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I accept my responsibility as a man is first to myself. In doing so I let go of what used to hurt and disrupt my life. I am only responsible for the choices that I make and the decisions that I have made and will make. So those that no longer serve my higher purpose I have released with love. It's a shame when 2 people no longer serve each other or a higher purpose that they originally set out to discover.

Accepting the fact that people rarely change should not come as a shocker after the life I've lived so far. Nothing in human nature makes me blink, the sickness of the human condition is one of great joy and great sadness. And it is in those boundaries that I choose to exist with those that seem to do me no harm. Who's morals and ideas are aligned with mine so as not to waste this incredibly short time we have on this earth.

I'm sorry that you don't want to come along on this journey with me, in accepting the fact that I am alone once again is comforting. As you carry on with your own life ask yourself what's your own purpose? Reflect on the man you knew, and now the man you no longer know. We should seek to retain the few positives we lived through together and ask ourselves was it my best?

The lessons will not be soon forgotten and the naive little man that you purposely did wrong has evolved. Now the monster that stands before you is our creation. The responsibility for reducing the beast I have become is not your responsibility, but ease use caution when dealing with it. He was born from the pains of a broken heart, an unstable mind, a blackened soul, and a deafness to those who would seek his end because he needs truth and change in ways not capable of those around me. His fuel is the hunt for closure no matter the cost.

This monster is tired, and seems to discover solstice in the face of truth as the calming effect resembles faint feelings of what love used to be. His understanding of love.

I wish you a happy life and a meaningful one.

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(via mojitooss, mojitooss)

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Kinda tired of being okay with things I'm not okay with.

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I forgive a lot, but I never forget what's said and done.

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“Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened.”

— Dr. Seuss

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““Sometimes the happiest ending isn’t the one you keep longing for, but something you absolutely cannot see from where you are.” - Shauna Niequist”

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This too

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Should have done this to her....

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Best ways to restrain your Whumpees (a subjective scale)

Tied to a chair: 7/10. Classic, gets the job done. Rub their skin raw while you're at it.

Cuffed to the chair: 9/10. The more cuffs the better. Sure, cuff each wrist to an arm chair. But what if you also cuffed their wrists together with just enough slack so their circulation doesn't cut off? ... what if you didn't give them enough slack? What about their legs?

Chained to the chair: 4/10. Oppressive weight is nice and all, but unless you know what you're doing, these are easy to slide off and best used alongside other methods.

Strapped to the chair: 6/10. Better suited for impersonal settings.

Duct taped to the chair: 7/10. Potential 9/10 if you rip the tape off every time you move them. Do you do it hard and fast, listen to their sudden scream? Or do you do it slowly, savor each pitiful little whimper?

(Surgery required) Put magnets in their wrists: 9/10. Make them try to lift their arms, only to feel like their skin is ripping from the inside. Make sure they know you put the magnets in there. Nothing that will make them sick, you reassure. Just making sure they can't go anywhere without you un-magnetizing the arm rests.

Chained to the wall: 7/10. How much room do they have? Is it only one wrist, both on the same chain? Each one on opposite sides of the room? What about ankles? Do their steps rattle? Can they toss and turn in bed without making any noise?

Chained/cuffed to the floor: 10/10. Absolute humiliation. Forced to kneel, bow their head, cower like a dog before you. Their restraints holding them down every time they try to rise against you, reminding them of their place.

Ankles chained to a pole: 6/10. Oh sure, you can run. You just can't go very far. An interesting idea, but overall mediocre.

Leash wrapped around a pole: 8/10. Leave your pet unable to wander too far, perhaps keep their food bowl just out of reach. Make them dependent on you for bathroom breaks, food, and water.

Tied to a beam/pole: 8/10. How big is the pole? Are they tied so tight that all they can do is squeeze their shoulder blades together, and every time they try to relax the ropes tug them back? Is it large enough that their entire arms can wrap around it? A little too big for that? Did you tie up their feet as well?

Tied horizontally to a beam/pole: 9/10. So many ways this could go! Arms and legs above them like they're a pig on a spit, or one of those rotisserie chickens in the grocery store. Arms below, facing up, like they're laying in bed. Forced to look down at how high up they are, unable to do anything to get down.

Dangling by their wrists: 8/10. Once again, a classic choice. Rope or cuffs work here.

Dangling by their hair: 2/10. Not a long-term solution, hair will be pulled out. Only works with certain Whumpees. Only suited for short-term punishments.

Dangling by their neck: 7/10 if done right. Once again, a temporary solution best used to scare and threaten your Whumpee. I cannot overstate that you must be careful with this method if you like to reuse Whumpees. Remember to let your Whumpee down once they pass out!!

Dangling by their leash and collar: 6/10. Same concerns as above.

Dangling by their waist: 4/10. Has some potential, but have not seen it used much if at all.

Dangling by their ankles/feet: 5/10. A good way to disorient and weaken your Whumpee, but must be used in moderation. Excessive blood rush to the head can cause permanent damage and makes your Whumpee less fun to play with.

Standing in water: 4/10. A good short-term punishment, but can cause loss of toes and even feet of water gets too cold. Proceed with caution.

Gags: 9/10! Good for defiant Whumpees, Whumpees in transport, ones who can't learn the lesson not to speak. Just remember to take it off when you want to hear their screams.

Small rooms, holes in the ground, boxes: 8/10. Less about restraint, more containment, but still gets the point across. They cannot escape you, no matter how much they wish to.

I reiterate, leashes: 10/10. Hold their leash at all times, and you'll know when they try to run away.

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Miserable experience with this one

Brat taming can be difficult sometimes

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