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Day 7: April 17

April 17, 2018 9:32 pm – Tuesday

Hi Love. I’ve been practicing my typing skills online, naaadik na ata ako sa pagtatype. Wala naman ako masyadong kwento ngayon since wala rin namang ganap sa life ko. Baka maraming ganap sa life mo, share ka naman oh. Nagbabantay lang naman ako ng bata, ikaw rin pala, dinadamayan mo talaga ako. Hahaha. Pwede na, pwede na. Ikaw ha Scorpio, palala ka ng palala. Hahaha. Joke lang. I like how comfortable you are with me, masyado kang SPG ha! Pero it’s okay, go lang. Syempre pabebe pa ako pagdating sa ganyan. Feeling ko ang landi-landi ko eh. Hahahah. Malandi ba ako? Malandi lang sa’yo siguro. Mehn, pag talaga may nakabasa ng conversation natin, dios mio.

I’ll just answer some questions to make this a little interesting.

We’ve been together for 6 months. What do I like about you?

Hmm. Enumerate ko ba? Ang dami eh. Wait, napapaisip tuloy ako. I like a lot of things about you. And the things I used to like, I learned to love. Shucks, ang hirap!! Hindi mahirap kasi wala akong maisip, mahirap kasi ang dami at hindi ko ma-explain. I love everything about you, your quirks and just everything.

Values: How similar are our core values? Things like beliefs, worldview, religion, moral priorities.

I think when it comes to our perspective of the world and how it functions and the society in general, our views are pretty similar. When we have different opinions on something, we don’t argue about it naman ‘di ba? It’s always an opportunity to learn.

Priorities: Are we on the same page? When I think about my life in 5 years, does it make sense for you to be there?

Oh, we say this a lot. You say this a lot. And yes we are on the same boat, aren’t we? When I think about the future, I always see you. You’re my present and my future. Alam mo naman ‘yan eh. Wala naman akong planong pakawalan ka at hindi ko rin gugustuhing mawala ka. Ikaw ba? When you think about your life in 5 years, does it make it for me to be there? Answer love.

Marriage:

Do we both want to get married? Yes, we both do. We talk about getting married a lot.

Do we view marriage similarly? I think we do. Ano sa tingin mo?

Do we both understand the purpose of marriage? I think when one gets married, it makes their relationship official. They have tied the knot eh. Wala na dapat hiwalayan, nangako ka sa harap ng altar tapos iiwan mo? Ikaw ba? Ikaw nga sumagot kung pareho pagkakaintindi natin sa marriage.

Do we share the desire to commit to spending the rest of our lives together, no matter what hardships?

Yes, I do father. Ayyy, mali. Yes, we do. I mean, heto na akong nagcocommit eh, hindi naman kita jinowa para saktan at iwan ka. You don’t date for fun – that is not applicable to all. For me, you date for marriage. And when I tell you that I’ll stay by your side for as long as we love each other, kahit anong pagsubok man yan, kakayanin!

Kids: Do we share the same desires as far as having kids?

Syempre gusto natin magkaroon ng happy family of 6!! 4 lang ha. Hinay-hinay lang, hindi ko talaga kaya yung dose love eh. Hahaha. I love you!!

~ okay, masyadong futuristic ang mga tanong. Nakuha ko lang ‘yan sa Google. Alam kong ang bata-bata pa natin at wala naman kasi sa tagal ng relasyon ‘yan. There’s still more years to come before parenting time comes for us, kaya our views might change. J

How do you feel about your current relationship?

I feel happy and grateful. I mean Lord, thank you.

What does good communication in a relationship look like?

I think, you can say you communicate well when you understand each other. Because you can’t really call it ‘communicating’ when there’s no understanding.

What feels unforgivable to you in a relationship?

Hmm, probably when he pretends to be happy and that everything is alright when he’s no longer happy and everything’s falling apart. One, we swore we wouldn’t lie. Two, I swore I’d make sure you’re genuinely happy, maybe not with me, basta masaya ka.

 Alrighttt! That’s all I’ve got for today. Like, leave a comment and subscribe! Hahahah. Youtuber lang ampeg. Ang sad ng last question. Walang magsisinungaling ah? I’m counting on the both of us. Talk to you in a bit.

Mamahalin ka magpakailanman,

Libra.

