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A heart that hurts is a heart that works.
So I keep telling myself not to cry too hard,
as I feel you sliping away from me into the crowd.
And I love you, I never stopped, not even for a heartbeat,
and I genuinely like you as a person, too.
You are still the best thing that ever happened to me,
even all seems to be left right now is nonsense.
I love you, in all your forms and moods and clothes,
I even prefer the non-glamorous version of you to the public one.
Like when you put your hair up when you cook or walk around the living room with a broom, sweeping everything in your way away.
I love you when you sleep, the tense contours of your face gentle and relaxed, your breath coming regularly and touching my skin,
I love it when you crinkle your forhead a little when you think or paint or choose the right pair of earrings,
I love to watch you do anything, because your face, you, are the only thing in the entire Universe that makes sense to me.
The fact that there seems to be some sort of wall placed in between us, that we both holler and scream and nothing real comes out,
must be what hurts the most in my entire life on this planet.
I cannot make you understand me and I become the villain,
while all I ever desired was being the prince, or princess,
who rides you out of the dragon's lair on a white horse,
and tells you to get off just to kiss you and live happily ever after.
But fairy tales don't tell the reality of the past, of two people bringing a lot of pain from who they used to be to the table.
They don't talk about how we can become depleted and unhappy and desperate for feelings.
That's why I will never know what I did wrong because I swear I never, for a heartbeat, stopped looking at you with the same wide-open eyes as when you opened the door and said "hey, come in".
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