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I am pretty disgusted with human behavior most of the time.

Sylvia Plath

#⸻ ✶ the world as we have created it is a process of our thinking. ˟ mind

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#⸻ ✶ when one person's brain fails„ the other's steps in. ˟ casper thornton

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How fandom would see you if you were a fictional character

Neurodivergent Coded

You're the one weirdo character who's a weirdo in just the right way. You miss the social cues, you can't flirt, you like things purely on color or texture. You fidget, you can't sit still, your house is either extremely dirty or very neat. Reddit hates you, Tumblr loves you/

tagged by: @bvtchcr tagging: @dragonul-de-aur , @narbenherz , @ghula-herz , @vasted , @verflcht , @fireburial , @kettensaege

#⸻ ✶ always trust computer games. ˟ muse game #thanks i guess? #weirdo #but it's so fitting...

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The wild strawberry, set apart in a leafy tent, gives off fragrance before she is picked. Before she is seen, she blushes… Untouched by birds, it is heaven’s dew that moistens the wild strawberry.

Do not bruise the earth; do not squeeze the sweet one. For her love, lower yourself, inhale her, and give her your mouth.

The Wild Strawberry by Gabriela Mistral (Translated by Maria Giachetti)

#⸻ ✶ may you live every day of your life. ˟ quote

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in the mood to walk through green…

#⸻ ✶ let us dance in the sun wearing wild flowers in our hair. ˟ nature

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©

#⸻ ✶ we know what we are but not what we may be. ˟ vika rae

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初夏

#⸻ ✶ there is no place more delightful than ones own fireside. ˟ home

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“Your passion is waiting for your courage to catch up.”  -Isabelle Lafleche

#⸻ ✶ the world as we have created it is a process of our thinking. ˟ mind

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#⸻ ✶ eat better & feel better ˟ food

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𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒: 𝔥𝔬𝔯𝔯𝔬𝔯 𝔢𝔡𝔦𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫

𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐂 𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑. black and white. powder puffs. red lipstick. winged eyeliner. white kitten heels. black lace lingerie. icy blue eyes. rain. abandoned cars. skeletons. acid. poison. voyeurism. switchblades. strangling. overcoats. looking over your shoulder. trans-atlantic accents. private detectives. dinner parties. haunted mansions. alcohol in glass decanters. cobwebs. perfect blonde curls. kitchen knives. shock. cellars. dust. dark alleys. empty streets. driving at night . horn-rimmed glasses. radiation. zombies. serial murder. paranoia. the city. witches. the devil. cannibalism. conspiracies. amulets. abject terror. the american south. the american northeast. england. analog cameras.

𝐆𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐂 𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑. gaslights. corsets. ballrooms. candlelight. mist. starless nights. full moons. cobbled streets. horse-drawn carriages. mysterious strangers. bogs. moors. forests. mountains. castles. velvet. silver. brass. gold. jewels. domino masks. the opera. dangerous romances. tragic romances. violins. roses. lilies. empty graves. crosses. cemeteries. snow. ice. the gallows. crows. ambiguous illness. fangs. pointed nails. something howling in the night. capes. gloves. top hats. straight razors. lightning. pipe organs. underground caverns. bats. mice. rats. ravens. cats. pearls. attics. talismans. axes. wood. isolation in a room full of people. vampires. werewolves. ghosts. coffins. western europe. eastern europe. bones. churches. catacombs. mausoleums. spiders. books.

𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐒. bloodbaths. massacres. wanton nudity. newspapers. leather jackets. letterman jackets. converse sneakers. obscured faces. social unrest. bonfires. lakes. babysitters. suburbia. high school. lockers. dead leaves in the fall. jack-o’-lanterns. outdated television sets. nightmares psychiatrists. hospitals. unstoppable forces. gunfire. police. landline telephones. household objects turned into improvised weapons. halloween. secrets. revelations. character masks scrunchies. queerness. wild curls. jeering children. parties. fire. swearing. revulsion. california. the american midwest. ambulances.

