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Shout out to my fiancé for never asking me if I ate anything that day when I tell him I’m feeling sad and icky

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Last night I accidentally got drunk (long story) but in the middle of vomiting every hour and shutting my brains out I fucking WEIGHED myself.

I did lose 1.5 pounds tho so

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I’m out here being the perfect housewife for my fiancé. Cleaning cause it burns calories and I don’t have to go outside in -20F weather, not fighting about things because I’m too calorie- deprived to care, starving myself to get thinner. ✌🏽

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It paid off!!!! 1 day later and I’m 145.2!! From my plateau of 148.8

Me to my boyfriend: I ate over my calorie limit today :( I can’t get Taco Bell sorry

Me to me: my calorie limit was 0 and I ate 67.

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On this thread- just googled the “sharing a horse” trope and most horses can’t carry more than 30% of their weight- with comfort being at 20%. A 1200lb horse would be comfty carrying 240lbs with its max being 360lbs.

Idk shit about horses but draft horses I guess can be up to 1800 lbs. A well built talk fantasy male lead could be around 200lbs. That leaves like 160 left for the heroine given that there’s a GIANT ass horse.

Let’s shoot for the middle then- between 1200 and 1800 (I guess the average horse is 930lbs?? But I think that might be skewed with smaller horses.) let’s pretend our fantasy horse is 1500lbs. The male love interest at 200lbs- he’s muscley. Then the horse is most comfortable carrying 300lbs.

I would have to be 100lbs or less In order for my fantasy crush to even OFFER to let me ride his horse.

your character crush would not find you attractive.

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Hello this is my main reason thanks

your character crush would not find you attractive.

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Me to my boyfriend: I ate over my calorie limit today :( I can’t get Taco Bell sorry

Me to me: my calorie limit was 0 and I ate 67.

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Lol a week later and gained and lost enough that I’m still here. Yay

I FINALLY BROKE 150!!! 148.8 bitches

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I FINALLY BROKE 150!!! 148.8 bitches

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How i reduce the harm on my body with my ed

I’ve studied biology and psychology and i know a lot of the things that the body and brain needs, and what keeps your organs healthy while you fast. 

I know i can’t stop you from fasting, and i won’t try to because I know its difficult as hell, but you need to make sure your body is gonna be able to survive. 

Keep reading

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Me: Eats like a normal person for a week.

Me: This is detrimental why do I keep binging, I’m faking my eating disorder.

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ways to burn💫

🔥100 Calories 🔥

Remember that it also depends on your height and weight, and these are estimated values.

22 minutes of walking (or 3.000 to 4.000 steps)

9 minutes of intense zumba 

10 minutes jogging (or 5 minutes sprinting)

13 minutes light cycling

31 minutes of yoga

10 minutes -> walking up stairs 

7 minutes of rope jumping 

15 minutes of sitting in the sauna

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the urge to tell everyone i’ve already eaten vs. the urge to brag about how i haven’t eaten all day

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I’ve decided I’m going to let my fiancé live in blissful ignorance of my eating. Sometimes I try to get him to be worried about me but he never really is cause ya know, I’m fat. And I SHOULD lose some weight.

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Back on track but I fasted all of today.

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My brain just thinking “we’ll I guess you better get used to being unloved because you’re super unlovable while you’re fat :/“

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My fiancé won’t fuck me anymore. He says it’s because he’s tired but all my ED brain can think is “he thinks I’m too fat and am not hot enough to fuck”