thedianadiary

[thedianadiary]

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How old were you when you learned how to drive? 18

Have you ever been to a baby shower? What was the baby’s name? oh sure ive been to many. the most recent would have been forrrrrrrrrrr.. amelia

What mode of transport did you take to high school? my legs. i was homeschooled so the commute was... the stairs.

Name a personality trait of yours that you like. im very big on promoting my people behind their backs. like you will be so well talked about in all positive settings and compliments given and credit given

Name something about your physical appearance that you dislike. my body shape.

What’s in your purse right now? I am in need of a quality bag that i fall in love with so rn im just using a wallet. ive also crammed in there a chapstick and lipstick and pack of gum lol

Do you vote in your country’s elections? Yes. i missed some but i do overall.

What was your first kiss like? totally unexpected but it was amazing. it was midnight the night leading to my 16th birthday. it was at night, it was during a really good song. it was with someone i was crushing on at the time. i felt so special and danced around my room afterwards for forever lol.

Shuffle your music and skip twice. What song is playing? nahhhh

Have you ever been a freelancer? nope

What mood were you in when you woke up today? pretty good

What storey is your bedroom on? second

What gifts do you usually receive at Easter? nothing usually. but occasionally candy

Do you use a planner to keep track of your life? not currently. sometimes i go thru phases of that.

Who was the last person you sent an email to? Jamie from work

Are there any posters in your bedroom? no, no posters

What was your favourite fairytale as a kid? beauty and the beast

Is there anything in your freezer that you really need to get rid of? yup. its due for a cleaning out

Have you ever played Second Life? No but i imagine id be addicted lol

What do you like about the town or city you live in? i love so much about my town. its cute, quiet, filled with trees, cool temps, idk its just good.

What do you dislike about the town or city you live in? uhhhhhh... id have to really think

Are your parents good cooks? my mom is. idk how my dads cooking is.

What’s the first thing you notice about a person? >> this will vary from person to person <<<

Have you ever been to a chiropractor? Did you like it? nope never been

What is your favourite museum? either the art museum in chi or the mosi

Do you know anyone who is an actor? yes

Have your wisdom teeth come through yet? my wisdom teeth are still in my head lol.

How many weddings have you been to? goodness. many.

What’s your alcohol of choice? ummmm anything super delicious and not liquor-ey tasting.

Have you ever used a public pay phone? hmmm.. i dont think ive really needed to.

Which one item would you save from your burning house? animals

Do you have a Twitter account? no

What is your hair like right now? its wet and tossed up into a towel on top of my head (i just showered)

How do you like your eggs cooked? pretty much any single way other than raw (you know when people drink them... ew barf)

What’s the longest you’ve been without showering? umm idk probably a week when i was really really sick.

Name one of your guilty pleasure songs. i dont feel any of them are guilty pleasures lol

Have you ever made an item of clothing? i have!

What was the most expensive bill you paid within the last month? lol a dinner bill

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Is there a person you talk to everyday with?: mom. often K but he has not been happy with me in some time.

Does one of your parents ever complain to you about the other parent?: my parents haven't talked in years. my dad would openly complain about me to anyone he knows though.. so there's that.

If you have a webcam, do you take more pictures or make more videos with it?: i only use it for skype/zoom/whatsapp.

When was the last time you felt lonely?: currently. for the past couple months actually. im doing well with keeping myself busy but i do miss having more friends.

Who was the last person you wished a “Happy Birthday” to?: henry

What was the last food/drink that dyed your tongue a different color?: ummm probably a candy.

Is there any upcoming festivals happening in the place you live?: Yes right now there's a paintball fest and a gaelic fest (irish) and then the dutch festival woo woo.

When was the last time you threw a party?: saturday

Last person you kissed, are they into any type of sports? Which ones?: yes. massively into soccer. appreciates football.

Does your best friend have a job?: i need a best friend honestly.

Do you ever visit people at work?: i have in the past.

Is there any electronic device you need to charge right now?: i thiiiiink i have my charger in my phone rn but i can't be certain. this computer is probably at like 80 percent.

Have you ever sat in your room in the dark?: yup. sometimes in the middle of the night. also when i had my heart broken by John, I was like deeply depressed for some time and i would come home from work and sit on my bed in the dark for hours. forgetting to even change out of my work clothes. that was such a sad time.

What is one thing you want to do before the school year ends?: lol im not currently in school.

Do you usually take home leftovers if you eat out in a restaurant?: leftovers from a restaurant are usually one of my favorite joys in life.

Have you ever ghost ride the whip (put your car on auto and dance next to it as it’s moving)? Do you want to?: no, definitely not. that sounds so dumb.

What is one thing you hope never changes about you?: i try to wake up every single day and choose to be pleasant. i also refuse to make other people feel horrible if im having a bad day (like you might be in an argument with me, thats one thing.. but im not going to ruin your day if im in a bad mood).

Do most of the songs you listen to have curse words in it?: uhhhhhhh nah not really no.

Is there someone you wanna date? lol

Why did you stop liking the last person you liked? they just ran so hot and cold and it became difficult for me to feel at ease.

Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken? im 50/50 right now

What are you listening to? gilmore girls episodes and my obnoxiously loud fan.

Name a quote from the thing you are listening to? i'm your landlord, taylor.

What does your last text say? I don't desire checking.. im 99% sure its K fighting with me.

Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? no, not that i can think of.

Last missed call? prob spam

Last person you talked on the phone with? Mom

What was the first thing you did when you woke up today? I stretched.

Do you have a best friend? outside of mom, no.

Do you like vitamin water? there are a couple good flavors.

Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them? lol hate no, but i deeply disliked Jase and then became good friends with him for many years.

What do you think of people who have sex before marriage? other people's sex lives are not my business.

Do you get along with your parents? my mom is awesome we get along very well. i do not have any relationship with my dad.

Are you more independent or dependent? a mixture.

Do you believe that what comes around goes around? I mean, it happens sometimes but there’s a lot of people who seem to get away with things or go unpunished. However, I believe the real judgment comes with God when we die.  <<

Who was the last person you were mad at? im aggravated with K.

What are your plans for tonight? Surveys to clear the mind, gilmore girls for comfort. sleep. i already finished my puzzle.

Does anyone love you? yes. i know my family loves me and i know that there are a couple people rn who claim to be in love with me romantically

Do you love anybody? of course

Ever felt like you hit rock bottom? in some ways.. so i guess no lol

What’s the one thing that’s getting you through the week? the belief that it will get better and there are things to live for.

Do you miss anyone? Yes. 

Do you give out second chances too easily? too easily, nah.

What did you do yesterday? taught sunday school and then ended up resting for most of the day. its been nonstop go, go, go for me lately. 

Where is one place you want to visit? switzerland.

What’s your favorite thing to have for breakfast? mcdonalds egg mc muffins and about 500 hashbrowns lolz.

Ever felt that no one relates to you? yeah.

Why did you break your last promise? hmmm. oh i promised my niece we would paint nails but she fell asleep and my flight got moved up :( but luckily she did not remember

What do you think of long-term relationships? they are quite challenging.. often bring out the worst in people. but it can be done.

