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I express that I feel left out of events, and that fun shit only happens when Im working. And so then the idea was made to go without telling me?

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Its weird how when it was her, you wanted me to sit over with you guys and got upset when I didnt. Now that its not her you only have "I was sitting there." To say when I try to sit with you 🙄

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I know what we gave up. All of us. I lose sleep over everything we've lost for months. I'm desperately trying to claw my way back to us being happy and peaceful, but everything seems too focused on me being interested in her in any sense

And Im not

Ive only had one intention for months and thats to make my wife happy

I hope you understand

That Im not lying to you

And Im seriously so determined to fix us.

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I really just wanna be happy man. I'm trying so hard for you, and it's still not good enough. Please understand that. In no way am I not trying. You mean the damned universe to me. I cannot actively imagine a world without you in it. You made me feel like an entirely new person for you. And yet I still feel like Im not doing enough..? I don't understand how hard I have to try to make you happy but damn I'll keep trying if it kills me.

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Sure you can sit on your phone all day and its fine but god forbid I sit on my phone for any amount of time or people literally FORGET I'm here and then tell me I need to socialize. I love not being loved as me.

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sent by @terato-imagines

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Alright, I can't say I HAVEN'T done this.

People who post a snapchat story for one specific person to see os the modern day equivalent to Gatsby hosting elaborate parties in hopes thag Daisy will show up

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The Breakfast Club (1985) - dir. by John Hughes

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“There are no happy endings, endings are sad-so let’s have a happy beginning and a happy middle.”

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Every Thing on It by Shel Silverstein

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In The Forest

By Chateau De Raray

© Marco Lavit Necora

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