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Kick his ass Krillin!!!
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tortleofwar · 10 months
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I gotta stay out of these petty squabbles man.
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tortleofwar · 1 year
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Hey guys! It's Marti from "My Big Mature Tits" - though I'm guessing those of you who followed me before recognize this rather iconic photo of me. Yeah, my MBMT tumblr blog was deleted after 10 years of continuous postings. If I understand it right, my blog was deleted because I had a small secondary blog where I reblogged content from others and apparently I reblogged something that was flagged as violating a copyright. Obviously no more reblogging others' stuff for me.
My very busy daughter Michelle and I will be splitting our content between this tumblr blog which will show PG13 to R rated content and our "blog spot" site which will get more into the R to X stuff. We will also start a third site where we put most of our prose: photos are a lot easier to retrieve than the stories we write here so we don't want to lose our prose in case we get deleted again.
So, let's restart our journey together - again. Please reblog frequently as that's how we'll get past followers to find us again!
Kisses, Marti
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I love it when the official sources reconfirm.
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Oh one more thing do you know any good blogs for stuff on the characters? Thanks again.
It depends on what you mean by stuff ? Hmm hmmm
(Sorry in advance for tags) (please lemme know if you want me to remove you from the list LOL)
If anyone else thinks they’ve got what anon needs feel free to reply / reblog
Here’s a previous one I did that was uhhh way less amount of blogs but
A quick disclaimer (?): you should definitely look around these blogs before following since a lot of them have very different content (some are art centric some are a lot of exposition, some have OCs. Some have AUs)
Good blogs for krillin:
@dragon-ball-meta , @chestnutisland ,
Good blogs for yamcha and tien:
@yamchaas , @tenshindon
Good blogs for Gohan:
A lot of blogs are good for gohan honestly but
@dailycupofcreativitea , @birdantlers , @sonohban are pretty standout (and also have content that is pretty on point and in character for other characters too) (especially skit has a lot of piccolo / namekian stuff and tea has a lot of general db stuff)
Namekian-centric (piccolo) blogs:
@dinkybirb , @sherenytr ( I haven’t seen them online in awhile but their art is so good and ugh their namekian headcanons are so cool— sorry for tag :( )
Goten blog @dbzebra iconic goten stan legend
Goku blogs are a dime a dozen but some I love that aren’t already here are @gokustits @gokuthegrandpa @gokugallery
Trunks blogs that I think are interesting include but are not limited to (because everyone loves trunks): @miraitrunks @secretsofdbz
I won’t lie, I don’t follow a single vegeta blog I don’t think LMAO ? And i don’t really follow any bulma blogs … I love them but i just haven’t interacted or seen any on the dash so,, trunks blogs will probably get you to what you want before I could !
Honorable mentions: @imperfectercell , @duhragonball , @xenogohan , @hellzonegrenade
I don’t know if I can really say they have specific character fixations but their content rocks
[reiterating please lemme know if y’all want me to take your tag off the list hahaha]
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tortleofwar · 2 years
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Who wants a chance at winning some cute Chestnut merch??
Time for a giveaway!
As usual, the rules!
REBLOG for a chance to win. You can like the post, but it won't count. And to save people's dashes, you can only reblog up to five times so choose wisely when you hit that button. Any other reblogs will be disregarded.
Open to all followers of CI, no matter where you are. I ship globally.
Adding on to point numero 2, you have to be comfortable giving me your address or P.O box. Don't worry, I'll only use it once.
The winner will be selected via a random number generator.
A post signaling the end will be queued for the deadline, the winner will be chosen on Wednesday Feb. 2nd. Most likely in the afternoon but I'll let y'all know.
Have fun, good luck and for any q's just shoot me a DM, an ASK or reply to this post.
THANK YOU ALL FOR THE AMAZING SUPPORT THROUGH THE YEARS!
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tortleofwar · 3 years
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If it doesn't follow these rules, I don't want it.
