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*climbs out of grave* HEY HI HELLO HOWS IT GOING TAKE THIS BEFORE I GO BACK PLEASE HURRY -

First drawing tablet picture!

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Say hi to my babygirl. He's a little bit pathetic but I love him <3

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Shout out to everyone who is just so tired So so exhausted So very very tired so very fatigued so sleepy and tired So

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tag your spoilers 😐

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the scene of gillion trying to teach chip how to use his newfound magic gets me so emotional, because gil is being the teacher that he himself needed and never had.

gillion, who was given just a single try to succeed before being treated like a failure and whose subsequent unsuccessful attempts were treated as nothing more than a pile of additional disappointments, being patient with chip and encouraging him to keep trying, even though chip wanted to give up after his first failure.

gillion, whose struggles to succeed were met with disapproval and never with attempts to help him, reminding chip that he was capable and catering his guidance to chip’s way of thinking: handing him the stick again because it seemed like it had aided him, asking him how he had done magic back before he’d realised he was doing it, asking how his brain works and telling him to do it in the way that suits that.

gillion, who had been expected to do things in specific and rigid ways, seeing that chip’s magic was manifesting in a form other than what he’d planned for and immediately encouraging and nurturing that new manifestation instead.

gillion, who had the terrifying weight of the prophecy forever on his mind while trying to learn, noticing that something else was affecting chip’s performance and trying to get to that root issue.

and then gillion, who grew up being basically taught that he could never be enough and who is still struggling with that belief…responding to chip voicing the same belief about himself with, “for who? because it’s enough for me. and i know it’s enough for everyone else here.”

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Been working in pest control for 3 months now and i can confidently say that nobody on earth seems to understand that sometimes You Will See A Bugs and that's Normal if you live literally anywhere with oxygen

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Oscar Wilde, De Profundis // @i-wrotethisforme // Jorge Louis Berges // @smokeinsilence //@viridianmasquerade //Jorge Louis Berges // @honeytuesday // Kaveh Akbar // F. Scott Fitzgerald // AKR //Olivie Blake, from “Alone With You in the Ether” // Kaveh Akbar, Pilgrimage

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oh.....

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(dakota cole voice) what do you mean the queen is dead. i just talked to ms g yesterday.

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"headcanon that gillion used to like wearing flowy dresses and skirts with ribbons and stuff before he was forced to wear stiff and bulky armor for his training" thanks @8-maximum-8 hahahah who needs a fun expression of your identity when you are a weapon... :(

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a love shaped father figure

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who the Heck is this guy

+ flats cause i rushed the shading so it looks a bit off lol

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what a lot of people dont understand is that the deep hatred of panic at the disco is fueled by a very intense love for (what used to be) panic at the disco. oh what could have been. oh what it has become. wretched

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boy division + return era outfits

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hee hoo

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Note: Edited because I misspelled ‘mysteries’

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what are they listening to?