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just had a pop tart that was the best experience ever

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i haven't been mentally ill in a while, like sure i drink a lot but i don't crave alcohol at all it just plays into my lifestyle (party lifestyle) that im trying to salvage bc i have to give it up soon!

but i haven't been, like sure i am only 24 days clean of MALADAPTIVEBEHAVIOR but that's okay because it's not 0.

ima little tipsy right now and i'm just so thankful

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almost started feeling better but i remembered who i am so i found a rabbit hole to burrow in

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everyone go away challenge

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i love posting on this little blog i go back and read shit and i'm like urrrrr insane little girl

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i don't know about soups you have to chew.

i'm really high right now and yesterday was genuinely one of the funniest days of my life

#specifically minestrone not really fucking with this shit but i'm also really high right now #something about this soup. but i'm eating it all bc i can't figure out why i don't like it but then i am like no i like soup a lot

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sometimes music videos on snapchat take like an hour sometimes it's ten minutes and either way i fucking cook some truly inspiring shit

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i'm extremely depersonalized today

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i quite literally paint with my blood to get certain tones on the gay little pictures i make

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GOD I WANT TO SLEEP DAMN YOU UPPERS

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one comment about my poor appetite at this dinner and i'm killing

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you don't miss me don't fucking say it?

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i'm going to wake up depressed tomorrow because for some reason i just have to

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have you ever felt completely outside of someone's world that you are closest with

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that's it!!! everyone loves to tell me i'm special but no one ever wants to make me FEEL it!!! oh boy oh boy

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don't worry my disappointment remains

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feeling dysfunctional