#who sees judas as someone special. but who he cant let himself be too close to. so he loves him from afar. idolises him

[fagofgod]

there are people saying jesusjudas isnt real toxic yaoi bc jesus wasnt toxic... yeah ok so i was about to start speaking but then i got sleepy and realised i probably shouldnt. say the words i was going to. um. hm. do me a favour dont look at the tags

#yippee goodnight someone should remind me to permanently block mar on all platforms someday #saying jedas isnt toxic on both sides is like shiori haters who dont think juri did anything wrong #... jedas is juriori for bible freaks. is what im trying to say. #ok. ok. goodnight #wait ok. so. so. jesus son of god. who cant just be in love with a man. his disciple. but he is. he is in love with him #jesus son of god. who is afraid and angry of this love that he shldnt have. pushing judas away. refusing to let him know why hes doing this #jesus son of god. who loves everyone. but still hates this one man. bc he cant atop loving him differently. #who sees judas as someone special. but who he cant let himself be too close to. so he loves him from afar. idolises him #but that isnt good for normal man judas. obviously. its weird and frustrating when the person you love appears to almost despise you #especially harder when hes literally the kindest and most wonderful man youve ever seen. so why does he hate you? help #yeah. ok. basically. jedas juriori bye bye #the bible #<- for me to find. hm. should make my bible tag something less. yk. someday ig #ughhhh