#which is progestin. explained this to cliff and he was like ''you're a real girl now'' bc that's what the trans girls on tumblr talk about

[lemememeringue]

I DID IT Y'ALL

FIRST DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT ALL BY MYSELF

AND

I GOT PILLS 🥳🥳

#mine #one small step for lem #YouShouldBlacklistThisKindOfThing #I couldn't fill out all my medical history but it's okay bc my primary doctor sent over the information #I was shaking the whole time but it rly wasn't a big deal lol the worst part was waiting #and labs. fuck labs. all my homies hate labs. #my exam was normal BUT bc my symptoms were so bad the doctor said I likely have PMDD and endometriosis #bc of my migraines I can't go on ''the pill'' bc estrogen increases risk of stroke so I'm on ''the minipill'' #which is progestin. explained this to cliff and he was like ''you're a real girl now'' bc that's what the trans girls on tumblr talk about #fkfjfjfjfj #anyway the doctor also offered to start me on an ssri but bc most of my thoughts are abt This Pain I opted to wait a few months #probably bc I'm not Actively Suicidal today. if this occurred two days ago I would've jumped on it #I just got home and I'm still shaking tbh #I have a milkshake tho #lem has a body