Do you believe God always saves you from bad situations? nope. but He is always there during the bad times and is present to guide me and comfort me and to prepare me to deal with what i need to deal with.

What’s the worst curse word or saying that you know of? prob the C word.. that just seems so unnecessary.

Do you wish on 11:11? no, im really not superstitious

Are you pissed off about anything? K and i are on the outs, so thats frustrating.

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What TV shows are you watching at the moment?   none

Do you enjoy having deep, philosophical conversations?   with many people.. but i am disinterested in doing so when a person is close-minded. 

Have you ever studied human anatomy?   i sure have, in college.

Do you plan to do much or go anywhere tomorrow?   yes. i am going to hear all about moms first day at work and then i gotta meet em & nathan for birthday dinner and im not really looking forward to it. i think im a little bit depressed and neither one of them has been much of a friend lately so it feels kind of uncomfortable for me.

Did you feel bored before you started this survey?   i dont really recall. i started it a couple days ago. i doubt it. i think i look forward to making time for it because im lonely and it feels good to pretend like im talking to someone who cares? lol wow.

Have you applied for a job recently?   last week zip recruiter said i applied for over 60 jobs. 

Do you have vivid dreams?   yes, very

Would you have more word documents or images saved on your computer?   on my computer usually documents.

Have you ever experienced severe health anxiety?   umm probably so.

Do you have a drink with you right now and if so, what is it? If not, what would you like to be drinking right now?   ice water

Are you home alone right now?   Nope

What do you use - haha, lmao, lol, rofl? Something else entirely?   lol, lolz, ahaha, haha, heh

What noises can’t you stand to hear?   people eating loudly, picking on nails or feet, loud sneezes, burping, farting, etc. 

What’s your favourite pasta shape?   honestly all of them.

What state, territory or province do you live in?   illinois

Would you rather be sleeping right now?   I am okay rn. i am lately terrified of sleeping due to my neck and due to nightmares, and being way too hot. 

Are you still in touch with anyone you went to high school with?   I was homeschooled. so like yes i keep in touch with my brother. i also keep in touch with people i knew while i was high school age 

Do you use the Notes app on your phone much? If so, what for?   honestly, barely ever. i always end up using google docs.

Who did you last have a deep conversation with?   i think it has been so, so, so long since ive had a deep conversation with anyone. i feel so lonely and im really trying to put myself out there.

Do you prefer floral or fruity scents?   floral probs

What’s your favourite non-dairy milk?   almond prob

Do you have any tattoos? If so, tell me about one.   Nope. notta one

Where are your siblings right now? sis is in florida. to my knowledge one brother is at home in IL and one brother is in WI. but both bros travel at the drop of a hat for work so i cant guarantee that.

Which sibling are you closest to, both physically (distance) and emotionally? physically, my brother around the block. emotionally ummmmm probably my other brother.

Did you attend pre-school as a kid?   no

What’s something you need to buy soon? jean jacket

Have you ever been evicted from your home? If so, did you think it was fair?   no. 

Do you go to cemeteries regularly? Who do you visit? yes. i go to two cemeteries on the regular. my grams/great grandpas + extended family, and my grandpa’s.

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0023.

What does the shirt you are wearing look like?   its a white ribbed tank top with like the little V cut out sort of thing going on What was the last thing that stressed you out or upset you?   My lack of income is really stressing me out. I have student loan payments coming up and im StReSsEd

How do you stay positive with all that life throws at you?   Normally... i would say 99% of the time I remain uber positive. right now though, if im being honest, im really struggling.  What quality do you admire most in other people?   people who make it a point to make others feel seen, heard, noticed, welcomed, loved. What is the highest level of physical pain you have ever been in? rate 1-10  its been way up there, but like that sort of a rating scale is so... obtuse. it seems so out there. how do you know? what do you relate it to? Do you like your natural hair color?   its okay but its a little bit dull. lackluster. Do you think you will dye your hair when you start going gray?   who knows.  Are you pale right now, or do you have a tan?   i have a mild tan. I dont really like any sun exposure if i can help it too much, so i prefer my tans to be jergens.  Do you think you look best with a tan?   of course. it makes me look healthy What is your favorite app on your phone?   idk. im over my phone rn with all the trouble its been causing. How old were you when you got your first smartphone?   uhhhhhh in my 20s Do you ever meditate on Scripture?   yes and when i tell you, it makes a difference.. i mean it. Are you living a life you want to escape from? or do you love your life?   i really take active measures to love my life. there are ABSOLUTELY parts i wish i could escape -- dont we all have those? When was the last time you felt that life was good?   ummm.. a date in january probably. Do you have one big mistake that you’ve made that you want to fix?   not really, no. Do you wish people would forgive you for your past so you could move on? I don’t think there is anyone im waiting on to forgive me Do you wear green on St. Patrick’s day?   I dont make any sort of strong concentrated effort to do so, but i do love celebrations. Are you Irish at all?   nope not even a little. Do you pray to God every day?   most days yes. I would like to say every single day but im sure i miss some. I like to keep like running dialogue because its extremely important to me What are three things you are currently looking forward to doing soon?   hopefully working eventually, uhhh.. i feel like i dont have much to look forward to. its my birthday in a couple days and i legitimately love celebrating it and i feel like the thought alone is about to make me burst into tears. Do you ever dance in the rain?   just did yesterday, so yes. Have you ever sat on a rooftop?   many times. Do you like to watch talent shows like America’s Got Talent and X Factor?   honestly, no not really. it feels sooooo super generated Have you ever tried avocado toast?   yea Name three items on your wish list right now.   a job with people i like, a secure relationship heading somewhere, health. Are you more talented musically or artistically or neither?   artistically.  Are you better at English or math?   english by far. math is SO bad for me. What were your best subjects in school?   psychology, Bible, neuro What was your favorite subject in school?   honestly a tie between those three. Have you ever visited a teacher at their home?   lol not to “visit” per se, but i babysat their cats while they were out of town so I met up with them to get the low-down of what they needed and where everything was. How many windows are in your bedroom?   One set, but two windows in the set if that makes sense. Who was your first roommate?   I shared a room with my sister when i was baby thru whennnnnnn... i was like 15 Who was your first best friend (besides a sibling)?   brittany, nea, gwen Do you have a sibling who looks like you?   my siblings hold no resemblance to one another. Whose was the last funeral you attended or watched?   ooo man i had like 5 in two weeks time.. i think the most recent was Nathan’s grandparents. What types of cancer are in your family, if any?   skin cancer Do you have big dreams for your future?   im trying again.. but man it feels bleak. Do you feel alone?   hoooooooooooooooly moly, yes. extremely. What is this month’s calendar picture?   I don’t have a calendar really Have you ever seen a double rainbow?   Yes. How old will you be on your next birthday?   31 Which nationalities have you been told you look like? (i.e., Asian, Irish) dutch mostly. oh swedish Have you ever had an outstanding library fine?   oh definitely growing up lol What book are you currently reading?   summer at the lake or something like that Are you poor/broke right now?   ding ding ding. holy sensitive topic. Have you ever received any scary, threatening messages on social media?   yea, K’s ex used to threaten me a lot on social media. Who was your first kiss?   Jay Do you feel you have found your soulmate yet?   I have had people where i felt like my soul mixed with theirs. perhaps they just didnt feel the same i dunno Are you single or in a relationship?   If you’re single, do you want to be, or do you wish you weren’t?   Ever collected shells at the beach?   Yeah. Would you rather paint or carve a pumpkin?   carve for sure. Who are three of your favorite youtubers to watch?   ummm i dunno. im not on youtube ever. i do like jenna & will What year did you graduate high school?   2010 What do you miss about high school?   always having fun things to do with people What do you miss about college?   the excitement of learning. i just miss that so bad. What color was the house you grew up in?   green Growing up, what floor was your bedroom on?   top floor What is your birth order in the family?   baby of the family. What would your name be if you were the opposite gender?   Casey What were you almost named?   Emma Does your bedroom have carpet?   no. it does have a rug tho so that semi counts right Best camping experience?   I’ve never had a positive camping experience What are the top three travel destinations on your bucket list?   switzerland, ireland, heck -- europe in general Do you get heartburn?   extremely rarely and its pretty much always if i eat right before laying down at night Have you ever used Snapchat?   definitely. Did you want to be famous when you were younger?   no lol What show did you most want to be on as a kid?   ZOOM obvi First celebrity you were obsessed with?   vigo mortensen First celebrity crush?   ^^^  What was your first favorite stuffed animal?   oh man i had MANY. What was something unique about you as a kid?   i memorized insanely fast Were you ever goth/emo?   nope way too happy all the time Do you want any more piercings?   Id love more in my ears but they always close How many tattoos do you have?   Zero. Do you want more tattoos?   I don’t  If you had to get a tattoo, what would you get?   If i HAD to then it would likely be something with my future husband Do you mostly write in cursive or print?   print usually.  Were you ever homeschooled?   the whole kit and kaboodle Describe your dream wedding in five words.   courthouse, great photographer, foodtrucks & fireworks (ok thats more than 5 words but pretend it isnt) Are you unique?   parts of me yes Do you get called a free spirit?   lol no not really What day of the week were you born on?   friday How are you feeling right now? unsettled. K and i might be ending and i just got contacted by the guy who assaulted me years and years ago.

