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[vampyrjuice]

heyyyy guys. sorry, never done this before and I hate to ask but if anyone could help me out a little bit with gas and other expenses this week that would be amazing!

I’m currently on a medical/disability leave of absence from work and the pay is just Not Good but I still have to go to appointments and pay bills etc. anything helps!! :)

my p*y/p*l is @/eiredom

v*n/mo is @/beckcostello98

If you can help, I really do appreciate it, thank you :)))

#please ? 🥺

[vampyrjuice]

ethel cain shot by briscoe park

[vampyrjuice]

heyyyy guys. sorry, never done this before and I hate to ask but if anyone could help me out a little bit with gas and other expenses this week that would be amazing!

I’m currently on a medical/disability leave of absence from work and the pay is just Not Good but I still have to go to appointments and pay bills etc. anything helps!! :)

my p*y/p*l is @/eiredom

v*n/mo is @/beckcostello98

If you can help, I really do appreciate it, thank you :)))

[vampyrjuice]

heyyyy guys. sorry, never done this before and I hate to ask but if anyone could help me out a little bit with gas and other expenses this week that would be amazing!

I’m currently on a medical/disability leave of absence from work and the pay is just Not Good but I still have to go to appointments and pay bills etc. anything helps!! :)

my p*y/p*l is @/eiredom

v*n/mo is @/beckcostello98

If you can help, I really do appreciate it, thank you :)))

[vampyrjuice]

[vampyrjuice]

House of Hammer vol. 1 no. 1, 1976.

[vampyrjuice]

forget touching grass i need to touch chest hair

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i do not ghost purposely i just have no idea what to say ever

[vampyrjuice]

how the fuck do people get jobs I’ve been applying for jobs for 3 years now and gotten NOTHING

#hahaha 🙃🔫

[vampyrjuice]

Ethel Cain, photographed by Silken Weinberg for WMagazine

[vampyrjuice]

It makes me sad that most people around me are so unbelievably burnt out from work and life that they are just truly emotionally unavailable and don't even wanna use their energy for anything beside going out partying once a weekend

It's like watching friends who you've seen be silly and have deep talks work jobs to the point of stress where they are incoherent and respond to messages like legit 6 days later and not in a rude way but genuinely they don't have the mental capacity to do shit anymore

Working jobs and paying bills shouldn't take everything out of people to the extent it really does

Even when I'm off work and I had a shorter shift most of the time I truly have nothing left in the tank after the combo of emotions and physical labor

[vampyrjuice]

lunch of champions

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Faith Campos, Ojibwe, Dakota & Afro-Peruvian

[vampyrjuice]

people say folks with adhd struggle with "delayed rewards" aka long term goals and as such we tend to focus more on short term rewards. what they don't talk about is that at when we Do accomplish long term goals we don't actually feel anything proportionate to the amount of work we did to achieve it. In my head I suffered for a while and then money spontaneously appeared in my bank account.

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ok

#lmaoooo my partner and I were literally just joking about this yesterday noooooooo

[vampyrjuice]

afraid i may have touched a sadness within myself i cannot jerk my way out of

[vampyrjuice]

you're so off-putting i need you

#hahaha literally 😭