HOW TO SUCK DICK
If you simply wanted to get a guy off as quickly as possible, all you need to do is lock your lips at the base of his cock and suction them up and down the bottom ¾ of his shaft at a quick, steady pace while pressing your flattened tongue against the underside of his dick. Make sure you are applying pressure with both your lips AND tongue. Keeping your tongue engaged at all times is key. I try to keep mine moving at all times. This is how you get 90% of guys off. It helps me keep from gagging to hold his cock steady at the base and bring my lips down to meet my fingers. You can do this very slowly for a more intense feeling, but make sure you move at a steady rhythm. Some guys like it faster or slower; you may have to ask, or more likely, he’ll tell you. This is your power move, the one that is actually going to bring him to orgasm. A true hooker blowjob needs only this one move; if scientists were to create a blowjob machine, this is what it would do. The other moves I’m going to teach you are artistic flourishes; you use them to add flair and style to your blowjob or to slow down the action a little. SALIVA Don’t be afraid to just slobber all over his love muscle. It should be as wet and sloppy as possible, especially during your power move. A good blowjob makes loud, gross suction-y noises. When I’m done, I’m usually covered in my own drool and leave a wet spot on the bed. USING YOUR HANDS If his dick is too big for you to take the whole thing in your mouth, you’ll need to use your hand too. Slobber all over his cock for awhile first so your hand will slide easily up and down instead of just catching on his dry skin. The most important hand move is the twister. When you slide your hand up his shaft, twist your wrist. A twisting motion gets you into a smoother rhythm than the straight up and down. Slide your hand up and down on the base of his cock in conjunction with your mouth moving up and down on the rest of it. The hard part is finding the correct grip: again you may want his guidance. Another good trick is to wrap your hand around the top of his cock and put your mouth over your hand. Then slide your hand down the shaft and your mouth down on top of it in a fluid motion until your hand meets the base of his cock. It will feel like you’re sliding your mouth all the way down him even if you can’t. It’s times like these I wish I could draw; I’d make little diagrams. THE BALLS I usually start out by paying some attention to the balls. There are three basic ball moves: you can put them in your mouth and suck them (LIGHTLY), lick them with a flattened cow tongue, or tense your tongue into a point and run the tip of your tongue all over them. I alternate between all three. Sometimes I lift them up and lick underneath his balls. Also, if you cup them while you are entering the home stretch, you’ll be able to tell he’s about to cum as they get higher and tighter. THE HEAD My next move is usually to give his shaft several long licks from base to tip. This is the ice cream cone move; it looks sexy, it’s a nice touch, but it’s not going to make anybody cum. While conducting the power move, I come up from time to time to give the head a little attention: sucking on it, moving my tongue in a circle around it, and flicking my tongue over that spot on the underside that all the sex websites tell you is el sensitivo. In my experience, guys don’t really go that wild over attention to that spot, but these are just flourishes anyway. I tend to get a bit wrapped up in my work that I forget to make eye contact, so head action is a great time to look up at him with puppy dog eyes and his cock in your mouth. FACE SLAPPING I mentioned this in my tips to get him to cum faster, but at least once during the beej, I usually pop his dick out of my mouth and slap it against my tongue or face, then look at him while I rub his cock against my cheeks and lips. Guys are visual, this is just a little something dirty for him to look at. DEEP THROAT I can’t really teach you how to deep throat, that’s between you and your gag reflex. The important thing, I think, is to make an effort to take him in as deep as you can, even if it’s only for a few seconds. It’s hard to explain exactly how I do this: try concentrating on relaxing your throat and jaw. As I mentioned before, it helps me to steady his cock with my hand when I go deep, and breathing in instead of just holding your breath also helps abate that “gonna puke” feeling. THE BIG FINALE When you’re ready to finish him off, go into the power move and don’t vary your pace for anything. If you’re cupping his balls, you’ll often be able to tell when he’s about to cum as they tighten up. I speed up a little bit at the end, and when I feel him start to come I push my head down as deep as it will go and suck slowly and intensely at the base, letting his cum just shoot down my throat.
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tortleofwar · 3 years
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Learn the signs so you can make a better relationship.