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Have you ever seen a fox in person?   we have them in my backyard all the time -- so yes.

Would you say you have a quiet mind or do you have a lot of thoughts?   My mind is always on some deep strands of thoughts. almost constantly. i actually often wonder if other people are on this same sort of thinking pattern or if they are able to just zone out and feel thoughtless for most of the time. When did you last do something brave?   thats me lately with doing the things that scare me. for instance, im trying to get very involved at church where i know no one. its constantly uncomfortable putting myself in this position and i keep thinking ok it has to be good for you, even if it doesnt feel that way.

Have you ever seen a magician?   yes

What’s something you remember from your childhood that you wish you could experience again?   having friends

Do you believe in karma? Why or why not?   No. i genuinely think a lot of people will never experience an ounce of what they put others through.

Do you have a tiktok account?   no

Do you prefer the scent or color of lavender?   color. i despise the scent of lavender.

Would you rather live in a castle or a cottage?   cottage. for certain. thats a dream. i love the cozy, small, charming bits.

What type of music do you listen to the least and why?   screamo. or opera. i just am not interested. my ears do not enjoy it.

When did you last visit a library?   2 weeks ago

What’s one of your favorite memories from staying up late? the sleepovers with em & alix or when i would talk to Chris til like 8am lol i miss all the late night CM chats and AIM chats

Have or would you ever wear a necklace with someone’s initial on it?   i definitely would if i were dating them. 

What last made you laugh out loud?   i feel like it has been ages since ive genuinely laughed. i am so dang sad lately.

Do you usually keep water by your bedside at night?   always. i have to, i get so thirsty

What’s an interesting fact about yourself?   honestly i feel very uninteresting lately.

What did you last heat up in a microwave?   the meat for the BANGIN’ nachos i made for us sunday. 

Would you consider yourself lucky?   not at all.

What kind of pizza did you eat last?   uhhh pepperoni

What kind of shampoo do you use?   biolage

How many blue objects are in the room you’re in?   umm. idk. lets say plenty.

Would you rather visit an art museum or an aquarium?   art museum.

Do you prefer sweeter cereal over unsweetened?   if my cereal ain’t bad for me, then i dont want it.

What’s a habit you have broken or are currently trying to break?   desiring things

Have you ever volunteered at an animal shelter?   no

Is there anything currently bothering you?   ooooooooo mami, yes the list is long.

How many stuffed animals do you have on your bed?   none

How much is too much to spend on a pair of shoes?   i tap out at like 50 lol

What’s the strangest thing that you’ve ever seen someone collect?   dog hair and toenails.

Have you recently been to a concert?   Not in years

Who did you last have a phone conversation with?   mom

What’s the most dominant personality trait you have?   sass

Do you ever watch sports?   not much. i like football in the fall. local baseball. some soccer. olympics yes.

What’s had the biggest impact on your day? i dont wanna go there.

What’s your least favorite cheese? blue omfg its so gross. 

What did you last have as a snack?   leftovers.

Would you rather read a book or watch a movie?   >> these are separate activities that each have their own merits and it literally just depends on what I’m in the mood for at the time… <<<

What’s your plans for the upcoming week?   thrifting in michigan tomorrow. watching my nephews the rest of the week.

When did you last feel rushed?   today. the issues at the store.

What was the last thing to scare you?   not hearing from K when i assumed his surgery was done (it wasnt)

Have you drank enough water today?   couple bottles. not enough.

What’s your top 3 favorite fruits?   bananas, oranges, apples

What season do you think is the most comfortable?   winter or fall. 

What lie do you say the most?   im fine

What website do you frequent often besides Bzoink?   Im on tumblr, email, or amazon the most Do you have anything due soon?   uh no

What did you last consume that you thought was nasty?   olives

What’s a song you feel describes your mood most right now? empty apartment by yellowcard

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Look out of the nearest window. What do you see? Details, please. my neighbors house, sky, forest preserve

When you think of the word “posh”, what springs to mind? elite, fancy, expensive, nose-in-the-air

When you have chocolate, do you eat it room temperature? some i eat room temperature and some i eat cold. it just depends on the chocolate itself.

Or are you like me and stick the bar into the fridge first? ^^ i mean definitely some. we have a bunch of chocolate in the fridge currently.

What’s the most shocking thing that’s happened in your part of town? uhhhhh most recently a dad suffering from really severe PTSD was abusing his family. his wife was going to take the kids to a shelter and had just gone for a protection order. they had 4 kids -- two were 18-20 and one was like 16 and one was like 13. anyway, the dad found out that the mom was divorcing him and leaving and he shot the wife, the kids were locked in the house and he was like threatening to burn the home down and so they all started climbing out of windows and running down the block and he shot two of them in the street, so the wife and two of the kids were dying in the street. the cops are like less than a block away and came and he shot himself in the head. so two of the kids literally watched their dad massacre their family in front of their eyes. HORRIBLE. the house was like engulfed in flames and everything.

