the-hellgirl

[the-hellgirl]

when we first met everything was fine until I slowly began to reveal parts of myself that push you away from me instead of bringing us closer...isn't a bond supposed to grow stronger with time? its my fault for being this way..how long will you put up with me??

[the-hellgirl]

i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you i warned you

i’m not a good person. and now you see it

[the-hellgirl]

I’m okay.

it’s getting bad again

[the-hellgirl]

Silent treatment is another way of saying

“when you upset me, you no longer exist.”

[the-hellgirl]

family members who use silence as punishment is exceptionally cruel, especially when there is no consistency in their rules. You say something good? silence. you say something bad? silence. All you ever fucking get is silence. Ignorance hurts more than anger.

[the-hellgirl]

sometimes the people closest to you can be the cruelest with their silence.

[the-hellgirl]

Worse Even than your maddening Song, your silence.

Sylvia Plath, Lorelei

[the-hellgirl]

[the-hellgirl]

sometimes i feel so down i can't even make myself to take a shower and i feel gross but taking care of yourself takes energy which i don't have, i am so tired of this life

[the-hellgirl]

im scared that i’ll never get better

[the-hellgirl]

POV You don't open up to people in real life, but you overshare on the internet for everyone to see.

[the-hellgirl]

I just wish I could let it out like a good cry but nothing comes out as if all this sadness is just stuck in my chest with no way out

[the-hellgirl]

sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

[the-hellgirl]

“Do me a favor. Never want me quietly.”

— An eight word request.

[the-hellgirl]

careful, i ain’t one of them

[the-hellgirl]

Imagine slow dancing together at 2am to old music. The lighting is dim, the world is silent, and all that matters is the here and now with each other.

[the-hellgirl]

i feel like i’m cursed forever but other than that i’m doing alright