Relationship Check Up
A healthy relationship means that both members of the couple are…
1. Communicating with each other: Talking about problems without screaming and shouting; listening to each other, and respecting their viewpoint; being willing to adapt, and to sometimes change their mind.
2. Showing respect for one another: Valuing the other person’s culture, beliefs, viewpoints, opinions and boundaries. Also, treating each other in a kind and caring way.
3. Demonstrating and conveying trust: Each person is trustworthy and trusts the other person because they have been shown that they are worthy of that trust.
4. Honest with each other: Both are open and honest – but are private as well; and they don’t demand the other person tells them everything.
5. Equals: They make joint decisions and treat each other well. No person calls the shots, or determines all the rules.
6. Able to enjoy their own personal space: As well as spending time together, they spend time on their own. They respect the fact they’re different, and they need their own life, too.
7. Decisions about sex are discussed, and are consensual: They discuss sex together, including birth control. There’s no one individual sets the rules and standards here.
Signs of an unhealthy relationship
An unhealthy relationship develops where one, or both, of the partners is…
1. Failing to communicate: Problems are ignored, or not talked about at all. One or both don’t really listen, and they rarely compromise.
2. Acting in ways that are disrespectful: One or both are inconsiderate toward the other person; and they don’t behave in ways which send the message that they care.
3. Refusing to trust the other person: One or both is suspicion of their partner’s loyalty. Hence, they make false accusations, or won’t believe the truth.
4. Acting in a way that is dishonest: One or both is deceptive, or they lie and hide the truth.
5. Acting in a controlling way: One person thinks that they should be the one who sets rules, controls the other person, and says how things should be.
6. Beginning to feel squashed and smothered / cutting themselves off from friends and family: One partner is possessive, or feels threatened and upset, when the other’s with their family or spends time with their friends.
7. Attempting to pressurise the other into sexual activity / refusing to talk openly about birth control: One partner wants the other to participate in sex, or to engage in different practices against that’s person’s will. Or, one of the partners stops using birth control, or expects the other person to take care of birth control.
Signs of an abusive relationship
An abusive relationship develops when one of the parties…
1. Starts to communicate in ways that are abusive: When arguments occur, one of the partners screams and cusses, or they verbally threaten or attack the other person.
2. Shows disrespect through acting in abusive ways: This is where one of the partners abuses, harms or threatens the physical safety of the other individual.
3. Wrongly accuses their partner of flirting or cheating: One of the partners is convinced – with no real grounds – that their partner is cheating or having an affair. Thus, they lash out verbally, or hurt, the accused partner.
4. Refuses to accept responsibility for the abuse: When they fly into a rage or act in ways that are abusive, they miminise their actions and refuse to accept blame. They may even blame their partner for causing the abuse.
5. Starts to control the other partner: One partner has no say as the other sets the rules – and arguing against that simply leads to more abuse.
6. Does what they can to isolate their partner: One partner has control of who the other person sees, the way they spend their time – and, even, clothes they buy and wear. Thus, they start to lose their confidence and personality.
7. Forces sexual activity: The frequency, type and circumstances for sex are determined by one partner, and if they don’t acquiesce it leads to violence or abuse. Also, sometimes violence is included in sex.
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WE👏 RESPECT 👏ALL 👏BODY👏 TYPES👏 ON 👏THIS 👏BLOG
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Gotta keep picking up the pieces and moving on.
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tortleofwar · 3 years
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Valentine’s Cherub
There I stood, trapped by the scorching gaze of this beautiful cougar. Her brunette hair in a messy heap after she hurriedly stripped down to her red panties and bra set. My heart twitched as my dick nearly jumped out of my pants. Although she hung her head low with a bashful glow on her cheeks, those eyes burned with lust. A stark contrast to the bone chilling blizzard outside.
Nervously I shuffled one foot in front of the other as I took in what was before me. The sweet scent of caramel overpowered the minty scent swirling in the dimly lit room. My breathing became heavier and unsteady with each step. The beat of my heart thundered in my throat. A dry gulp forced it into my stomach. This curvy cougar presented her body fully to me.
