#you'd think i'd have internalized the fact that practice DOES improve free drawing by now

[broodsys]

the best feeling is when ive been practicing drawing on and off all day and it feels like it's going nowhere, like okay great i can trace effectively, is this actually doing anything...?

and then i try to free draw and it's like. oh. oh, it is.

it's not like i'm suddenly amazing, but i can recognize where im getting things wrong and correct them a lot easier rn

#you'd think i'd have internalized the fact that practice DOES improve free drawing by now #bc it's been proven true so many times #but uh lmao i just. don't do that. i don't internalize that lesson at all #i mean- logically i do? that's WHY i practice #but then im like #shocked pikachu face #when it actually helps