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extremely weird to think about the fact that the internet is a collection of physical objects, like, if i send a message to a person on another continent, there's a continuous physical path that each packet followed between each of our routers and it probably passes through an undersea cable which doesn't feel like something that should be real how did people manage that

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Our Lady Mother of Ferguson and All Killed by Gun Violence. 

Written by Mark C E Dukes

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Me when I read my mutuals posts

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My Most Haunted Roll Of Film Yet

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Geirrod Van Dyke, Workers.

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Ina lab w @kamikozen

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Khylani Felice photographed by Joz (2022)

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"Here are your tortured poets. All from Mahmoud Darwish to Dr. Refat Alareer to Khaled Juma, these are tortured poets. Tortured by longing for a home they can never return to, tortured by the world they were born to for BEING BORN. Palestine, home to the tortured poets department." [@/folkoftheshelf on X. April 20th, 2024.]

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I am learning to swell with gratitude with every step I take. Every breath. Every rise and wake, every slumber.

I am eager to see who I am becoming through this massive change. I am excited to meet the person I am carving out of myself.

May I attract all the love I give to others. ✨

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if she doesnt fucking text me in the next ten minutes im going to scream and vomit and then kill 47 people i literally cant fucking do this

#oops im rambling #should i nag her #should i nag herr #im literally going to pass out i literally fucking saw her mqke the fucking poster i LITERALLY CANT GUCKING DO THIS #this is soooo stupid . should i bother her #im going to literally scream and vomit i literally cannot fucking work with people like thid

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Poem for Earth Day. From Matthew Olzmann's book, Constellation Route. (Alice James Books, 2022)

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my sorry ass downloading instagram again bc people text me there and i feel bad ignoring them

#oops im rambling #ugghhhhhhhhh

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Midnight Fox linocut by James Green

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how do you just get up and deal with the fact that there’s a last time for everything. there was a last time you sat on your dads shoulders and there was a last time your mom tucked you into bed. there’s going to be a last time you kiss your sister on the head and there’s going to be a last time you hug your best friend. there’s going to be a last time you feel exactly as you feel right now and there’s going to be a last time that person says i love you. i need to lay down

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moving away from anime/manga style and portraits has been so freeing for me and my creativity. particularly with abstract art, ive developed a new appreciation for the process of creation. it reminds me of being 12 and drawing zentangle designs. i love details, i love messiness, i love pouring myself into a piece.

#oops im rambling #i feel like i have more to say