#which virtually means that everytime adam holds that memory it's like the pain is new and fresh and right. there.

[ffb6c1lover]

yes all the themes of all of us strangers but also "if you could hear me crying why didn't you come into my room" and "how come no one found me" coexisting and not in the way we think, like the way adam is implying that he would have done better, he would not have ignored the cries for help and actually done something, but in reality when it came to harry crying for help it barely even registered not because he didn't want to help but because he was too stuck in his own private bubble of pain to notice harry's

#there was so much stuff #and in the last scene where it is clear that adam is holding onto harry's memory and harry looks hazy until adam touches him #which virtually means that everytime adam holds that memory it's like the pain is new and fresh and right. there. #and when he's holding harry and harry is in the exact position he was when he died like AAAAAHHHHH #all of us strangers #🌙