Which brand are your headphones/earbuds? sony

Do you see planes fly over your house at all? so i definitely see planes that are flying into one of the airports. but its not like they are disruptive. today for the first time there were a ton of like personal planes flying across the street which is SUPER unusual idk if i have ever really seen that before from my house since there isnt a private runway anywhere close. 

Are there any constellations you recognize just by looking at them? the big and little dippers and uhhhhhh im blanking on the other one i recognize 

Which room of your house/apartment do you spend the most time in? Mine usually.

Which insect do you find the most beautiful? butterflies or ladybugs. 

Did you have crafts/woodwork at school growing up? yea

If so, what was the best assignment you did for it? ummmmmm... thats a good question. i made clothes for myself.

Do you have a friend who likes to tell you everything? yes. several. 

What was the last thing you got very excited about? my 4 yr old nephew was so excited about flipping a small water bottle and making it land upright so i was hyping him up. You can go to any city in any country you want. Which city do you go to? oooooooooooo... somewhere in switzerland probably.

Do you like gardening? If so, what do you grow? not entirely but i think a lot of that is due to two reasons: 1. my neighbors are pretty terrible and ALWAYS staring at our lawn and 2. gardening typically happens during warm months and i cannottttttttttt do heat.

Do you enjoy puzzle games? If so, which one’s your favourite? I love them. sudoku, crosswords, word puzzles, you name it. i love stuff like that.

Is there a substance you avoid at all costs? If so, what is it and why? outside of mushrooms and spinach and fish lol nah not really

What would you love to live next door to? oooooo. a mountain, the ocean, a field of cows and horses

What gives you nostalgia? many things. idk.

What’s the best thing about fall? SO MUCH. the cold air, football/sports starting, the bonfires, the colors of nature changing, the clothing, the events/activities, the holidays, ugh i love it all.

What’s the worst thing about fall? ummmmmm i got nothin

Do you get cold easily? Or are you constantly hot? i am always boiling hot and its getting so much worse. its horrible.

When you think of a classy drink, what comes to mind first? martini

Do you prefer eating out or cooking your own meals? I love having homecooked meals but i dont love the cost/cleanup/risk lol 

Which language do you think is the most complicated to learn? english is one of the most difficult but also mandarin right

Is there a place that you might call your second home? no i feel like less and less like i belong anywhere else. idk how to explain it really without sounding like a weirdo.

How do you imagine your later life to look like? I don’t want to try and imagine that. That makes me scared. <<<<< omg same

What is a job you would never in a million years want to do? ummmm. customer service lol. im so over it.

Is there a piece of jewelry that you feel naked without? i like to wear my heart necklace, my watch, and my very thin ring. everything else rn is like gravy :)

Do you ever “go commando”? only on occasion.

Do you ever try to make words out of number sequences you see? no. i never enjoyed that.

What’s the sweetest thing someone’s done for you? oh man. that.... i would need to really think about.

Which wild animals are a common sight in your area? deer, birds, squirrels, foxes, coyotes, raccoons, bunnies

What’s the weirdest building in your city? lol the tin man one

How do you keep in touch with friends usually? texting

Do you get a lot of visitors? a LOT? no.

Do you recognize friends’/family’s vehicles by sound? used to be able to for all three of our cars but now its just on occasion the hyundai lol

Which Disney villain is your favourite? the lady from emperors new groove

On a regular day, what do you usually do at 3 o'clock in the afternoon? usually finishing up errands at that point.

What’s something new you’ve just recently learned? headstone costs

Which possession would you not want to inherit from a relative? debt, creepy like dolls or things.

What is something you would never dare to do in public? honestly lots of things. i would not throw a fit or start fights n things like that.

Would you/ did you have a hen night/bachelorette party? I’m sure its a lot of fun but i dont know that i have the right uhhh.. crew for it. sadly.

Has anyone taken you on holiday somewhere? If so, where? outside of family? uhhhhh no not really.

Have you taken somebody on holiday? If so, where did you taken them? friends yes

Who do you see as an iconic star? cary grant 

Have you ever been to a vineyard? many

Are there any swans around where you live? sure 

Does anyone in your inner circle struggle with addiction? yes 

Has anyone told you lately that you have a nice smile? yes but i feel it is not nice.

How did you spend your last birthday? mom knew i was really struggling so she took me out for like a really fun day in wisconsin and downtown. it was really nice.

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What can you smell right now?   not much im in my room so you know how it smells like you so you dont really smell it anymore?

What was the last thing you bought online?   uh a tshirt for my nephew on amazon

If you drink coffee, when was the last time you went a day without having one?   I dont drink coffee

Do you have any appointments coming up?   i mean i have places to be and such at certain times so i guess yes

Do you put appointments in your phone’s calendar app to remember them?   yes most of the timeant 

Will you be visiting anyone’s house in the next week or so?   possibly. 

Have you ever been to a petting zoo? What animals did you pet?   all the timeeeeeeee. lots and lots of goats, bunnys, puppies, ducklings, etc. 

What was the last movie you saw in theatres?   uhhhhh the latest ant man 

Do you know anyone who has done a PhD?   yes

How many unread emails are in your inbox right now?   just went thru them! there is one unread because im trying to think of how to respond to this person.

What four apps do you keep on the home bar on your iPhone? (Sorry, I’m not sure if Android has an equivalent!) ^^ it doesnt

Are you tired right now?   yes i did not sleep well at all last night. i was awake 90% of the night with either being so hot or with nightmares

What’s your favourite day of the week and why?   I love fridays.

How far away is the nearest major city?   like major major would be chicago and the city limits are about 20 mins

Do you own an electric kettle?   i dont even think i have any kettle currently

Are your eyebrows wispy or bushy?   wispy

Have you ever lost your wallet or purse? Did you have to replace a bunch of things?   uhhhh i VERY rarely lose stuff. its extremely uncommon. i dont think ive ever lost it to the point where anything needed to be replaced. 

Where are you right now? Describe the room or place to me.   my room. its very small, its like 8x8. 90% of my room is my queen bed lol. that is centered under the windows. i have nightstands on either side with matching lamps and mirrors. books/tissues/googlehub/plants on the tables. directly across from my bed is the wall with the door, it also has my tv mounted. nothing else on that wall because there would be no room for walking. on another side i have a dresser which has like a clock, more books, my jewelry, and perfume on the top. oh and a light. the opposite wall from that is just a mirror. 

Do you prefer big dogs or small dogs?   big!

Are you good at understanding heavy accents? Which accents would you say you’re the best at understanding?   I used to be but im doing better at it. lol im pretty good at kenyan.

Have you ever played on a real life pinball machine, or just on the computer?   yes both

Do you have a lot of word documents or notes on your computer?   a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT.

