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#writing or making art. and i never would've found the same joys. but oh fuck i wish it didn't hurt so much
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need to kms and laugh while i do it
#FUCK i hate grief. i don't know man
#talkin tag
#HE WAS SO GOOD!!!! HE WAS SO GOOD AND I WISH HE WAS STILL HERE!!!! AND I HOPE THE GRIEF NEVER LEAVES MY HEART
#I HOPE I GRIEVE EVERY TIME I LOOK AT THE STARS. I HOPE I GRIEVE AT SUNRISE. AND SUNSET. AND MIDDAY AND MIDNIGHT
#I HOPE THE GRIEF SITS AND SITS AND STAYS. I HOPE THE LOVE IS NOT WASTED
#fuck. FUCK
#everything is terrible and i hate all my friends and i wish i was gone and i wish none of this happened
#but everything is not terrible because the sun shone today. and i don't hate my friends but i wish they hated me.
#and i don't wish i was gone because i have so much love to give. and i have hopes and dreams and i have a younger self that was so lonely
#and i need to help her. and i need to show her that she was wrong for hating life. and i need to show her that she can be loved deeply
#and i don't wish none of this happened. because then i never would've met my best friend or my boyfriend. and i never would've started
#writing or making art. and i never would've found the same joys. but oh fuck i wish it didn't hurt so much
#i run from the grief and it doesn't chase me but sometimes i turn the wrong corner and i am overwhelmed by its intensity
#he was so good. he was so good. he was the best. he had so so SO much joy. i wish
#...
#i wish. i wish
#... i wish he had more time. i wish i had more time. i wish i had more agency more strength more more more
#everything. i wish i was more. and then i could stop it. and i could stop my best friend hurting. and i could make sure everyone loved me
#and i could pass all my exams. and save myself. and save my friends. and save my people. and save the world
#but i am only a child. and i can't do any of those things
#and i suppose that means my grief comes from a feeling of helplessness. and that will never go away
#sigh.
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