I reached a hand out for her. She laid her cheek in my palm and shuddered as I trailed it to her neck and down her side. Exploring her body with my hands and eyes. As I touched sensitive spots on her she would slightly buckle and moan. I put those in the memory bank for later. As my eyes returned to hers the nervous vibe was replaced with a smile of intrigue.
Pulling her plump body into mine felt as if we would melt into each other. Her eyes closed as our lips touched and a change occurred. This once reserved woman pulled me into the kiss, into her, so much so that I could feel my hardening dick pulsing against her thigh. Her hand firmly grasps my buttocks and forced us closer still. My mind in a whirl as I thought I would be in control, set the pace and tease her for a little while. Our lips pressed so closely our teeth began to rattle against one another.
I lashed clumsily at the buttons on my flannel eager to feel my skin against hers. Stepping back I found the fire in her eyes an inferno of lust. As I wrestled with my belt she dropped to her knees and worked at my zipper. With practiced grace she undid it and reached her cherry red tipped hand into my jeans. My knees nearly gave as her shocked face looked up into my eyes.
“I love a man that comes prepared.”
By now my belt and pants were undone and on their way to the ground, revealing my bare ass and hard dick to the room. No boxers, full commando. She worked my shaft and caressed my balls all while maintaining eye contact. I was going wild. My toes gripping the carpet with a fistful of hair, I pulled her mouth onto my throbbing cock. The warm, wet sensation caused me to moan out in praise of her skills. Although her mouth didn’t go past the head, what she was doing with her hands was outstanding.
“I’m not gonna last much longer,” I groaned still captured by those emerald green eyes.
At this warning I expected her to back off. If her hand skills almost made me buckle, what came just before I did made me sit on the bed. Without a warning, practice, or throat exercises she forced my cock down her throat. Tears causing her makeup to run as her nose is pressed just below my bellybutton. I wish it would have stopped there but she repeated this as my nut was on its way. My legs locked, I held her head in place, and released a nut I’d been saving up for a week. It felt like it would never end.
Every drop was swallowed greedily. When the last dribbles were sucked out of me she cleaned me up. I stared dumbfounded as she walked to the bathroom to clean up. I stood to get dressed and head out. The jingle of my belt must have alerted her.
“The Storm isn’t letting up and I still haven’t been thanked properly for my services,” she announced.
“I can run down to the ATM to get your money. I promise I won’t…”
Naked. No cloths. Big titties. And I think I can see her ass from the front. There was no post nut clarity. Lustful thoughts stopped me from escaping. As if in sync for the first time tonight, my flaccid penis began to stiffen and rise to attention.
“I’m not a prostitute.” By now she stood in front of me. The heat radiating from her body paled in comparison to the fire still roaring in her eyes. “Just a lonely woman with some pent up angst.”
I was pushed back onto the bed and she climbed on top of me. Kissing her way up my thigh as her hand massage my semi-erect dick. As she got closer I could feel myself getting harder. And when she kissed her way to the tip it felt like I’d gotten harder than before. She took time to worship my steadily rising cock by bobbing up and down. Each trip her eyes stayed locked on mine. She only closed her eyes when she gagged.
I’m nervously biting my lips watching her get closer. I closed my eyes waiting for a kiss that never came. Instead I opened my eyes to find her trimmed pussy lowering over my mouth. Like a teenage boy in the backseat during high school, I made out with that pussy. Completely negligent of her clit, I kissed her lips and tongued her velvety folds. As a tease I would lick my way up towards her clit. She would tense up as I approached. Her frustration was signaled my her sliding her pussy along my mouth
As she rode my face my hands explored her body. At times I would kneed and caress her ass and tits. Other times I was holding her thighs in place to prevent her forcing her clit against my tongue. By the third ‘accident’ she caught on, trapping my arms under legs as her clit slid over my tongue. Giving in to her desires I used my oral skills to return her previous favor. Her clenched thighs nearly depriving me of oxygen.
