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twisted-monarch · 3 years
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ive been on tumblr a long time and i remember when everyone said “oh don’t romanticize mental illness” and it was agreed that doing that was gross and a good way to kill people indirectly
but somehow we’ve come full circle and there are people who legit defend their right to be anti-recovery there are people who don’t want to get better and spread the idea that you can’t get better as if it’s gospel and it’s fucking frightening to me bc nobody seems to want to say “hey? this is toxic and untrue and is your disease speaking, and it’s not something you should accept.”
and i feel like every recovery post gets about 500 of these people saying “this isn’t something that will work” “cool karen i’m depressed” “maybe it worked for you but it won’t work for other people” and that’s… just… im so sorry if you’re 15. i’m sorry if you’re in high school and watching grown adults tell you it doesn’t get better. that nobody says that with time and help and patience the world stops being so heavy, that accepting your illness as a fact is one thing but accepting it as the only way to be is just wrong, that you can learn to live with it and still find some degree of “happy”…. if i had seen this shit back when i was … oh god starting at 12 when i was already self-harming …. i think i’d have actually honest-to-god killed myself. not a joke, not a funny tumblr punchline, i would have actually just killed myself. 
i’m saying this right here and right now to the adults on this site. if you for any reason shoot down positivity that’s causing no harm - you might have indirectly worsened someone else’s condition, and you should try and do better in the future. if you find it necessary to tell people “recovery is a lie”, you need to do better. i know everyone has different circumstances, but i also know that mental illness behaves in such a way that everyone thinks they can’t recover.  if you feel like you should be spreading the Word Of Relapse, you are causing toxic language to be normalized and you need to do better. 
im team “cool karen ive got depression and that means i’m going to try this because i’ve got to try something” i’m team “romanticize recovery” i’m team “it isn’t working now but it might in the future and it’s worth staying to find out” im team “hey this didn’t work for me but it might help somebody else out”
fuck guys it shouldn’t be an unpopular opinion to say “i don’t want any of you to die”.
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★ 【雨宿里-】 「 Tītania (FFXIV) 」 ☆ ✔ republished w/permission ⊳ ⊳ follow me on twitter
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The bond.
I’m a totally dog person. :)
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If you're reading this...
go write three sentences on your current writing project.
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Bungou Stray Dogs Wan! anime babies
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I have never denied that Maleficent is prime Goth Girlfriend ™️ material (and I have a massive crush on her), though.
I think twisted wonderland is so fucking funny cuz people are thirsting over hot anime boy versions of disney villains. Oh you like Jamil?? I hope you realize you’re really thirsting after an old creep who called a 16 year old “pussycat.” You like Vil? That means deep down you have the hots for the evil queen, I hope you’re ugly, for your own sake. If you’re a Idia fan then, just, what the fuck dude he is the lamest version of Hades ever, he’s got none of the charisma, he can’t even turn to smoke, and he doesn’t even have sharp teeth. Riddle your type? Just admit you’re into a big woman with anger issues and go. And if you like Mal and/or Azul you’re just too much of a coward to admit that Maleficent and Ursula are hot as-is and you need a buffer to excuse your attraction to one/two of the most attractive animated women of all time. Twisted wonderland fans just admit you have the hots for the real version of the disney villain you’re crushing on challenge. 
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太宰治
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the fight is harder each year.
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★ 【狂zip】 「 判決 」 ☆ ⊳ diluc (genshin impact) ✔ republished w/permission ⊳ ⊳ follow me on twitter
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I still haven't recovered emotionally from this.
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Emet Selch from FFXIV . The main story questline for Shadowbringers is so good and I don’t want to leave it 😭
First time using shaders in Unity. I still don’t know how it works 😩 It’s all sorcery to me.
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12月12日
夜空の星数えて🌌
リリアちゃんの誕生日まであと20日!
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Reflections = Paintings
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I mean... Pills or not, this is relatable content.
when i die i want to be a goat when i come back i want to look like some wouldst thou like to live deliciously bitch i want some cunt driving by my field to see me and think to themselves that thats a bad omen right there
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