hey neil idk if you’re the best person to ask but i would like to think you have some sadge advice or something. as an introvert how do you deal with going to funerals and that whole interaction with people trying to support people and people trying to support you? It’s all strange and weird to me. thanks.
You remind yourself that this is not a usual thing for anyone, and that everyone is dealing with their own personal reactions to what's happened, with grief or loss or just the weirdness of it all. And you look after yourself.
And take refuge in things that people say. "I'm sorry for your loss", or "May their memory be a blessing" or "Thank you so much" when people offer their own condolences. It's formulaic but it works.
I want to spend a day in good omens just to hug everyone.
aziraphale? for one, tell me that hug wouldn't be fucking amazing. for two, heaven is definitely not exactly the most touchy-feely. my baby has definitely never been hugged and I want him to experience that. he's absolutely losing his mind in heaven and would do well with a little break.
crowley? he just needs a hug in general. if aziraphales in heaven, let me just hold him and let him be a sad snake and let himself relax and be held. crowley is anxiety manifested into a 6'2 ginger, and a good hug would help him, I think. just until aziraphale can come back and do it properly.
muriel? I mean I just want to hug them. adorable and I just feel like they'd be a great hugger.
gabriel? eh. but jim? he's the type to just walk up and bear hug you and I want that.
maggie? girl's been pining for God knows how long, and gives off good hugger vibes.
nina? let me give her the best post break up hug ever to help her get her mind back together.
newt? that dork would be so down for cuddles and I want in.
anathema? she's just gorgeous and I want a hug from her. she's just got great energy.
I just want to go hug them all and drink tea and make everything better for everyone.
you came back wrong and i am racked with guilt because i cannot bear to see you like this and i should have let you rest. i loved you so much that i defied death itself but i do not think either of us are happy
I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD BOB ROSS IS A GIFTED GOD
I DREW ALONG TO HIS VIDEO IN MS PAINT AND
HOW
THE
FUCK
THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW PLEASE I ADVISE YOU GUYS TO DRAW ALONG WITH BOB ROSS IN MS PAINT IT IS AN EXPERIENCE I AM SO CONFUSED BUT PLEASED FUCKING DO IT