As her last wave passes she let up and scooted down. Relief washed over me before terror gripped my heart. She had positioned herself and began lowering onto my rigid member. I’d be lying if I said it didn’t feel amazing. That slight squeeze as I slipped inside of her almost made me cum again. She looked at me amazed as she adjusted to my girth. Little by little she began gyrating on my cock until she was able to bounce. She braced herself by putting her hands on my chest as her ass bounced on my lap. Watching her tits bounce while her ass slapped against my thighs. I had no idea heaven could be on earth.
From time to time she would grind against me. Her eyes shut tight as she rode me like a jockey to her next climax. Though not as big it still caused her to slump onto my chest and breath heavily.
“I need more,” she breathes into my ear.
I shuffled from under her and watched as she lifted her beautifully dimpled ass into the air. She wiggled playfully inviting me. In response I gave her a swift swat and smiled at the slight reddening. She yelped in surprise but wiggled her ass as if asking for more. Her seductive smile egging me on. I worked on her right cheek with rapid slaps varying the force behind each strike. After each spank I would rub the area to feel the warmth coming off of her reddened ass.
I inched forward until the tip of my dick was lined up with her pussy.  I teased the entrance pulling back as she pushed back into me. Her groans at my denial made me chuckle. As a reward I inserted the tip at her last push. Deeper and deeper she took me until I was buried balls deep inside of her. Her moans as I began to pound away at her were symphonic. Between her moans she would give me instructions. Pulling hair, smacking her other cheek, and talking to her really revved her engine. Also, she really got a kick out of me pounding her harder when she was having an orgasm.
Speaking of, I could feel mine getting closer. She swallowed my last load but I wasn’t too keen on kids at the moment. My erratic pacing must have warned her because she looked back at me. Between her groans she warned me not to cum inside of her. Beyond that she didn’t have any complaints. My missile was armed and ready with my target in my sights. I pulled out and gave each cheek a generous amount of cum and rolled over.
Worn out, sweating buckets, and gasping for air I lay on my back staring at the roof with a goofy grin. It took a great amount of effort to achieve those two nuts. But it was worth it. I looked over and found her sound asleep with a satisfied smile. Just then the buzz of my phone caught my attention. I fished it out of my jeans and saw 5 missed calls and three texts from my wife. Once the storm passed I would have one hell of a secret to keep.
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Valentine's Cherub Pt. 2
The noises from trucks clearing the road, I can sleep through that. Sunlight blaring through my eyelids, I can easily turn over. But the smoke of a cigarette catching in the back of my throat is something I can't ignore. I bolt upright pounding my chest as I cough up the carcinogens. Smoke stings my eyes as a fresh puff is directed towards me.
"Good morning my little warrior." She took another drag and blew away from my face this time. "I assume you aren't a smoker then?"
"You got me." Finally settled from my coughing fit I roll off the bed and walk to the bathroom. My bladder was close to bursting and a conversation was the last thing I wanted to have right now.
"I guess I can't call you little after your display last night." She let out a school girl giggle as she walked into the bathroom. The cigarette was absent from her hand. She reached a hand out and held me as I ejected my urine into the posh toilet. "Got some power behind this thing. Wish I could have exclusive access to this."
"Not gonna happen." I forced it out to get her hand off of me quickly. "Last night I was snowed in and my cards were all declined. I'm thankful for your help but what happened last night was a fluke."
I skipped the shower hoping to get away from her before something else was instigated. She turned it on and walked out behind me. Her hands wrapped around my waist to grab at my dick again. This time I stopped her and proceeded to my clothes.
"If you are going home you're gonna need a shower." She gave my ass a swift slap and licked her lips hungrily. "Besides, your bar tab hasn't been paid off yet. Last night was the release I needed after my recent dry spell. But that was only the tip. I bought your drinks and provided you a room."
My heart dropped at the realization that she was right. This hotel was top notch. Red carpet throughout the room, a bidet in the bathroom, and the thread count was higher than my monthly salary. I could end up indebted for a while. Sky wouldn't like it so I had to find a way out of this. I swiped to my bank app and checked the balance. My check cleared and $1850 was showing. It wasn't much but it would cover the rinks I had.
