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Chapters: 20/? Fandom: Yellowjackets (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Lottie Matthews/Natalie Scatorccio, Vanessa "Van" Palmer/Taissa Turner, Shauna Shipman/Jackie Taylor, Vanessa "Van" Palmer & Natalie Scatorccio, Natalie Scatorccio & Jackie Taylor, Natalie Scatorccio & Shauna Shipman Characters: Misty Quigley, Laura Lee (Yellowjackets), Natalie Scatorccio, Lottie Matthews, Van Palmer, Taissa Turner, Shauna Shipman, Jackie Taylor (Yellowjackets) Additional Tags: hear me out, nat and jackie and van and shauna childhood besties, nat has shitty parents, but her childhood was nice because of her friends, lottie has shitty parents, and no meaningful friendships until nat, and the rest of the yellowjackets, lottie fell first, slowburn, Child Abuse, Child Neglect, Domestic Violence, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Schizophrenic Lottie Matthews, Lesbian Lottie Matthews, Bisexual Natalie Scatorccio, natalie has PTSD, lottie has depression, lottie is stupid rich, van is the best fucking friend you can have, no beta we die like Jackie Taylor, Suicidal Thoughts, Found Family, Mutual Pining, Lottie Matthews Loves Natalie Scatorccio, Lottie Matthews Needs a Hug, Natalie Scatorccio Needs a Hug, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism Summary:

Natalie's life has been a rollercoaster of extreme lows and incredible highs. She makes meaningful friendships that run so deep in her she can't just throw them away. Not even after what Jackie said that one winter. Or when Natalie pulled the trigger that night and tried to push them all away. She's never known a sense of peace and yet, it's all she feels when she's around Lottie Matthews.

Lottie Matthews life has been one of loneliness. Absent parents, voices only she can hear, and no meaningful connections. Her mind seems to be her enemy most days and she knows it'll never give her peace. So why does Natalie Scatorccio call her mind beautiful and says she can't sleep at night unless it's with Lottie?

#lottienat #lottie matthews #natalie scatorccio #yellowjackets #lottienat fanfic #my fanfic #icngyp lottienat #i could never give you peace

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# them

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i can excuse cannibalism, but i draw the line at nat scatorccio being presumably straight

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Yellowjackets + Energy Drinks

this shit post comic is my magnum opus

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— Juliette Lewis on Natalie's healing journey with Lottie

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pixelated lottienat 🤞🏼

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William Arrowsmith's translation of Euripides (1958)

@lgbtqcreators challenge | free space + black and white

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gals being girls

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WAIT A SECOND...... UR TELLING ME THISSS IS HOW NAT AND LOTTIE USED TO LOOK AT EACH OTHER BEFORE THE CRASH..???

oh GOD and liv enthusiastically nodding and smiling and agreeing saying 'they were teammates, they were friends,' as jasmin says 'oh, thats sweet. its.. tragic.' (also sophie totally implied they communicated that way outside of games cus she followes it up like 'blah blah blah')

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#they were more than that

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nat: *banging a pen on the table out of frustration*

lottie: stop that, how would you feel if i banged you on the table?

nat: i-

nat: i don't know the correct answer to that question...

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the bathtub scene

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@mistysnat asked: 1996 lottienat or 2021 lottienat

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grimace shake incident with the yellowjackets

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bathtub scene is so insane because for a moment, just for a moment, you could see lottie going back to being a teenager, going back to see how she was pre crash. being with nat makes lottie feel safe enough to just let herself be without feeling like the messiah or the prophet or whatever. she is just lottie, a traumatized teenager who loved football. nat keeps her sane and safe.