What’s your favourite Ben & Jerry’s flavour?   whatever ones have the most fudge lol

Have you ever been to a school reunion? How was it?   no boy everyone loved to joke about that with me because i was homeschooled so my reunion would be looking in a mirror. -.- so funny.

How many nights a week do you generally cook at home?   it varies based on the plans but typically like to eat at home like 5x a week

What colour are the street signs in your neighbourhood? Are they the same all over town or do they vary?   green

Do you have good grammar and punctuation skills?   yes

Have you ever tried vegan chicken? Did you like it? Not to my knowledge. lol

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0019.

Do you want the last dream you had to come true? looooooool. so get this. my most recent dream i can recall was that i had been married to K for like 3 years. we had just had twins (our first kids) one boy and one girl. they were like 4-5 mos. old. so we were like super happy and involved in church and like i remember being so happy. but then i found out he cheated. so like i went to one of our pastors and i was like i honestly dont think i can even think about reconciliation because we were happy. we like had no problems. and like i want to be kind to him because he is my kids dad and hes a good dad, but i cannot live life with someone who repeats this cycle to me. so like the dream fast-forwarded and we had gotten divorced and he was so upset by it he just wanted his family back. and we continued to go to the same church and like sundays was drop-off day for him to pick up the kids from nursery and have them til tuesday night. and so like after church we agreed to talk briefly and i told him i was going to start dating n stuff and he was like SO upset and we had this long convo about it. then i like started seeing someone from church. i woke up when K went to like get really upset with me. sooooooooooo i wouldn’t say it would be phenomenal to have it come true.. i love the idea of having babies and such. but idk.

When did you last talk to the person you’d most wanna talk to right now? i honestly dont want to talk to anyone rn lol

What kind of pill did you last take? lactaid

Do you like wearing glasses? not particularly.

Does your mom know the last person you hung out with? Yepppp

What were you doing 4 hours ago? i was playing sorry with my nephews

What would you most like to eat right now? the cake in the fridge but oooooomg my tummy hurts so bad currently.

How long were you last in the car for? Like 5ish mins

What is something good that happened last weekend? my brother got married

Do you like holding hands or do you think it’s stupid? i love it. i am often complimented that my hands are very soft.. and i love to do that whole thumb rubbing fun stuff. makes me happy.

The last song you heard, what does it make you think of? something in an ad

How’d you get your last injury? i jammed my finger and got a big blood blister from it.

What do you like about your birthday? i love gifts and good food and like .. ugh i used to date someone that would send me these gorgeous florist assembled bouquets and i just felt so... idk special. maybe that makes me self centered idk.

Do you like being home alone at night? i seldom dislike being alone

What first comes to mind when thinking of 10th grade? That was not an easy year. my parents were divorcing, i was dealing with some friendship losses. 

What’s the scariest thing that’s happened to you? near death experiences.

Has an ambulance ever came to your house? looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool yes

The person you’re thinking about- what are you thinking about them? our babies tho..

When did you last skip class? uhhhhhh never? once maybe 

Do you like the shape of your fingernails? yes 

Did you look at your fingernails for the question above? after i typed yes lol

Whose pool did you last swim in? My sisters. i am eager to swim again.

What’s something you like about your 3rd hour? uh i never had that considering i was homeschooled.

Is formspring a good idea? idunno what that is.

What’s your biggest problem at the moment? career probably.

What’s the cutest thing someone’s ever done for you? oh man i would need to think about this.

When did you last see a police car? today

Why aren’t you doing something more productive than this? Its bedtime.

How many people know about the last person you kissed? i mean plenty. 

How many different cars have you driven? goodness. many. 

What did you do on Thursday? took care of the cats, went to VBS, went to the grocery store, cleaned the house, etc.

What color was the last thing you drank? gatorade

What do you do on Fridays? usually that has been date day/night

Have you ever had to take desperate measures in a desperate situation? yes im sure i have.

What door did you last open besides any on your house or car? the one at rainbow cone

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0018.

do you think weird it’s for someone to have never tried soda? i mean probably weird considering how prevalent it is.

is there any foreign film you recommend? i dont really watch any foreign films

do you have the same religious beliefs as your parents? with my mom, i dont think with my dad.

which floor of your house/building are you on now? the second floor.

are there any maps hanging in your room? No.

are you often a third wheel? or is someone a third wheel to you? I have been a third wheel SO MANY TIMES and sometimes its fine but many times i wish it were different.

what’s the last dvd you bought? i could not tell you

tell me about your favorite pair of jeans. I had an amazing pair but it got ruined and im DEVASTATED

would you ride a motorcycle if given the chance? (or have you?) i have and i really dont have much of a desire to again

is your hair healthy? nope. i lost about half of my hair during covid and it hasnt grown back. i switched to a fancy shampoo/conditioner and thats helped a lot but i need to take nutrafol when i can afford it.

if a hotel offered free breakfast in bed, what would you order? like a breakfast sammy

how often do you take a train? I used to take it pretty frequently but i havent taken it in a couple years

what’s your favorite led zeppelin song? I dunno i dont feel like looking

does your home have a balcony/deck/porch? a porch. its beautiful

what does your closet/wardrobe say about you? im introducing a lotttttttt of color

do you enjoy theatre? I love going to watch it. im no longer interested in performing . its been too long since ive gone to a show tho. id love to go frequently but as it turns out i need money and friends.

how would you feel about traveling abroad alone? Its tempting. 

who would you call a lyrical genius? Hmm. the writers for blue october 

how do you treat yourself? in some areas VERY well. in other areas im  a bit unfair

do you have an interesting passport? I don’t have a passport.... yet

are you going to pursue a career according to what you enjoy? yes

what happens to your old clothes? donations. a lot of them used to go to gram but now they are all donations.

what’s your favorite frozen treat? ice cream

if you wanted to go to the movie cinema, how would you get there? I’d drive

how many pillows are on your bed? LOL like 3857393.

would you pay more for organic food? no. consistently they say organic food is not inherently better have you ever had a crush on a sibling’s friend or a friend’s sibling? Nope

do you prefer being awake after everyone goes to bed or before they get up? for years and years now i stay up late and then i wake up early. 

do you know much about feng shui? (do you use it?) i know mild basics and a lot of it i like

how would you make friends in a quiet class? this is a bizarre question. i mean, im friendly in nature.

are you generally a quick learner? I guess it depends. When it comes to math…. never.

what’s your favorite spot to read? bed, porch, couch, wherever. 

do you save tickets from movies, etc.? If the movie/memory has significance. 

when’s the last time your bedroom was painted/wallpapered? uhhhhhh maybe like 10ish years ago.

if you randomly want to eat something in the house, do you eat it or wait? Uhhh... i would guess it depends. if im about to eat something else or if i have plans or something then i will wait. but otherwise theres not really a reason?

who knows the most about you (besides yourself)? this question makes me sad. i feel like no one really knows me right now. i definitely dont share my life/stories with anyone at all like i once did. i feel very umm.. removed from people. i dont really have anyone im close to right now.

do you have a nervous habit? (e.g. biting nails, tapping feet, smoking) uhhhh maybe cracking my knuckles

how’s your favorite pro sports team doing lately? off season. they def havent been ideal lately lol

would you be/are you a good role model to a younger sibling? that............ i hope would be true

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0017.

