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ESPECIALLY IN SUMMER BRO UGH

Sh culture is trying to find spots to cut that don’t show so people will mind their business and not give fake sympathy to you all the time but then also having tattoos and not wanting ruin the pretty art :/

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it's so crazy to think that at this moment, 13 years ago today, I was watching the 2011 Super Outbreak. a formative tragedy that started an extremely obsessive special interest for me. that year was so crazy for weather, and now if I even just see pictures of tornados, it brings me this nostalgic feeling in the pit of my stomach, and I feel like a kid again. maybe that's why it's resurfacing in my mind so much now, as I lost my nani last month. 2011s weather is attached to a lot of memories. I have one of getting pulled out of school early to go get my nani from work before the HUGE blizzard that year snowed her in. we got her just in time, but it was all very stressful and scary. I've been wanting to write more music, and the memories I have of that year, tho extremely blurry and minimal, are inspiring, and so is the weather. idk if I'm very good at music anymore but. it's smth.

here are some pictures I know 100% that I had downloaded on my DS from that year.

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ok so

I know everyone always talks abt their depression getting worse in the winter

but does anyone else’s get worse in the summer? Cuz mine does :/

#mine does but its directly related to trauma anniversaries

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Colorado tornado.

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y'all fuck with tornados? the 2011 tornado outbreak shaped me as a child (my first "odd" special interest)

#tornado

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"I love you more than anything" I love you more than I hate myself. The love I feel for you is so intense my body can't contain it. It makes me want to rip my organs out so that I can free the feeling. I love you so much I can feel my insides burn from the scorching happiness I get when i think of you.

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something is so special about my boyfriend wrapping gauze around my fresh cvts.

#988blr #beansblr #cvtaddict #stryoblr #styr0blr #made of styro #tw sh related #hitting styro

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mid as fuck session but I also have not been clean for very long at all, so it's a give and take ig. hit baby beans at best, but at least 30 deep styros so. yeah. the smell of bl00d was SO strong tho, which I love, but was odd. maybe cuz I haven't cvt in that spot since December?

#988blr #beansblr #cvtaddict #stryoblr #styr0blr #made of styro #tw sh related #hitting styro

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guys I'm low-key running out of room because I refuse to cvt over most of my tattoos...

#i just really dont wanna cvt with my left hand

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No I haven’t ‘lost hope’ for recovery. I accepted the fact that cvtting is just what I do, and that I’ll probably do it for the rest of my life. It’s not a negative or positive thing, it’s simply the way things are.

#its honestly really comforting to think of it that way

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New Lacey Games Fans!

There's been an influx of new fans, so I wanted to make sure everyone is caught up with a few things:

1) The series is NOT and ARG! All episodes are self-contained!

Ghosttundra themself has stated that this is NOT and ARG. Any websites aside from this Neocities site are fan made. Anything outside of the episodes, this website, and Ghosttundra's social media is not canon.

2) The games are not real, and there are no official playable versions

The Lacey Games series is completely fictional. All playable versions of the game are fan made. Ghosttundra allows fangames, as long as they're free and give credit to them.

3) Ghosttundra uses they/them!

Just because I see a few people get this wrong!

4) If you need updated information, summaries, or references, there's a wiki!

There's another one floating around, but it's plagued with inaccuracies and vandalism, but unfortunately floats to the top of searches because of raids. Make sure to use this one for info!

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headache? drink more alcohol

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im so jealous of everyone that got to experience a mother's nurturing love and a father's guiding hand. forever grieving the fact that i was robbed of both and have to learn how to give that to myself as an adult despite never knowing it in the first place

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I love Pinterest, if ur a moot who wants to follow me on Pinterest, dm me (it's connected to my real name so I'd rather not put it everywhere)

#i think i may be manic

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I said sorry to people I should’ve said “kys loser” to instead