(10:12 pm, tulog na’ko. No more puyat sessions ;)

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Day 3-4: April 14-15

April 14, 2018 9:19 pm – Saturday

Hi Love. Hindi na kita naabutan, late na kaming nakauwi, nakatulog ka na din. Isang minuto lang ‘yon eh, sayang. So, lasinggera itong Ellen na ‘to, araw-araw ata ito nainom eh – dami pang encounter with boys. Hahaha. Nagugustuhan niya na daw ata yung nilalandi niya, mabango daw kasi tapos maganda katawan. Ellen, please! Anyways, mukhang nag-enjoy ka naman sa debut, good for you. Ang gwapo-gwapo mo, nyemas ka. Nagpakita pa siya ng collar bone niya ih. Masyado ka ng hot, h’wag mo masyadong galingan. Tamo sa sobrang gwapo mo may nagpapicture sayong babae. Iba talaga pag habulin. H’wag ka lang mahulog ah?

At dahil ayaw mong maniwala na kaya kong magsulat tungkol sa kagwapuhan mo, heto na. Watch me.

Enjoy reading mon amour.

Alam mo, simulan natin sa simula, malamang. Hindi ako magsasawang i-kwento sa’yo ito, kahit ulit-ulitin ko pa. Sana hindi ka rin magsawa. Hindi ba, sabi ko nga sa’yo, apple of my eye kita. Yung tipong kakakita ko palang sa’yo, parang may something na. Kaya hindi ko na talaga i-dedeny na bago pa man binanggit ni Ellen pangalan mo, medyo crush na kita. Hindi ko alam pero nacucurious na talaga ako sa’yo noong time na ‘yon eh. Ikaw una kong nakita tapos sabi ko sa sarili ko, “Ay, parang i-snobero ‘to ah,” tapos sinara ko ulit pintuan noon. Hindi ako pumasok kasi hindi naman kita kilala. Hahaha. Oo, hindi pa kita kilala noon. Nakita mo ata ako noong binuksan ko yung pinto kasi nandoon ka sa likod nakaupo tapos bumalik ka sa pagtulog mo. Never kong inexpect na magiging close tayo, let alone maging jowa ka. Siguro pag i-kwekwento ko ‘to sa old self ko, hindi rin siya maniniwala.

First day of school ‘yon. Noong nagka-adviser na tayo, medyo nagwawarm-up na sa isa’t isa mga kaklase natin. Nabubuo na yung mga grupo-grupo, nagagather na into a circle. Hindi pa ako nagsasalita noon, inoobserbahan ko pa kayo. Tinitignan ko kung sinong mapapakisamahan ko – ‘yong kaya kong i-tolerate at kaya rin akong i-tolerate. And I can say that I was always drawn to you. Gusto kitang maging kaibigan. You didn’t speak much but you laughed a lot. Sabi mo nga ‘di ba, people conceptualize you as the happy-go-lucky na guy at walang kaproble-problema. Parang gusto ko mahawa sa pagiging masayahin mo. Tagal na kitang napapansin, matagal na rin kitang crush. Hindi ko lang talaga inaamin sa sarili ko. Pinagbabawalan ko kasi sarili kong magkagusto pero lakas mo eh. First quarter, nasa likod ka nakaupo kasama mo si Ehd at Yanzy, The Three Musketeers ata tawag niyo sa small circle ninyo, tropa niyo pa si Hannah. Naalala ko ‘yon kasi that time nagkakalabuan na si Steph at Yanzy, sinusumbong ko na kalandian ni Yanzy kay Steph noon. Ito totoo ‘to, noong time na ‘yon, I catch myself looking back sainyo, hindi ko alam kung bakit pero natutunan ko rin namang dedmahin kasi akala ko wala lang.

