire fucking world become so apathetic and heartless like

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#like im screaming out loud and nobody’s listening to me #im yelling about how much i want to die and im begging people to come here to help me #come hold my hand come hold me for a few hours and tell me its gonna be okay #but nobodys listening its just me at the end of the day its always me #who has to force myself to stay alive another fucking day over and over again #and im tired bc no one notices or cares anyway #i feel like im barely part of the world anymore #im just on the outside watching not included in anything #and i might as well disappear bc no one would fucking notice #bc its just me its just me always #and its only going to get worse #as time passes its just going to get more and more irreversible #and i dont want to do it anymore #when did the entire fucking world become so apathetic and heartless like #does no one see and think maybe i should help her #i dont know what to do. i just want it to stop