#which i've known since day 1 it's just kinda my default to assume i'm inconveniencing others by having needs and problems

[sonego]

i texted my coordinator at work (he knows about my cat) like we're gonna say goodbye to him today but we still don't know details i'll let you know when/if i can come in today as soon as i know i'm sorry ... and he just said to take the entire afternoon and "we'll see you tomorrow. a big hug" 😭😭

#it's wild i make myself feel bad over these things but then i get this and #i remember my workplace is a good workplace and my coordinators are understanding and they seriously do care about me as a person #which i've known since day 1 it's just kinda my default to assume i'm inconveniencing others by having needs and problems #but anyway. think i need this day off in any case #like i also have a cold but it doesn't even register it's just all a big Bad 😭 #gonna try to rest and whenever my mum hears back from the vet i'll go but like #i have to try to chill !!!!! doesn't help to stress over everything when we know and i can do something i will