#who knew feeling paralysing fear at the sound of someone coughing for the past two years is abnormal (sarcasm)

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trudging off to a new psychologist like a little kitty holding a rucksack with tears in his little eyes turning around forlornly to check if he really has to go before dramatically looking forward to continue toward his demise

#loved my old one but i basically need an interrogation under pain of death to make me talk about anything real and he was being too nice #also bc uh. started researching trauma. and they were like ‘if you’ve experienced a traumatic event and have experienced these symptoms for #more than a month potentially see a professional about ptsd’ so i started researching ptsd and oh boy am i uh. tickin some boxes there #so i need to get that looked at #who knew feeling paralysing fear at the sound of someone coughing for the past two years is abnormal (sarcasm) #vent tw