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no excuses someone bought me baldur's gate 3 so that's all i've been doin' sorry. still trying to fight for my right to work 'n stuff but it seems like i'm gonna have to wait until the university students leave just to even get the slightest chance at employment.

#010 //: out of character.

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i love mhw & all but what i do not love is being called by my character's name-

#010 //: out of character. #people are calling me k h a z on discord now and idk if i like it tbh

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sighs

Garl is such a god-damned cinnamon roll/

#010 //: out of character. #i love him in a brotherly sense #no one can not like Garl. 'tis quite literally a crime to do so. he only brings smile and optimism to wherever he goes.

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Valentine’s Day Application

Name: 

Age: 

Do you like to cuddle?: 

Can we make-out?: 

A night in or dinner out?: 

Whip cream or chocolate syrup?: 

Chocolates and roses?: 

What makes you a good Valentine?: 

Would you cook for me?: 

Would you let me cook for you?: 

Where would you take me on a date?:

Who’s paying?: 

What did you get me for Valentine’s Day?: 

#04 //: memes. #it will be a gamble if he actually takes the application seriously or not-- he's been trolled one too many times

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Do you focus more on talking role play first or talking casually about anything first?

'tis a good question, truth be told. methinks it's entirely on what my mood says that day, sometimes I can just jump right into plotting stuff with a partner to just holding a casual convo (as best as I can w/out my attention being diverted forcefully somewhere.) just honestly depends on my own anxieties that day as well since it truly isn't an easy battle to overcome most days. most cases, i'll try to plot out little by little and casually just talk if i can, y'know? it's not always about business.

#010 //: out of character.

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What’s a good way to start talking to you if people are scared to?

to be completely honest? i'm just as anxious BUT from my experience just talking to me in IMs/DMs (either discord or tumblr, truly doesn't matter which to me.) i swear that if i don't get to the message asap it's not 'cos i'm gatekeeping or anything but more likely than not that i'm just distracted or thankfully and finally working again! long story short though, if you're even slightly anxious and aren't too sure how to start anything then i tenderly encourage you to try and at least shoot message my way! i won't bite, i'm just sleepy and forgetful

#010 //: out of character.

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no one: absolutely no one: me: so uh, wanna learn about my lord and savior, Warrior-Cook Garl?

#010 //: out of character. #sea of stars has effectively rotted my brain #ng+ playthrough is already going swimmingly well. #garl my beautiful sunshine boy. i cherish him sm. i aspire to be like garl he is truly a special friend. one of a kind. #ong when i said this game made me tear up n stuff. it truly did. sea of stars won indie game of the year for a good reason

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Anxious Munday Meme!

Anxiety sucks, it’s real and it’s one hell of an obstacle. We aren’t all super confident people on the other side of the screen. Here’s some questions for the more nervous Muns out there!

How hard is it for you to approach new people you want to interact with?

What’s something you do to try to get to know other’s?

Should people think you’re intimidating/scary?

What’s a good way to start talking to you if people are scared to?

What’s a tip you would give to people trying to get to know you?

Do you dive into conversation easily?

How would you rate your conversation skills?

Do you feel awkward/nervous/etc trying to get to know people?

What is something you want people to know right away about yourself?

What are some things you worry about in terms of new people?

Stranger making small talk, yay or nay for you?

Introvert? Extrovert? Ambivert?

Do you focus more on talking role play first or talking casually about anything first?

Does knowing the other mun make writing threads easier or harder?

Do random messages out of the blue upset you at all?

Do random asks out of the blue upset you at all?

Do random memes out of the blue upset you?

Should people be nervous to send you things at all?

Is communication important to you?

How open are you to talking out problems and getting them resolved?

How scared are you of people, compared to how scared they should be of you?

What’s a way someone could ease the anxiety of unfamiliar conversation?

How much anxious internal screaming goes on with you on a regular basis?

How would friends describe you for the lovely people trying to get to know you? (Friends may send an answer to this question with the ask)

Ask anything you’ve wanted to know! Literally anything this is an invitation for knowledge.

#04 //: memes.

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@aaternum / original character with multiple verses ( fantasy, dead by daylight, cyberpunk, kimetsu no yaiba). 25+. loved/written by cherub. carrd. like/reblog if you'd like to interact!

#01 //: promotion. #pls go follow cherub- pretty pls her writing is so pretty and meaningful to read. actual art.

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tbh if I were to ever think about another potential muse, Garl would be a very strong maybe for the future.

#010 //: out of character. #Sea of Stars has rotted my brain fr fr

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also last time i promise but my god, the ost for sea of stars is so good- hits all of the nostalgia and tbh playthrough #2 is more emotionally charged than the first idk what it is about this but oml i find this charming fr.

#010 //: out of character.

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also still no excuse really except for the same ol' trying to get myself financially stable and stuff BUT also had my 25th couple days back and oh boy, i am not excited for 30 at all if this is how i feel rn

but also also- been feeling bits and bops of khaz' muse bubble here and there but no big implosions of creativity or anything. still thinkin' of y'all and how much i genuinely do miss writing here like i used too.

#010 //: out of character.

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so uh, sea of stars is def one of my fav games out of 2023. i don't usually do jrpgs too often anymore but holy moly, the music and pixel art was charming enough w/ the characters that i ended up crying w/ the true ending n' stuff

also seraï and garl carried hard.

#010 //: out of character. #also just casually go over the /true ending/ part cos i def didn't immediately rush to get that after the main story

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i got a new clicky-clacky mechanical keyboard w/ cherry mx keys. am happy boi. they only thing i hope for now is for some local businesses to actually call back so i don't have to pester them every week w/ new resumes.

how're y'all and how did the holidays pan out?

#010 //: out of character.

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unmatched ship dynamic: "i've done terrible things in the past" x "all i care about is who you are in the present"

#010 //: out of character.

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Merr chrinbas 💛

merr' crimmy!

#010 //: out of character. #a whole day later

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idk how well the baldur's gate character creation is but you better bet yer' ass that imma make khaz in a heartbeat AND they better have scars as options or else imma rage- monster hunter world had some really good ones so i'm also praying that mh wilds may have some good and detailed ones like they were in the previous main-line title.

#010 //: out of character. #mhw khaz is honestly one of my fav AUs/designs for khaz tbch