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disposability as a kink is suchhh a double edged knife for me. like its extremely exceptionally hot but at the same time even implying it in the safest roleplay scenario ever would just emotionally crush me i think. the idea that im just there to get you off and then youll toss me aside forever is the hottest thing in the entire world and then 1 millisecond later its suddenly the awfulest scariest thing ive ever thought of and please please please cuddle me so tight and never let me go

#a lot of my kinks are like this #a lot of my harder kinks are things that have happened to me #and the only reason im not a sobbing mess after scenes is how safe i feel with the people in my life that i trust that way.

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Hot horny trans women on the internet will have you saying shit like "3 hours isn't that long of a drive"

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Me: "I'm not an attention whore"

Also me the moment anyone gives me good attention: *brain melts into a puddle*

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ok so i was @dreamyintersexpuppy and @eternalintersexpuppy but got nuked AGAIN so reblog to help me nnot lost my mind or income

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It saddens me how entrenched the gender binary is, especially within trans and queer spaces. With very few exceptions, I'm still generally treated as a queer man (which is not how I identify) and even then I'm not considered "man enough". But I also dont tick enough boxes for people to consider me woman enough either.

Not that I want to be. It’s just frustrating that not only am I still frequently forced into a binary system that clearly isnt the right fit for me, but nobody knows how to approach or treat me due to how difficult it is to classify me. I fall through the cracks.

Femme folks seem uncomfortable around me in terms of how to include Mr, and mostly don't engage me much, regardless of how I'm expressing my gender identity, whereas masc folks often seem put off by how soft I come across and how queer I sound.

Kink and sex wise, I've been told I'm not firm or commanding enough to be a effective Dom and simultaneously that I dont look like or seem like I'd be fun to top as a desirable sub because of my suze and body type. Which is bullshit because given the space to be myself and affirmed I can be the best, most caring, giving and assertive Daddy fag that anyone could possibly want, who will breed you like the good pup that you are, or, the the most desperate, horny service doggo to the right Dom, who will do anything they possibly can to get you off and feel good with you.

Binaries fucking suck. And it's shitty that after a decade of being out as a gender nonconforming queer I still find myself failing to live up to the cisnormative gender roles and expectations that continue through supposedly radical communities.

This rant brought to you by recent feelings during queer dates and my continued struggle at making affirming connections with other trans and nonbinary folks.

Have some throw-back pics 🥰

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I have ordered *several* extremely fun looking toys :3 it's about time I got new ones, may consider taking some videos when they come in~

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I volunteer as tribute 🥺🥺🥺

i have such a huge breeding kink it’s actually insane. i would always prefer you to cum inside me and then fuck it into me as far as possible

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I'm having very normal thoughts

uhhhhhhhhhhh......

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The intimacy of getting to know someone’s kinks and slowly but surely slipping them into conversation~

Slipping them that extra little “good job” after basic tasks and watching their cheeks get hot and their eyes dart around the room.

Asking them to grab a drink and watching the jolt in their step when they register the word “fetch” a second too late.

The back and forth debates and silly arguments ending in cutting them off with a simple “you’re so cute when you get excited”

The tease behind all those knowing glances and trace of the hand touches becoming just too overwhelming until my poor pup is stuttering through conversation and grinding its thighs together begging to be touched😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

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are you lost, puppy? what’s a little thing like you doing out here all on your own? shh, it’s okay. you’re safe while i’m around. here, let me fasten this around your neck. doesn’t that feel good? why don’t you come home with me. have you ever been owned, baby?

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Every time I go to the stylist it's such an enormous self esteem boost for me 🥺🥺🥺

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a little autobiographical piece about the internet

#i used to message the account of a very close friend of mine that passed several years ago #still feels like shes gonna reply after her classes are over #if i just wait long enough

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Puppygirl got her wings 😇😇😇

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I don't trust anyone who hasn't acknowledged their capacity for evil.

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Gregg's turn heheheheheheheehh

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Mayday

In my Nitw phase

#i fucking love night in the woods