Did you get enough rest last night? I mean i sincerely doubt it. i seldom have enough rest.

What was the last thing that kept you awake? usually benny keeps me up, being overheated, stress about money, worry about mom, nausea, headaches, or grief.

If you have pets, do they sleep in your bedroom at night? lottie likes her own space usually. benny would much prefer to be inside my skin if he could be.

Can you sleep with background noise or does it keep you up? so im a light sleeper. if i dont have the tv on then usually my thoughts become pretty dark and run wild. but if i have it on, then its too bright and that also keeps me up. i dont mind background noise -- like i absolutely need fans. 

Do you ever take naps? Do you take long naps or little power naps? i like naps. sometimes i can take an hour long, sometimes its like 20-30 mins and its lovely. but truthfully, i dont get to do it often.

What helps when you have trouble sleeping? ice packs, strong sleep meds, a good snuggle, my gray blanket.

Who was the last person to cook you a meal? What did they make? mom made me a quesadilla :)

Who was the last person you cooked a meal for? What did you make? I have been making food lately im pretty sure i made my sammiches for mom last or a big chicken dish for C.

Who is your female celeb crush? (If applicable) nah

Who is your male celeb crush? (If applicable) nah

Tell me about an interesting article you’ve read recently. The obits. man they are fascinating. 

Do you have a favorite Marvel character? doctor strange, iron man, ant man, and pretty much any of the guardians of the galaxy

Favorite DC character? Batman 

Do you read comic books? i used to love archie comics. 

Who has been your favorite actor to play Batman (live action)? honestly i gotta rewatch them 

Who has been your favorite live action Joker? sigh

Has a horror film ever actually scared you? Which one(s)? oh sure probably.

Which do you find most interesting: Greek, Roman, or Norse mythology? Why? I never really got into mythology tbh

Which tale from whichever mythology you listed above do you find most interesting? --

Do you collect anything? What was the last item you added to that collection? books lol. got several from the thrift store 

Do you have any houseplants? not really currently. 

How do you like your tea? raspberry

Who is your favorite Muppet? Oscar the Grouch cause me. < omg same.

What is your favorite type of bird? ummmmmmmm dont really have any

Which streaming platform do you use the most, if any? DEF hulu the most

What is a skill or useful piece of knowledge you wish you’d learned sooner? you are capable and possible to do the things you wanna do

What is your favorite vampire movie? none of them

Your favorite fictional couple? the darcys

Do you have a favorite historical couple? uhhhhhhhh not really

Have you received any good news recently? ummm not entirely but im convinced i will soon.

Have you learned anything new recently? stuff going on with K, stuff i need to do for church, positions available in the working world, etc.

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0015.

Do you take pictures of yourself on a daily basis? usually but lately ive been kind of out of it lol. 

Do you like the name Adam? its fine, i dont hate it but i wouldnt name my kid that.

What is the first liquid you drank today? water i think.

Have you ever been to Los Angeles, California? i have not been to cali.

Do you believe in angels? i do!

Do you prefer Pepsi or Coke? Or do you not care either way? diet of either.

Is there anything in your past that you used to regret, but now you don’t? no, i dont think so. im pretty consistent with my feelings lol

When is the last time you ate donuts? the shower on saturday

Are you left handed? nope

Do you use your left or right thumb to press the space bar? it would appear my right thumb

Have you ever had a Hershey’s bar with almonds? yes.

What cell phone company do you have? verizon <3

Do you text on a daily basis? What about hourly? daily. 

What’s the last song you listened to? will you still love me when im no longer young and beautifullllllllllllllll

When is the last time you sneezed? its been a little while! 

Who is the 3rd person you talked to this morning? ooo. ummm Sam

Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone? no. he is very much rooting for that, but we are not

Do you like surveys that have good grammar and spelling? of course. i dont really come across many with spelling mistakes anyway <<< same!

Does your knee hurt? nope. thank God it hasn’t been locked up or in pain for some time.

Has anyone ever bitten your knee? yes a toddler lol. 

Do you know anyone whose name starts with an X, Q, or U? Quinn, Xiomara, uhhhhhh

Do you know anyone whose name ends with a J, Q, or W? a lot. yes. 

Has anyone ever called you sexy? yes

Do you have children? not yet unfortunately. 

Do you like raisins? i do.

Do you speak any language besides English? kinda (asl)

Can you eat cheese? yes but especially yes with lactaid.

Are you in college? no but soon

Have you ever driven a purple car? no

What about a green car? yes

Do you drink hard liquor? yes but infrequently. 

Do you like scrabble? i really, really, really do.

What should you be doing now instead of this survey? trying on clothes but im feeling kind of bloated so i dont want to.

Do you have a printer? yes

Have you met anyone new yet today? uhhh sort of!

Have you ever overheard a conversation you weren’t supposed to? oh for sure.

Do you wish it was 10 hours later than it is now? well i kinda like the time it is right now lol

Have you ever been to New York City, Chicago, or Indianapolis? no, yes, and yes. 

Do you want some pie? no lol

Have you ever stayed up until 7:30 AM? definitely.

Have you ever lived in Pennsylvania, Arizona, or Hawaii? lived? no. 

Do you like ants? they dont bother me intensely. especially when its outside.

Did you like the movie Antz? back in the day ya. 

What was your favorite ice cream flavor when you were little? cake batter

Is it still your favorite? now its choc. pb

By the way, what is your name? diana

And what time is it? 5:18

What time zone do you live in? cst

Do you like drums? it is on my bucket list to go to a drum line competition

Have you ever drank goat milk? yea

Do you like cats? LOVE.

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0014.

Look at your nails; Do they need to be cut? theyre extremely well maintained but i have one that split from today. so it needs to be filed. What is the last gift you received and from who? K sent a bunch of stuff in two boxes of goodies for me.  Have you been on any type of online messengers today? texts, snapchat, messenger Who was the last person you called? uhhh mom probably

What are you wearing on your feet? nothin

About how many hours of sleep did you get last night? 2.5

Can you crack your toes? yes What are you currently dressed in? pj dress.  What was the last thing you watched on the TV? currently have Kara’s live on tv and then hoarders before What was the last thing you looked up on Google? uhhhhh stuff about elections to answer a survey question. When did you cry last? Why? nah What is your state’s minimum wage? 13 Are you listening to any music right now? If so, what are you listening to? no music Is your hair naturally straight? no its curly. Do you own a pair of slippers? 2  Is there anyone that you’re mad at right now? eh kind of. Who was the last person to make you genuinely smile? C What kind of cologne/perfume do you like the opposite sex to wear? oh gosh i love cologne smell When was the last time you went on a cleaning spree? today! Where are you planning to go on your next vacation? i should know in the next week or two! Is there something you want to say to someone but can’t/won’t? yesssssss 

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0013.

