#would i GENUINELY trade my own life for these two?? yeah 😔

[1980ssunflower]

The way there isn't even a word that even comes close to encapsulating the overwhelming amount of love I have in my heart for these two 🥺💖💙

#ot3:❤️rhyme💛easy💙 #tape entry circa 1980 #would i GENUINELY trade my own life for these two?? yeah 😔 #min and ryan are the most important part of my life tbh i would never NEVER give them up for ANYTHING #theyre so wonderful... they make my life feel like it has meaning to it #they make me feel LOVE in a way i never thought id ever be able to experience #they fit me so perfectly in a way i never thought possible #in every single way theyre perfect for me... #and ik theyre flawed people but that makes me love them more #because im flawed too... and we'll work w eachother #help eachother and talk to eachother #and we love one another so much that we can overcome everything #we were always meant to be together and our lives feel incomplete and lonely without all 3 of us together #my heart and soul will ALWAYS belong to them and i will be on my death bed and still love them just as much as i love them in this moment #i would do ANYTHING to be able to physically be w them in their time #i want to make music w them i want to watch scary movies and have them cling to me and hide their faces in my shoulder #i want to make breakfast for them and see their faces light up from how amazing it is #i want to play a cassette tape gifted to me from them and hear the songs they associate w me most #i want to go on long drives w them to our next gig having to switch out whos driving and just jamming to music and feeding eachother snacks #i want to play on stage w them w us screaming at the top of our lungs all sweaty and having the times of our lives #being able to look over at them as we play and see the way their eyes sparkle from the excitement #the happiness we're here now living our dream #yknow yknow #to need to feel the rise and fall of their chest as we sleep #memorize the way they breath #the way their hands feel holding me #the way their arms feel wrapped around my torso as they snuggle into me and i hold them close #the intimacy of loving and wanting each other in every way no matter what