#yeah im putting this in tge main tag because i feel like someone out there will appreciate my absolutely deranged tags

[many-gay-magpies]

you ever have disproportionately large feelings about something that seems comparatively very small and you feel like if you don't articulate them all perfectly youll explode and die

#im. still fucking thinking about the last scene of the beyOnd mv. i am irreprable #fuck it this is my blog i can freak out in the tags if i want to. #hell dude it isnt even the kiss itself at all jsut. the fucking REST OF IT. the way mill treats nine's wounds and then lays down just to be #-close to him and the look of utter PAIN on his face. not ''why do i want this'' but ''why does it hurt so much to want this. why does it #-have to be this hard. why do i have to suffer just to be happy''. and nine leaning in and responding: ''yes it hurts. yes its not fair. but #-fuck the world; we'll have it anyway. i'll have YOU anyway. even if it hurts. even though its hard.'' #god dude im unwell. #onlyoneof acting KINGS #magpie thoughts #onlyoneof #ooo #yeah im putting this in tge main tag because i feel like someone out there will appreciate my absolutely deranged tags