I turned to find her on her knees mouth open and eyes closed. The hormones and attraction couldn't be denied but this was wrong. At least last night could be blamed on the drinks and need for a place to stay besides out back by a dumpster. But now was entirely different. I could walk out right now and leave her on her knees as I shut the door.
"I don't normally offer this to anyone." As I was looking at the door her eyes looked up to me and it felt like my soul was ensnared. As she stood her hand trailed up my thigh to cup my balls and then get a firm hold of my hardening shaft. "We get dirty while getting cleaned up and then I will consider us square. No money, just sex."
My answer should have been hell no, all caps with about five exclamation marks behind it. However those eyes and that plump booty slowly walked me to the shower and I was stuck. My tears washed away by the shower as I surrendered to her once again. I could say it was to square the debt but I honestly wanted more.
As we kissed images of my wife flashed in my head. The good times, the bad, and the sex. True, experience was one hell of a teacher but my heart could never betray her. My mind arguing that this was just a release, purely physical. But the betrayal was there.
I dove into the deep end, pulling her closer and adding carnal passion to the kiss. I began to kiss down to her neck and she whispered into my ear.
"Use me. No limits just go crazy." Her voice husky with desire. "Please."
I'd pressed her against the wall and teased her with one hand while nibbling on her tit. The harder I bit the slicker she got. True to her words she didn't deny anything as I chomped down with force. Her yell turning into a muffled moan as she bit her bottom lip. My finger finding her inner folds while my thumb strummed her clit had her body trembling. This was something Sky relished and hated with a passion.
This woman welcomed the body trembling climax as I kissed my way down ignore the plea in her eyes. I scooped her up onto my shoulders giving full access of her lower extremities to my mouth. My goal was to keep it going as long as possible and possibly even give her another. Licking inside and out made her thighs squeeze as she pulled at my short dreads. Denying her the release of rolling my tongue along her clit until I felt her juices flowing down my chin.
An explosion went off in her body as I applied steady pressure to her clit. Her nails scratched at my scalp and her thighs blocked all sound as she locked them over my ears. As her climax came down she released her vice grip on me and breathed heavily. As I back away I flicked her clit one last time and felt her back away.
"Was that resistance?" A wicked smile spread across my face as she looked down sheepishly. I grabbed a towel from the rack and grabbed her hands. "I hope you can cover the damages."
I ripped the towel into several strips and soaked them with water and the hotel provided soap. With each one I would slowly slide them over another erogenous part of her body. I decided against the soap for the final strip. Opting instead to blindfold her with it. As I stood admiring this soapy piece of art I'd made her hands reached out for me. I sidestepped them and whispered into her ear.
"Not yet my pet."
She froze in place as the stream of water rained down on her. I quickly grabbed a cloth and bathed her body gently. Cleaning her from the neck down. She relaxed the longer this went on until she could no longer feel my touch. I watched as she tilted her head to listen for the faintest sound of me, searching for the smallest notion that I hadn't abandoned her.
As she reached for the blindfold I bound her hands and quietly shushed into her ears. These were the things I'd wanted to do with Sky but she didn't trust me to care for her this intimately. But here was this stranger willingly surrendering herself to me. Rubenesque body presented to me with no hesitation. I took her hands and placed them on my cock moving her hands to instruct her to stroke me.
I placed a hand on her shoulder and she instinctively went to her knees. Her face hovering inches away from me I pushed forward penetrating her lips. Her warm tongue swirling around my dick as I pushed in and out of her mouth.As her rhythm became steady I pulled back, forcing her to lean forward for me.
My deep chuckle was drowned out by the water. Her nose was pressed into my naval as she choked on my length. I forcefully pushed her off of me and watched as the water cleaned the spit and saliva from her face. I turned her around and pushed her onto all four. The water pounded on my back as I slowly eased inside of her. Building a steady motion and feeling her push back into me.
As I took over grabbing her hips and slamming into her the wet sounds echoed inside the bathroom. As much as I was enjoying this I needed to remember why I was doing it. I focused wholly on busting my nut and raising up out of here. Her clenching helped speed the process up and she could tell. She began to beg me not to pull out and I complied.