Nagsimula na lahat noong 2nd quarter, pinagtagpo tayo ng tadhana. Hahahaha joke, corny wtf. Noong first quarter, pinaglalaruan ko pa ‘yong idea na may nagugustuhan ako sa Einstein pero sa susunod na quarter, ako na pinaglalaruan ng puso ko. Alam kong kabisado mo na ‘tong kwentong ‘to, bear with me kasi parte ‘to ng explanation. Sabayan mo nalang ako sa pagkwento. Hahaha. Noong birthday ni Ellen, happy crush niya si Makoy, ang saya niya tignan. Kinikilig ganoon. Wala, masaya lang, harmless. Nainggit ako kasi nagkakagusto na mga kaibigan ko kung kani-kanino, gusto ko rin ng thrill sa life ko.  Pero nagka-issue nga noon tapos after ng party pansin namin ni Ellen na gusto mo ngang makichismis. Kaya inisip ko na parang, “Ayyyyy.” But later on, one night, I talked to Ellen and asked for names. Humingi ako ng listahan ng mga lalaki na pwede kong magustuhan, ‘yong may potential. Hahahah. Syempre nabanggit niya na halos lahat, I was actually waiting she’d mention your name. And with no hesitation, I said, “Sure, why not?” I even asked what your good qualities are and I think she said na matino ka nga daw at ang bango mo! Bago niya pa sabihin ‘yon, alam ko na. Ang bango mo talaga eh! Here’s my favorite part, the next day, pinalitan na ni Ma’am Mavic ‘yong seating arrangement, to my surprise, I was placed next to you. At that moment, I had a moment because in my mind I thought what a good coincidence. I think you said something like, “Uy! katabi kita.” Nasa classroom na si Ellen, lumabas kami and I “freaked”, pero not in a bad way but more sa kilig na side. Even asked myself if this is it. I had no plans then. I was just supposed to enjoy how fun it is to have a crush on someone, knowing it would probably fade.

(Update: April 15 na, 12:42 pm)

Makakasulat na uli ako, napaupo ko si Khael sa walker niya ng hindi umiiyak. Makulit siya, makulit! But nothing I can’t manage. Kanina sabi ko na parang ayaw ko na pala. Pero mas gusto ko atang magbantay nalang kaysa sa maglinis – may rubrics pa ata nanay ko para doon eh. Nasa labas kayo as of now, nauupdate naman ako through your pinsan’s My Days. Hahaha. Thanks to social media. Khael’s currently sitting on my lap.

(Update: 3:58 pm)

Babysitting happened and I just had no time but now I do. Mehn, si Bebang pala ‘tong nagpapapasok ng pusa sa bahay. Sabi niya, “It’s okay, it’s just a cat.” She’s such a cutie. Anyways, bumalik na tayo baka kasi nawawala ka na. Baka hindi mo madistinguish kung anong pinapatunayan ko.

So, we became seatmates. At first, I was wondering how to make it work because as you know, I’m such an awkward person. But you were actually tolerable; you were fun to be with. There was never a dull moment. Wow ha, seatmate palang kita n’yan. Later on, we shared laughs together. Mahilig ka magpagawa ng school work pero ako naman ‘tong oo ng oo. Hindi ako umayaw diba? Hahaha. I could’ve easily brushed you off but I didn’t. I definitely noticed you, prolonged stares and questionable smiles. During that time, lagi na akong tinatanong ni Ellen kung may nadedevelop ba daw pero lagi akong hesitant sa pagsagot ko kasi alam kong mayroon. I kept it low-key. Then by the end of the quarter, you were jokingly telling me you’ll miss me. I always wanted to start something with you, a friendship, pero I am not that comfortable with the idea of messaging you first. I don’t message boys. Sa simpleng chicharon nalang ipapadama yung friendship. Hahaha. That really felt awkward pero I know you didn’t really mind. Noong nilipat na talaga tayo, realtalk, namiss talaga kita. It started with me placidly confessing my actual feelings to Ellen tapos noong hindi siya available, nagsabi na rin ako kay Bea. I tried to enumerate the possible reasons why. During that time, I had no reason in my mind but maybe I was just in denial all along. They helped me; they listed your qualities down. They started with the fact na matino ka daw, mabango, you’re athletic tapos you genuinely cared for your friends. Remind me please, ano nga bang point ko?

Tapos, nakilala kita. In the beginning, I actually believed it wouldn’t last because we’re two different people, presumably interested in completely different things. Then, little by little you let me in; you let me in the deepest darkest corners of your mind – a place where no one has been to before. I felt honored. Unlike me, you kept your mouth shut about your feelings and you were reserved. You aren’t that shy but when it came to your feelings, you are tight-lipped. Kaya noong nakilala kita, halos araw-araw akong nagugulat sa mga pinapakita mo. I was hesitant at first pero sabi ko sa sarili ko na, I feel strongly about this, why let him go? And I didn’t. We tried to find a common ground and you surprised me even more. You showed interest when we talked about history. If I’m not mistaken, I brought Marie Antoinette and it progressed from there. You shared your perspective and even though I wasn’t there to personally see it, I saw your eyes lit up and your mind processing word by word. It felt real. You gave a glimpse of unfeigned delight as we spoke about the mysteries of the world. And that is beautiful.

