#wouldnt have to worry like Omg what will happen tmrw if i do something reckless today.. omg i cant spend this money bc rent is due next

[nomaishuttle]

sry i also started thinking abt how great my life would be if i was trapped in a timeloop again. i meant again as in i thought abt it again not as in I was trapped in a timeloop and id love 4 it 2 happen again. never been in one unfortunately.

#id be so awesome in the timeloop dude. you guys dont get ittt id slay in the timeloop #id memorize every single thing that happens nad itd be awesome id write a book abt everything that happens even. and id be able to sleep so #much and therd be no consequences for anything (aside from. what. me being stuck in the timeloop longer? DONT MIND IF I DO!!!) #and like if itsba 24 hour timeloop. dude i can do anything in those 24 hours. i could go across the world PROBABLY #like i could just empty allll of my savings and book a same day no stops flight . and then id just like be somewhere else. ajd i wouldnt #even have to worry abt getting back bc timeloop my guy!!! #sighh .. yk. every day alreadh feels all the same due to depression so mayyybe everyday feeling the same due to timeloop wouldnt actually b #awesome but i think it would be avtually bc the reason every day feeling the same feels Bad is bc i know they shouldnt.ik theyre different #im justgoing through the motions every day and i hate it. if every day actually was the same ? dudeee i wouldnt be sad abt every day #feeling rhe same bc it straighr up would be. i wouldnt feel like im missing out on something... And idbe able to DO different things bc i #wouldnt have to worry like Omg what will happen tmrw if i do something reckless today.. omg i cant spend this money bc rent is due next #week. omg i cant go do thus activity bc i have 2 work today.. Brother nobody has to work in a timeloop!!! #and all id have to do is like. kill somebody every so often so the time god or whateber doesnt think ive learned my lesson. and itd suck to #kill someone yk id feel badd. ig rly i could just rob a bank and not have 2 kill someone #well yk. some ppl. i would murder. mainly bc i think itd be kiiinda funny. but i shant go into thay more #Dude i could literally learn every language and read every single bookkkkkk god i wanna be in a timeloop so bad id thrive in the timeloop