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If you want to know how I’m doing I just typed in “gay short film” into the YouTube search bar and it isn’t 2014 when I was 10 and didn’t know I was gay

#this unlocked so many middle school memories omg

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#where i post from

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me when one of my girlmutuals posts about how they got a little coffee beverage or took a nice walk or started a book they've been meaning to read for a while or otherwise found meaning and joy in simple pleasures

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you wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

#dnp

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i am first and foremost a lover. secondarily and mostly for the bit i am also a hater

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art parallels jeremy lipking, federico zandomeneghi, serge marshennikov, allan douglas davidson, svetlana tartakovska

#the wonders

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it’s monday i’m in the labyrinth

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Nothing gives the same kind of random ego boost like managing to finally clean up your home and making it nice. Like ooh look at me, I'm living like people do, I made myself iced tea and I am eating my snack from a real plate. I got floors and shit.

#half-cleaned my bedroom and it feels much better

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yo so I decided to put my life together and one of the things I decided to do is that from now on every time I get up from my computer, I’m going to fix 3 things in my direct eyesight. It’s surprising how fast you can go from doing the dishes and picking literal trash off the floors into trying to figure out how to organise your property in a sensible manner in one day, and it’s only 3:30 pm.

 Sometimes I forget why I even got up for, I just get up, clean a few spots, and just sit right back down to my anime.

#self care

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From Pierre-Auguste Renoir’s ‘The Cat with Julie Manet’, 1887

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Life is all about being really scared and wasting your youth

#nailing it then

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self care is cutting everyone off and locking yourself in and never speaking again actually

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from 'a midsummer night's dream' by shakespeare

#the wonders

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Sometimes, you read a book and it fills you with this weird evangelical zeal, and you become convinced that the shattered world will never be put back together unless and until all living humans read the book.

— John Green.

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drink your coffee. read your books. it's chaos out there.