unlikelycavetowndreamer

[unlikelycavetowndreamer]

Listen or I hate you

Listen to my new song "Growing Up" here!!

[unlikelycavetowndreamer]

@snowtownband newest song fucking slaps and fuck you if you disagree

[unlikelycavetowndreamer]

I still love u @snowtownband and I am still alive

[unlikelycavetowndreamer]

I'm sad!!

[unlikelycavetowndreamer]

Heyooo. My song came out. Here's a linkerino

https://youtu.be/qOmFK7H5h58

[unlikelycavetowndreamer]

@snowtownband kinda daddy tho?

[unlikelycavetowndreamer]

cute & pretty & I want him @snowtownband

[unlikelycavetowndreamer]

Please please please please PLEASE read this. Also I'm sorry you feel that way. We're all just sad teenagers on this website

I am so absolutely scared of the future. I have been for the longest time. It sucks. It really sucks. I have such jealousy over people that seem to feel okay. I'm in this weird situation that no one around me relates to because, independent of me, my brain decided that I need to do music or die. Obviously, I chose music. But it just sucks SO MUCH. I love music. I love making music. But I hate. Numbers. I hate looking at my streams. I hate looking at my follower count. I hate looking at my bank account. I hate it all. It SUCKS. It's necessary for me to do so, for obvious reasons. It's just like. I am alone. I write my own music. I produce my own music. I do the cover art. The videos. The ads. The promotion. The reaching out to blogs. I do EVERYTHING. It's overwhelming. And if something doesn't do as well as I'd hope, it's my fault.

I am a sad teenager that just wants to show other sad teenagers that you aren't alone in what you feel. I'm doing that through music. But God does it suck to try to get heard.

There are no band members to split costs with. No one to tour with. No one to switch off driving the van with. I am alone. I am doing everything on my own.

Maybe, by some miracle, I'll be able to do what I love, and not have to ruin the integrity that means so much to me

I hate this.

[unlikelycavetowndreamer]

AAAAAA

new song I made.

June 26th

[unlikelycavetowndreamer]

ok I'm a little jealous about whoever you're talking about but WHATEVER I guess. u better write a good ass song about them

that's IT. I wanna get frozen yogurt with you

[unlikelycavetowndreamer]

reminder bc I post a lot and totally wipe blog posts. I made a lyric video for a song I wrote about highschool. Check it out if you'd like. Maybe to give you a break from the madness that is, what we call, outside

[unlikelycavetowndreamer]

good news good news good news

that's all they wanna hear

[unlikelycavetowndreamer]

Can I get a break

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I hate it

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dreaming too often

[unlikelycavetowndreamer]

I just wish things were different

[unlikelycavetowndreamer]

There's a whole lot more for me waiting on the other side