Do you know anyone named Austin? actually yes but its been sooo long since we interacted i would never be able to pick him out. When was the last time you held hands with someone? friday Who was the last person to make you laugh? mom Who was the last person you talked to in person? mom face to face, K on the phone

In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies? probably hoodie

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? honestly rn im happy in my bed  Look in your inbox in your phone, who are all the people you have texts from? oh good crap.  C, K, mom, em, nathan, hanna, liza, jess, scott, karla, uncle chris, uncle steve, chris, chip, mike, alix, michael, robert, z, gram, spear fedex, tervis, granite city, gsu, divi, jobcase, chase, random guitar guy, duolingo,  How many pillows do you sleep with? like 28475729320384739. Honestly, when was the last time anyone saw you in your underwear? lollllllll Last person you talked to on the phone? talking to K at the moment Kiss anyone in the last week? yes How much money is in your wallet? gosh i doubt any. i should carry some cash tbh Anything exciting happen lately? hmmm. maybe a tiny bit. Who was the last person to look at you like you were crazy? mom HA

Has someone disappointed you recently? yes. Do you get along with your friends’ boyfriends / girlfriends? absolutely  Do you know anyone who is having a baby? yes Have you ever been called heartless? lol in jest but not in seriousness Looking back, did you ever think you’d be where you’re at in life now? no, definitely not. but thats good & bad. What are the last spoken words you heard? ”right” How many months are there until your birthday? hmmm. 2 months n some change Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? chocolate. When was the last time you had Starbucks? i dunno, ages ago. i think at the airport for a lemonade tea thing waiting for my sister How many letters are in your last name? six Have you lost friends in the past year? ehhh kind of. Who did you last text? C Do you think relationships are ever really worth it? oh i can definitely say that they are.  Last November, who were you in a relationship with? single Do you still talk to the person you last kissed? absolutely What was your last phone call about? currently K is talking about politics.  Do you think you are an argumentative person? im non-confrontational for sure. i can be like sassy, or i can disagree for sure. but i dont like to argue. How are you feeling right now? honestly, extremely bothered.  Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? yes Are you someone who worries too often? no, i am pretty chill and chronically optimistic  How has the week been? felt busy. Have you ever dyed your hair? absolutely Have you ever been in a play? many. probably like 20-25? How many children do you want? 4-5 if not more. but that seems out of reach. Do you have a bad temper? no, i definitely do not. Have you ever spent the night in the hospital? yes Want to get something off your chest? no, i kind of want to keep quiet for some time. Anything good happening tomorrow? not like anything all that remarkable.  Are you saving up money for anything in particular? yes.  Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you? no Is there someone you want to talk to right now? yes. Does the person you like know that you like them? yes Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? im wearing a tshirt dress and its from tjmaxx like 5 years ago and man i love it. Were you happy when you woke up today? i was sick. but great mood just sick. Last thing you ate? i had lunch egg salad Doing anything special tonight? goin to read which im excited for

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0012.

Do you know anyone who works in a laboratory? not currently, but previously yes.

What was the very first social media site you signed up for? uhhhhh probably fb

Can you see yourself marrying your current partner? (if you have a partner) yes

If you were in a coma, who would be making healthcare decisions for you? my mom for sure

Are you the type of person who knows exactly what they want in life? i used to be but not so much anymore.

Do you have commitment issues? no. when im with someone im committed.

What was the last thing you had an allergic reaction to? gluten

Have you gone out to dinner in the past week? yes i have! it was delicious.

If you were to start a business, what kind would it be? thats a good question ummm. handwriting or something custom.

What was the last thing you felt nostalgic about? seeing wrapping paper on tv we used to have

What’s something you’ve done that sounds too crazy to be true? graduated with 2 degrees at the same time. 

Are there any flowers planted outside your house? yes there areeeeee.

What was the last thing you drank? water

What’s the weirdest decoration you’ve seen in someone else’s home? ew i dont know. people are strange.

Did you have your own bathroom when you were growing up? no. i have never. it is one of my biggest dreams. 

Do you live near the ocean? no lol. im land locked. 

What has been the worst thing that’s happened to you today? everyone i went to school with for SLP graduated today and it spiraled me. hardcore. im not ready to even go there.

Do you know anyone who never disciplines their children? omfg yes.

What’s the longest you’ve gone without leaving the house? ummmm a month n a half when i was really sick. 

Are you more of a practical thinker, or more of an imaginative thinker? probably practical

When was the last time you were sick? What did you have? im like always sick. 

Does anyone in your family smoke? i think my dad. my brothers vape still which i think is soooo dumb.

Name three random colors: purple, green, blue

Color #1: what’s the nearest object that is this color? a tshirt

Color #2: would you ever paint your living room this color? definitely.

Color #3: would you ever dye your hair this color? streaks of it, sure. 

What’s your opinion on hunting? i could never.

How well do you know your neighbors? some of them pretty well. some not.

How far are you into the book you’re currently reading? like a quarter of the way thru

Have you ever had a pet escape and run away? oh dogs escaped plenty but always found.

Do any of your exes know each other? loool. umm lemme think on that. no, not that I can think of.

What’s an opinion you find impossible to take seriously? oh my gosh there are many things.

What was the very first election you voted in? the first one i could. which wouldddddd have been obamas second election against uhhh mitt romney.

Do you know how to make omelettes? yea and i hate them royally

Do you feel positive and optimistic about your future? exceptionally hopeful.

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0011.

When someone sneezes, do you say “Bless you,” or “God Bless you?” God bless you Do you ever look at someone cute, and automatically make a move? automatically? no lol. but i might make a move or two.  How many times have you been to Wal-Mart/K-Mart in the past week? uhhhh neither. i dont even know where the nearest kmart is anymore.  What are two things you are excited to do in the near future? travel!!!!! Have you ever seen the movie A Walk to Remember? Cliche’ or worth watching? so good. man i used to love that movie.

Do you ever put condoms in old people’s buggies at the store? that is so ridiculous. no, ive never lol