Siguro nagtataka ka, bakit kailangan kong i-kwento from the start? Ano nga bang point ko? Ano bang gusto kong patunayan. Gusto kong patunayan sayo na bago ko pa naappreciate physical beauty mo, I marveled at how beautiful you are as a person. Because of you, I’ve learned not to judge instantly. Remember when I told you that you are rare? Well, you really are.

(Update:  11:44 pm)

Magrarant nalang ako kasi malapit nang magmidnight. Ang point ko lang naman kasi, gwapo ka naman kasi talaga. It sucks that you don’t see it when many people can. Syempre yung iba nakikita naman talaga ‘yon, they just don’t say it. May mga times na mapapatingin nalang ako sa’yo kasi hindi ako makapaniwalang akin ka, I can’t help but gaze in awe. Alam kong inaasar kitang kamukha mo si Quiroga kasi may pagkachinito ka pero I think your eyes are one of your defining features. Tuwing nakikipag-eye contact ako, may sense of familiarity kasi alam kong ikaw ‘yon, ang taong mahal ko. Aside from that, you carry yourself pretty well, you dress nicely. Yung pagdamit mo, pinapagwapo ka lalo. Plus, yung scent mo. That, I’ll never forget. I never kid when I say I know you’ve passed by the hallway by just smelling your perfume. Minsan nga tinatawanan ko sarili ko kasi nasa stairs palang ako, inaamoy ko na yung hallway, sensing traces of you. And when I know you’re there, I feel extra alive to go to school. I totally agree with Ellen when she said she’s attracted to the collar bone kasi kuya, ako ata ‘tong na-inlove sa’yo noong Grad Ball. You looked simply dashing. Simple pero may class tignan. Litaw na litaw collar bone mo noon tapos mapapalunok nalang ako kasi na starstruck ata ako ng jowa ko. Hahaha. You looked good. You always do.

But it’s not just that, putting all the physical attributes away, I think if people didn’t know you well, they wouldn’t see what I see right now. Oo, siguro tama ka. Siguro nga sinasabi ko lang ‘to dahil mahal kita. Mahal kita kaya nakikita ko yung mga bagay na malabo sa mga paningin nila, nakikita ko yung kagandahang loob mo. Nakikita ko yung kinabukasan ko sa mga mata mo. Nakikita ko ‘yon kasi binuksan mo puso mo para sa akin. At dahil doon, alam kong sinasabi ko ‘to, hindi dahil bulag ako kun’di dahil minulat mo mga mata ko sa kagandahang taglay ng iyong puso. Hindi ako bulag, kitang-kita ko at alam kong kita mo rin. Hindi mo lang kayang tanggapin. Alam mo, we should stop talking trash about ourselves. If I can appreciate you and you can appreciate me then why can’t you appreciate yourself the same way you appreciate me? And I’ll do the same. It’s okay to be humble because the world taught us that and in a society kung saan hindi mo na talaga alam kung saan ka lulugar , naiitindihan kita. But that gives us more reason to appreciate ourselves, sa mundong puno ng galit para sa iba, the least we can do is be kind to ourselves and to others. You know that I love you at hinding-hindi ako mapapagod na i-remind ka kung gaano ka kagwapo inside and out. Your qualities as a person make you a lot more attractive. Before all of that, you always seemed mysterious to me and that I would regret it if I didn’t come to know you. Ang ganda ng aura mo eh, I always knew there’s more to you.

Alam kong I didn’t make so much sense, I’ve tried to explain it to the best of my ability and it’s up to you if you want to believe me. Sana maniwala ka talaga because I am not lying. Nanay mo man magsabi o stranger lang d’yan sa kalsada, if someone compliments you, just smile and take it. Simple. You are a rare gem. Always remember that. A gem deeply embedded in my heart. A gem that reminds me that beauty can be found in the hearts of men.

I bet if you were me, you’d fall in love with yourself too.

Endlessly loving you,

Libra.