Exhausted I stayed in place as the water washed over me. I slowly pulled out cleaning my shaft as it shrank back to its flaccid state. I untied her and removed the blindfold. She eagerly fetched a washcloth to clean me up. I stood in place as she moved around me cleaning every inch. When she tried to get me hard again I swatted her hand away.
"That should square up our debt. And this hopefully remains a secret." I was rushing to get dressed and out of this blissful nightmare. "Please don't come looking for me."
"That's going to be hard considering how good pets are at finding their masters," she joked. "But I understand."
I winced at the nickname and bolted out of the door. With cleared street I cautiously steered to my home shaking my head at what I'd done. It couldn't be justified and I would be damned if she left me because of this. As I pulled into the parking garage a familiar powder blue Pontiac drove by me. The shirtless passenger was laughing as he turned to leave.
Shaking it off I walked through the halls of the apartment complex and fished out my keys to the door. Slow music could be heard through the door and the smell of fresh candles could be heard. I scrunched my brows in confusion because this was her post-coitus routine and I wasn't here last night. Then the realization hit me. He was here last night, snowed in with Sky, and we had just had our biggest fight ever.
My keys dropped to the floor as I slid down the opposite wall in dismay. I shook my head with doubt but the evidence was there. I couldn't accuse her after what I'd just done but for her to sleep with MY boss was a whole other level of betrayal. That smug bastard would probably be smiling every day just thinking about this. The rage took a hold of me as I forced myself up.
Shoving the key into the door I burst through it and saw her look of joy. It slowly faded as she saw the anger on my face. Her confused expression only made me feel worse.
"So I just saw Michael on his way out." Her realization didn't show as I began to explain. "He looked extremely happy considering he was snowed in 45 minutes away from his home. Any idea why that is?"
"He probably knows someone else who live nearby. I did tell you I saw him a few times in the neighborhood while I was out."
This brought up another realization in me. He was on lunch calls for two hours on those days. My apartment was 15 minutes away. Those lunch calls started when I got my promotion four months ago. She quit her job because I didn't want her to have to work again after she put me through college.
"I have all the addresses and contact information of all of his associates and sneaky links. None of them live near here. What was he doing HERE?"
Her face lost all expression as she shook her head. "You were gonna find out one way or another. Michael and I have been seeing each other and I think it's time you moved on as well."
There it was. The dagger through the heart I'd been waiting for. I clinched my fists as I paced through the front room. All the while she stood there with no expression or words. The tornado of thoughts going through my head landed on hurting her but I held it in. Looking back at her I could only ask one question.
"Why?"
"You're too nice to me. I need a man who can handle me, put me in my place and treat me how I want to be treated in private," She explained walking to the door. "He spoils me in public and uses me in private. Something a BOY like you wouldn't understand. And that's what I need in my life. Not someone who worships everything about me or is my every beckoning call."
"So I treated you like a queen and this is what you've wanted all along?" I slumped onto the chair shaking my head. The smile on my face scared me. "All this time and you said nothing."
"You're a great guy. And I'm sure someone out there would love to be with you." A bit of fear had entered her voice as she noticed the smile. "But I'm not the one you need. I'll be by to get my things later."
"So you hurt me and you're not even going to apologize?" I asked looking up at her.
"I'm pretty sure after last night we both knew this was where it was heading." She looked at me with a sly smile. "Although I may have broken you for the next poor girl."
The door closed behind her as I sat shaking my head. Her laughter should have done something to me, made me feel anything, but I could only think about the cougar. How I could use a stress reliever at this very moment. At that moment my phone buzzed. I sighed as I checked the notification.
An ad for therapy made me laugh to myself. After all of this I could do with some venting to help me get back to normal. I scrolled down and my jaw dropped. Dr. Clarice WIlliams had a picture of brunette hair flowing down to her shoulders and a pair of captivating green eyes hidden behind glasses. Was God sending me help or was the Devil tempting me? I shrugged and turned on my PS4 to play Paladins.
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