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oh what's that? you want to touch yourself puppy? you really are a stupid mutt huh. you know puppies don't touch. they hump. yeah and if you want to continue being my puppy then you have to stop thinking like a human, stop thinking at all and be the needy bitch in heat i want you to be. just be needy and desperate, humping everything and forever giving into that warm fuzzy feeling. you got that? good puppy

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give me a special gummy as a treat for being such a good puppy for you. pet me while you wait so that you can feel as my body gets more and more relaxed and then slip your fingers into my mouth so you can see if i'm ready to be used. wanna suck on your fingers while i look at you with hazy eyes and feel your other hand spreading my legs. take your fingers out of my mouth once they're nice and wet and drag my panties down my legs. lay me down in front of you and push your fingers into my pussy. make me whine as you stretch me out and get me ready for your big cock. wanna gasp as you finally slide into my little pussy. fuck me nice and slow until you can't help but pound into me. listen to my puppy whines as i weakly grip at the sheets until you finally just grab my wrists and hold them over my head. make me helpless as you thrust into me harder and harder and force me to take it while i dumbly lay there. my pussy would tighten around you as i get more and more desperate until i can't help myself but cum. fuck me through my orgasm while you stuff your load deep inside me. watch my pussy drip with your cum after you pull out and then leave me there covered in it for being such a good puppy.<33

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theres something seriously wrong with me

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i know im not easy

they must have figured that out

maybe im too busy

too needy

too annoying

maybe i didnt do enough

im scared, terrified

what if you dont want me anymore

#my moonlight

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fuck i cant tell if its bc i edged myself for the last two days or if its because i love you but i guarantee if its you i could cum on demand

#my moonlight

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teasing when i know they cant do anything 🤭🤭

#my moonlight #things i wanna do with you

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i am truely alone

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can someone push me up against a wall and make out with me and put their hand in between my legs so i moan in their mouth?? thanks

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i think no matter how i am or who i am with i will never feel good enough. everyone always leaves me eventually, forgets about me, moves on to live happier lives without me. i feel like i have so much love to give but no one will ever love me back the same way. i will always be too crazy. too lazy. too distracted. too quiet. too loud. too annoying. too weird. it’s funny because the only reason i’m here is to not upset the people around me, but the people around me couldn’t care less whether i lived or died.

so what am i doing here?

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yeah i am gonna drown in my own thoughts. this voice inside my head wants me dead.

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I don't want to kill myself like I romanticized when I was younger. I now wish that I could simply just stop existing.

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If I'm going to feel this way for the rest of my live I'd rather not live at all.

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I wish my thoughts could be turned off 24/7 and just let someone else do the thinking for me

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