~April 16, 2018 12:16 am~ nyttt

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April 12, 2018 10:40 pm (Qa) April 13, 2018 3:40 am (Ph)

I stumbled upon Kaye Cal once again. Alam kong pahirap wi-fi dyan, I might not be there to physically sing to you. Hindi kita mahaharana ng malayuan, so maybe if the connection allows, listen to Kaye Cal for me? I recommend listening to his covers. Think of it as me whispering in your ear. After all, I think I have sang most of the song he covers to you. hahaha.

So, naglilinis ako as of now. Sinungaling itong kapatid ko, sabi niya nagwawalis siya dito sa kwarto nila mama, hindi pala. Masyado tuloy maalikabok sa ilalim ng bed. May handaan nga kanina eh, may mga nag-iinuman pa sa labas. Iniwan pa kami ni papa, parating na rin si mama in a few hours. Like you, nadelay siya. I’m getting myself prepped for next week, magbebabysit na ako!! Medyo mix feelings, okay na sa aking magbantay kaysa magchores pero ang kulit ni Bebang tas ang likot din ni Khael tapos ibebabysit ko pa yung Gaurie na yun.We’ll see how it goes. I’m already thinking of binge-watching the Marvel films next week. Get ready because I’m going to ask a lot of questions hahaha. Also, I paused my NCIS marathon kasi I spoiled myself. Asar, every time I ruin the plot for myself, I end up losing the interest in watching it. Pero siguro dahil din ayaw ko yung ending. Mehn alam kong hindi ka relate, pero aalis na yung mga favorite characters ko and final season na nila ;(

By the way, hindi ko pa alam purpose ng blog na ito hahaha. Hmm, maybe this is the way I’ll tell you stories, dito na rin ako magkkwento since we don’t have much time to talk and the connection just sucks. So think of this is as me narrating how my day went. Okay? :) How about you? How are you settling in? I want to tag you on several posts pero naalala kong hindi mo maview hahaha. Kaya, I’ll just pile it all up in my account and maybe resend it once you have a better connection. Is that okay?

Before I forget, I’ve been drawing a lot lately. You might find several drawings attached in that little black notebook ;)

So, balik linis na po ako and I’ll talk to you in a bit Scorpio!

Mwaaaps.

- L

(11 pm, Qa)

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Day 1: April 12

April 12, 2018 8:28 am – Thursday

Hi love.  I guess I’ll be doing this for the next 3 months. Medyo tinatamad akong magsulat sa notebook eh. But I’ll try writing. My dad turned the connection off in the middle of our conversation. But I know it won’t be long until he turns it back on unless he’s willing to not watch his favorite afternoon show just as he’s willing to keep me doing my chores. Can I rant? I understand my mom a lot better now and I get that we treated her unfairly. I somehow feel the same way she feels, you know, people are around but they’re not around to help you. It’s annoying. They just wait for you to do what they should also be doing. Gets ko na ngayon. Hindi ko talaga masisisi si mama kung nagagalit siya because all this time, we’ve given her less when we could’ve given more. We always fell short and that is something we need to apologize for. Akala ko pag wala si mama dito sa bahay, less work for me, pero yun pala, more tasks on my plate. We are so dependent. They’re right, our moms are right. Tayo talaga kawawa pag wala sila. We shouldn’t be too dependent because when we’re finally on our own, we only have ourselves to depend on. Baka pagbalik ni mama I’ll try harder to be better. Share ko lang hahaha. We should be talking right now but I’m sorry if I’m making you wait. Gusto ko sana lumabas para bumili ng load but I think that will be unnecessary. Hihintayin ko nalang pag-arrive mo sa Cebu. I’m not used to be up early and talking to you but I guess, I’ll get used to it din. I hope I’ll still get to talk to you on a daily basis, it doesn’t have to be every minute, simpleng “Good Morning,” lang sapat na. Pero syempre sana you keep me updated.