Name one reason you go to a pharmacy regularly for? i dont regularly.  What radio station could you not resist turning it to in the vehicle? 99.5 Do you live in a house, apartment, or another type of arrangement? house Do you wear sweaters in the Winter or hoodies, more often? ooooo usually sweatshirts. this last year was definitely sweaters tho Are you kind of a loner? Do you like being alone? i love being alone! i think my own personal company is top drawer lol. but im not a loner incapable of seeing other people or enjoying their company. Are you one of those people who like to spell out numbers? ummm it could happen. Is there an animal in the room with you right now? What kind? yes. benny, a cat. Did you or do you still have a Furby? Was/is it annoying? i did have one. it was extremely annoying lol Whats one event your town has that you don’t like to participate in? there are none that i dont like to participate in lol Are any of your siblings married? What are their spouse’s names? my older two siblings are both married, their spouses are Karla & Dustin. my other brother gets married in just over a month and his fiances name is Jessica. Do you hate nosy people who ask too many personal questions? only if theyre trying to get information that im not looking to share. but no, overall. Name one lyric from the song you’re listening to/the last one you listened? i actually dont know what song was the last one i heard most recently.  Do you have a fax machine? Do you ever use it anyways? not anymore its been many years since we have had one lol. but back in the day i used it often Does your kitchen table have placemats? If so, what colors are on them? no not currently. we own some for occasions but no we dont leave them up  Do you know how to sew? Whats your favorite thing to sew? yes! artsy fun things Have you ever owned a turtle? Did it ever bite you when you owned it? yes! ummm not much i mean turtles can bite hard for sure but when i had been bit it was a small size so it wasnt a problem Does your father have any creepy or scary friends you dont like? i dont know my dads friends anymore Who was the last person (if anyone) you said Happy Birthday to? david Do you have Photoshop? If so, how often a day do you use it? i dont What color are the walls in the room you’re in right now? like a gray mauve-y brown ish combo. one is much darker  Has your school ever had a lockdown? If so, for what reason exactly? lol i was homeschooled so no. in college not really. we had someone who made a threat so school was closed for a day. Do you enjoy it when your school has drills? (ex/fire or tornado drill?) never did one.  Do you watch any shows that you know your parents wouldn’t approve of? uhhh i mean it doesnt really matter either way. im sure they wouldnt love some of my shows because it isnt their preference of media but not because theyre bad  Do you have any siblings who still believe in Santa, and are over age ten? nope What color were the last pair of headphones/earphones you bought? i havent got a clue. K usually buys that sort of stuff for me so its been a hot minute since i have lol Do people call you a big mouth sometimes? Or more than sometimes? no lol

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0010.

What make up product do you never use? hmm. color corrector.

Do you ever sit with your legs open? lol of course. 

Have you ever been offered drugs on the street? nope lol. i cant imagine someone would spend insane amounts of money for drugs and then offer them to someone else.

What is one place you have been to and hated? lol oh theres a handful of places

Have you ever seen a jellyfish? of course

Do you know who Dylan Moran is? no

What’s your favourite kind of soup? either creamy chicken & rice or broccoli cheddar

Do you ever put bread in your soup? not in, i basically dip it in and eat it << same

Would you like me to stop asking questions about soup? no difference to me lol

Is there anything in the USB key slots in your computer/laptop? no lol

What advertisements are on your screen at the moment? none. i dont have ADS ON HULU like a peasant. and my current screen (tumblr post writing) has no ads on it.

Do you ever get a really itchy nose when you’re unable to scratch it? i very seldom have the need to where I cannot meet that need.

Has anyone ever randomly licked your face? ive had boyfriends who like when making out are like dang near eating my face and have done that. lol. 

When was the last time you bought a book? recently. this month. i came SOOOOOO close to buying the newest emily henry book at target yesterday because it finally was released but im like i can’t spend money i need to save for europe.

What question do you hate being asked in surveys? job related.

Are you upstairs or downstairs at the minute? upstairs

Did anyone ever draw on your face when you were sleeping? no, im a light sleeper so that would not be successful

Have you ever done that to someone else? not to my recollection.

Have you ever been asked for directions? yes

If so, did you ever give someone wrong directions? if i ever did that would have been unintentionally. but no, if i dont know ill say im unsure

What’s your favourite brand of chocolate, galaxy, cadburys, or nestle? cadburyyyyyyyyyyy yes baby

Are there any farm animals near you? like right this second? no. but you would only need to drive like 10-15 mins to see some. actually, probably less.

Are there any lakes near you? one of the greats in fact. but plenty of others too

Was there ever a time when you felt absolutely terrified? yes.

If so, why? abuse/assault

Is there any TV show you watch religiously? right now im on a big hoarding kick. i do this about once a year lol

Have you ever been in your local newspaper? yes

Have you ever called your mother ma or mammy? ma sure but not mammy thats kind of odd for this area.

Can you imitate any other accent? no im quite terrible at that

What is your funniest memory of the 6th contact in your phone? lol honestly the situation with a tiktok being made about him by this odd classmate and i just couldnt stop laughing. 

Have you ever protested? ya

Have you ever participated in a parade? attended but not been in it. 

Are you going to do anything for Paddy’s day? thats over, so no

Were you ever chased by an animal? lol yes of course. like a goose or a dog lol

Has anyone ever really insulted you? i mean people have said some incredibly offensive things yes, but i think its important to point out that i dont allow those kinds of things to be accepted narratives for myself.

Have you ever told an elder to fuck off? so ive never ever said that, but ive thought it for sure. or ive been very clear and direct that im not going to be around/participate in a continued relationship with that person in anyway 

Do you ever make banana sandwiches? like a pb&banana man that sounds good.

Do you blush easily? no lol

Are you single/or taken? like a mixture. 

Are you happy with that?^ yes

Do you make the first move or do you prefer it the other way around? ummm no, i do like when the opposite sex makes the first move. but im not afraid of making a move.

What is the most painful thing you’ve experienced? ummm well ive had headaches that have made me throw up and black out so probably that.

Do you feel guilty about anything? uhhhh. no not really anything comes to mind

Do you hug someone whenever you see them? of course. C, Z, em, nathan, etc.

Have you ever been in the accidents and emergency room? oh for sure. 

When was the last time you bled? What happened? yesterday. honestly who knows.

Is there anyone you know that gives you the creeps? yes very much so. 

Do you call random objects ‘gay’? i dont think thats ever happened even when gay had a different connotation lol

Have you ever started talking to someone that you thought was someone else? ugh yes. it was so bad. 

When you look behind you what catches your attention the most? the great outdoors. specifically the busy street lol

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Did the last type of shoes you wore have laces? actually, no. i wore these slip on canvas shoes but they dont have laces How much money did you spend yesterday? i wanna cry thinking about it but 50 bucks on storage for the makeup stuff. it kills me. ive wanted it for so long but it hurt.  Are you CPR certified? no, im not but that would be so bomb. What genre is your favorite movie? romantic of any sort. Are you texting anybody right now? uhhhhh no but im on the phone with K right now.

Who was the last person you were in a car with? mom Do you like the picture on your license/I.D. card? yes its pretty but it needs to be updated with dark hair. when i go to get my passport itll be updated obvi What’s your favorite thing to snack on while watching a movie? somethin’ salty When was the last time somebody hit on you? yesterday Was the last person you met a male or female? male  Which one of your friends do you feel most comfortable around? ummmmmm. honestly i dunno anymore. Do you own a map of the world? somewhere im sure.  What brand is your underwear? uhhh i think these are hanes What’s your favorite Thanksgiving food? green bean casseroleeeeeeee

Is the light on in the room you’re in? nope  Who did you last spoon with? C Are you currently watching TV? yes i have hoarders on in the background Have you ever had surgery or stitches? i have had stitches.  Do you own any clothing that has animal print? uhhh i might? maybe. i dont think so.

Does your family eat dinner together? uhhh mom and i do sometimes.  Where do you work? currently unemployed and looking << same Are you in high school? no Do you have a TV in your room? heckn yes Are any of your electronics charging right now? my phone cus it was like 4 percent and k called.

What was the last video game you played? uhhhh my home repair game loooool