theboxerdevil

[theboxerdevil]

I barely talk to anyone anymore so if I talk to you congrats

[theboxerdevil]

Come back to me….

[theboxerdevil]

Nothing hurts more than realizing the one who you care about the most is losing trust in you. It hurts, it bleeds, it a million times worse than words can explain…..

[theboxerdevil]

Fighting a battle that I’m destined to lose….. because no matter how much I try… this is too hard. If i had the choice, i would choose death rather than live without seeing you.

[theboxerdevil]

The one things that i need is the one thing i cant get. I can only talk to myself about it, only i know the pain it gives me. I dont know how long i can go with this, as a little of me is dying every single day…..

[theboxerdevil]

If you don’t change yourself for the one you love, then for whom are you gonna do it. All my life i was searching for you, and when i have finally found you now, I’m feeling and seeing things that i have never seen in my life. I know I’m not perfect. Im nowhere near to perfect. But I’m willing to work on it as it is for you. You are the only one for whom ill change myself. Because everyone else and everything else in life is temporary but you my love are mine in this life and in any other lives that i might have.

[theboxerdevil]

Maybe this is how i get punished for all my sins. But I didn’t sin so much to be punished like this. You have taken away my comfort, my therapy, my safe place, my ‘go to’ place…..and for what? For a promise. A promise made for me thats making me suffer everyday.

[theboxerdevil]

“I never knew I could love someone this much.”

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[theboxerdevil]

“You’re my best friend, my human diary and my other half. You mean the world to me and I love you.”

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[theboxerdevil]

[theboxerdevil]

The time has come. 

[theboxerdevil]

[theboxerdevil]

“I crave for the feeling of your lips on mine.”

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[theboxerdevil]

“I want you any way I can get you. Not because you’re beautiful or clever or kind or adorable. I want you because there’s no one else like you, and I don’t ever want to start a day without seeing you.”

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[theboxerdevil]

“I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you.”

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[theboxerdevil]

[theboxerdevil]

“With you, I forget all my stress. With you, I feel my best.”

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