I remember last Grade 9, pinag-uusapan namin nila Nicole yung mga jowa nila. Noong time na yun ata hindi okay si Cath at si Ivan – sila pa noong time na yun eh – tapos naikwento ata ni Nicole na noong asa Pinas daw si Yuan, nagloloko siya. Sabi niya, you should not let your man go home or something like, tuwing asa Pilipinas nagloloko sila. I remembered back then, I didn’t really care. I mean, I cared about the welfare of my friends, their state. Pero I didn’t really care what they felt. Gets mo ba? Like, I know they’re hurting from the pain their relationship has caused them but I never understood. I know they were in pain and I comforted them to the best of my ability but I didn’t understand it. Minsan nga nagbibiro nalang ako, “breakan mo na kasi,” tapos magrereply si Nicole, “ hindi naman kasi ganoon kadali.” At that time, I knew it wasn’t pero I was asking myself why, why isn’t it easy when he’s giving you many reasons to leave. But I think now I understand. My case might be different from them because I know you wouldn’t do that, hindi ba? I’ve learned how to love, experienced to love and felt loved. I think somehow I understand. But thing is, even if you love a person that much, you should also know how much you love yourself that you wouldn’t let yourself stay in a relationship that drains you. Pero at the same time, remember when you said that even if you weren’t happy with me anymore, you would still find reasons to be. It always depends. It’s never the same for all people.

But you know what love, I hope even how rocky it gets, we wouldn’t give up. I want you to trust me in this because I trust you – big time. I know we’re still young yada yada, all that bs about being young and “falsely” in love. But even a young child knows what love is from the way his mother cradles him while he sleeps. I believe in us. Alam mo yun, asang-asa talaga ako. No lie. I know it’s overwhelming but we’ll work it out. And yes, we will grow and we will change but I hope throughout the process, we’ll still be happy in each other’s company. I know I’ll be happy, I know so.

What would I do if you’re gone? We don’t know what might happen, it might be okay now and later, it’s done. Sorry ha kung nag-ooverthink nanaman. Please don’t think I doubt you, I just know life isn’t that fair. One day, you’re happy and the next day it takes all of that away. I tell you that every time. Every single day I fear I’d lose you. Just hang on. With all the things we’ll still be going through, rage of teenage hormones, long-distance, college, a depressive state of not finding a job, looking for success at 23, wanting to become stable instantly, all the while keeping each other happy.

I’m sorry. I’m just rambling random things out. I don’t even know if I make sense. I just want you to stay. That’s all. A part of me pities myself for falling in love with the right person now because we’ll see each other grow and become the worst and best versions of ourselves – especially because we are still adolescents. Great love at such a young age. I hope I’m wrong. I don’t think you understand my point right now, let me explain further. I’ve heard some people say kasi na with growth – kasi syempre this is the time in our life where we explore ourselves – in these years, it’s harder to maintain a relationship because we learn a lot about ourselves and the changes are drastic. Sabi-sabi lang nila yan ah, I didn’t really read into it. Alam mo namang napapraning ako sa mga binabasa at nalalaman ko hahaha. Alam mo ba, I take what I learn from my friends’ failed relationships to what I learn from stories I’ve gathered online and try to apply it to our relationship. I think you’re doing the same thing also, to avoid what they didn’t. I feel tuloy na parang I’m trying too hard or maybe that’s just me? Baka I’m just hoping this relationship really wouldn’t fail, do you get me? But I don’t want to be too much because that might cause this relationship to go downhill. I should just relax hahahah. I don’t want to make the same mistakes other people have made. But I can’t make this relationship perfect, it doesn’t have to be. It has its own share of flaws. We have our own share of flaws. And we’re different from everyone else.  One’s relationship differs from one another. A particular solution might work for one and not for us, it differs. Oo nga, I should just relax. Bwiset na Twitter yan, pinapaisip ako with its ideal relationships, “dapat ganito,” tsaka mga “panis yang I love you ninyo.” As if ang batayan ng pagmamahalan niyo ay yung dami ng explosion box na binigay niyo sa isa’t isa. The standards of what it should be like are piling up and yes, some are right. Some are just ridiculous. One thing I’ve noticed, political views are given importance tsaka yung capability ng jowa mong magpakita ng interest sa pinagsasabi mo, I think those are true. Hahaha. Minsan tuloy I ask myself, am I doing this right?

But maybe I should just relax. I’m thinking too much about it and that doesn’t help. I should do this the way I think is right. This is not about other people, this is about us and I am confident about us. Sure, it’s both our first time but we’ll learn along the way, diba? Ang dami kong sinabi and I have more to say and this is just the start of it. You didn’t bring the notebook with you so I just brought it to you.

I love you!!

- L

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