#yes i care ab boards but i care ab clat MORE

[torydarixs]

the whole day oh my god the entire fucking day its about maths maths and maths like mother i did tell you that there was a choice to have it as an optional subject YOU were the one who forced me to take it as a main subject and now you're telling me it'll ruin my percentage LIKE I DON'T KNOW THAT god the entire day its just maths fuck clat fuck other subjects no the world revolves around fucking MATHS and i am the one who has to suffer because i am the one studying it and crying over it NOT YOU

#dnrb #i am so angry right now #please im actually crying #she simply does not give a fuck about anything else and wants me to do the same #and somehow she finds a way to blame ME for the bad term 1 result like if you hadn't insisted on making my life hell #we wouldn't be here in the first place #yes i care ab boards but i care ab clat MORE #and its not like i don't know that i have to perform well in term 2 to make up for term 1 but good god #i cannot simply push everything else aside and devote 12 hours a day to a subject i didn't want to study in the FIRST place #she wants me to get up at like 5 am to study MATHS then study it again in the afternoon and evenings and THEN another one hour at night #aur clat accha nahi hua toh bhi bakwaas sun ni padegi #i will literally set fire to my maths book i kid you not