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑. malevolent spirits. seances. spells. missing bodies. hidden graves. white noise. static. flickering lights. rings of salt. demons. poltergeists. dark histories. old buildings. cold air. mausoleums. wells. urban exploration. a dog barking at something you can’t see. black ooze. old photographs. faces you can swear you’ve seen before but can’t for the life of you figure out where. dark bodies of water. crucifixes. priests. possession. exorcisms. dolls.

𝐂𝐑𝐘𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐃 & 𝐔𝐑𝐁𝐀𝐍 𝐋𝐄𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑. aliens. blinding light. dark woods. driving at night. claw-marks. bite-marks. men in black. memory loss. dismembered bodies. sewers. flashlights. cell phones. video cameras. cars with tinted windows. abandoned houses. unlabeled cassette tapes. bugs. big cities. urban crimes. clowns. something rustling outside your window. glowing light. unsolved mysteries. suburbia. mirrors. the american pacific northwest. the american midwest. hiking / backpacking.

𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑𝐒. daylight. fluorescent lighting. morgues. asylums. unwavering eye contact. tension. lit rooms with no one inside them. a dog digging in the newly-planted flower bed. steely gazes. paperwork. anagrams. codes. convicted killers. missing persons. law enforcement. federal agents. small towns. suspicion. paranoia. subdued terror. dimly-lit parking lots.

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#⸻ ✶ always trust computer games. ˟ muse game

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Anyone who thinks they can use AI to write a novel fails to understand what makes a story.

#this #⸻ ✶ the worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt. ˟ writing

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make a picrew of yourself

tagged by: @vasted & @verflcht (thank you!) tagging: @narbenherz , @ghula-herz , @dragonul-de-aur , @acedecoeur , @bvtchcr , @fireburial

#⸻ ✶ always trust computer games. ˟ muse game

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#⸻ ✶ we know what we are but not what we may be. ˟ vika rae

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#⸻ ✶ a heart is a heavy burden. ˟ aine o’hagar

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𝖧𝖮𝖶 𝖣𝖮𝖤𝖲 𝖸𝖮𝖴𝖱 𝖬𝖴𝖲𝖤 𝖢𝖠𝖱𝖱𝖸 𝖤𝖬𝖮𝖳𝖨𝖮𝖭𝖲?

BOLD what consistently applies, italicize situational.

ANGER. jaw clenching, hands balling into fists, teeth grinding, yelling, going non-verbal, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalises, vents, withdraws, passive aggressive, direct, physical outbursts, verbal outbursts.

JOY. easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, loud laughter, giggles, chuckling, smirks, whole body laughs, covers mouth when laughing / giggling, throws head back when laughing, slaps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savours joy.

SADNESS. crying, bottling it up, seeks distractions, wallows, meditates, trains and processes, avoidance, seeks out comfort, withdraws, talks it out, internalises it, sad smiles, depression naps, uses alcohol, uses drugs, seeks out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item, sits in silence, broods, gets moody, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better.

EMBARRASSMENT / SHAME. blushing, looking away, rubbing at back of head, covering face, laughing nervously, laughs it off, overthinks, lets it go, self-deprecating humor, deflects, gets irritated, smiles, withdraws, crossing arms over stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate.

GUILT. avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, lashes out, internalises, apologises, deflects, communicates, withdraws, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepts fault easily, punishes themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalises even after forgiveness, seeking redemption, moves on easily, denial, lack of guilt / conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, can’t handle knowing they hurt others.

FEAR / ANXIETY. trembling, crying, sarcasm / sass to cope, rambles, goes silent, gets angry, fidgeting, clenching jaw, picking at nails, chewing at lip, pulling at clothes, adjusting jewellery / clothing, swallowing thickly, eyes widening, over-reacts, under-reacts, calm, logical, panic, irrational, overthinks, carefully analyses, talks to themselves, breathing exercises, flight, fight, withdraw, fawn.

tagged by: @fireburial & @verflcht (thanks!) tagging: @narbenherz , @ghula-herz , @dragonul-de-aur , @vasted , @acedecoeur , @scnnenhungriger , @bvtchcr

#⸻ ✶ always trust computer games. ˟ muse game

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The Originals 2.21 Fire with Fire

#⸻ ✶ wherever you go becomes a part of you somehow. ˟ viatrix rae

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#⸻ ✶ the worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt. ˟ writing