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(yes, i am still brainrotting but what else is new)

(ice rink au)

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It’s time to try living again❤️

Art by me~

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yes they have done truly awful, unforgivable, disgusting, abominable things but they also have big soft round eyes so those things didn’t happen

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The first look at the sun in 200 years and the last 💔

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I donno, it doesn't mean anything just me wanting to draw and this came out...

it seems to reflect my admiration for Astarion, and an acknowledgment of the suffering he's endured.

Even if I didn't consciously set out to depict that, it's kind of interesting that my subconscious might be revealing this underlying worship I have for Astarion and his struggles. The creative process can be like a window into our psyche in unexpected ways, can't it? 🤪

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Élancée comme une panthère Dans la fumée Le regard noir, le visage fier, Le pas feutré

#shadowheart

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Wyllstarion for @bluerose5 bc we’ve been on each others dms about these two men !!!

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Trying a new brush pack I bought. Just a messy sketch with some blocky color.

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been awhile since my last shadzel piece, had to fix that

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Wyllyam Ravengard

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People who reblog my very clearly wyllach art just to say that they don't like the ship are weak as hell btw

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pookie in progess 🤭🫶🏻

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Fandom culture has changed so much, I honestly just don't get it anymore

It used to be absolutely normal to like morally questionable or straight up irredeemable characters, there was no "if you like a bad guy, you are agreeing with the bad guy" in my 2013

Now nearly in every fandom villain lovers are getting bullied, fandoms are busy protecting pixel's feelings, while severely hurting real people's mental health with this neverending flood of toxicity

And it genuinely upsets me, because villains and the whole concept of liking "against the good guys" characters in media/ literature/ art/ etc was always a safe space for outcasts and people who felt rejected by society, for being queer, for just being different and unable to fit in for any reason

And seeing that even inside online fandom culture villain lovers are getting nothing but this bs is heartbreaking

And all this discussion about "healthy relationship with imaginary bf" is the whole different bucket of crap that I would waffle about at some point

How these people are doing in literature classes, I mean, every other classical book has some kind of toxic love story, do they need a trigger warning for every book or something

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Halsin x Astarion

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Mapped out my next paint study. I've been wanting to recreate this painting for awhile now and it's so Minthara-coded imo.