#yeah go ahead and tell me I'm pretending to have depression even with a diagnosis sure yeah go ahead and downplay my n/ys/ta/gmus

[eggsnatcheskneecaps]

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#I ALREADY KNEW MY PARENTS USED ME TO GAIN MEDIA ATTENTION WHEN I HAD L/Y/M/E #which for the record. i should really try to dig up articles where they were talking about me but it's harder to navigated the r/o/m/anian #internet. much more if it's stuff that happened. 10 years ago or more #but my sibling just fucking told me they stumbled upon an old article where they mention i have insomnia #AND I'M FUCKING LIVID? #MAYBE SOME OF IT WAS ACTUALLY RELATED TO L/Y/M/E #BUT IT'S SOMETHING I'VE STRUGGLED WITH UP UNTIL 8TH GRADE WHICH WAS LONG AFTER I WAS CURED. AND BEFORE THE DISEASE HAPPENED TOO #AND SO THEY KNEW I HAD INSOMNIA! THEY FUCKING KNEW I WAS STRUGGLING WITH IT! #AND YOU DARE TELL ME YOU DON'T FUCKING REMEMBER ME EVER ASKING FOR HELP REGARDING INSOMNIA WHEN I WAS A KID? YOU TALKED ABOUT ON FUCKING #TV? I STRUGGLED EVERY FUCKING NIGHT. I WOULD ALWAYS ASK YOU FOR FUCKING HELP AND YOU JUST MAGICALLY FORGET? #You never take my fucking medical issues seriously. you dismiss them or call them fake unless you can use it for profit i fucking guess. #yeah go ahead and tell me I'm pretending to have depression even with a diagnosis sure yeah go ahead and downplay my n/ys/ta/gmus #but then you fucking turn around and pretend for ages i have a talking impediments i don't actually fucking have. Those appointments were #fucking tiring. fuck #i thought for so long i had a talking impediment until my best friend told me (bewildered) that i fucking don't #what the fuck I'm so sick of this #what the hell. #egg.txt #tw abuse #i guess... #rant