thegirlwiththenumber42

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

To crave a person’s presence instead of their body is the purest form of intimacy.

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

“I will love you until the bird hates a nest and the worm hates an apple, and until the apple hates a tree and the tree hates a nest, and until a bird hates a tree and an apple hates a nest, although honestly I cannot imagine that last occurrence no matter how hard I try.”

— Lemony Snicket, The Beatrice Letters

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

“I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday.”

— Lemony Snicket; The Beatrice Letters

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

“It is a lonely feeling when someone you care about becomes a stranger.”

— Lemony Snicket, When Did You See Her Last?

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

“If we wait until we are ready we will be waiting for the rest of our lives.”

— Lemony Snicket

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

It hurts so much that I wanna throw up, my head hurts, my limbs, my heart, everything. And I have to shut up and watch it all fall apart. Why am I never enough for anything?

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

You'll forget about me soon enough.

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

Second choice … always second choice

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

I wish I could be good enough for once in my life

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

Perhaps this is what the stories meant when they called somebody heartsick. Your heart and your stomach and your whole insides felt empty and hollow and aching.

Gabriel García Márquez

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

“no, no, he is dead / go to thy deathbed”

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

lets just be friends he said. I dont want to lead you on. 

but why did you kiss me first?

I cant help but think why I wasn’t enough

[thegirlwiththenumber42]

whyyyyy would you cuddle me and give me forehead kisses and ask me to skip work to stay in bed with you all day and tell me you'd date me but you're not ready for a relationship yet and LITERALLY SAY I LOVE YOU

then a week later tell me you're going on a date with someone else?????