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Jean th1nsp0🎀🎀

I NEED to look like this

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hey guys i went through a whole day of fasting! (My frist time) so basically my parents didn’t notice (cared?) but yeah im just gonna show you guy i survived!

It was really hard but i did it ! Yeah i going to fata for around 3 days - until my braces don’t hurt anymore it’s really painful to eat and it’s really annoying to remove them and so on.

I am listening the things that made me not binge ;

-wear « reviling » clothes for me it was a mini skirt and a tank top, see how your body looks like ? See what you are doing all this for ?

-make sure to have a disposable water bottle so you can drink when you feel « hungry »

-rest as much as you can during the first day (listen to subs, read book, sleep, watch tv, etc)

Anyway ! This is for the first the day. It’s midnight and I am about to go to sleep feeling better than when i eat! I feel the skinny, and it feels good

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Goals.

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REMEMBER

If you’re starting again or just starting:

-the first 3 or 4 days are the worst ones. You’ll feel like you need to eat, but you will get over those days REALLY FAST.

-those days, you don’t need to exercise.

-you need to be calm, and if you can, sleep a lot. Try to start in a weekend or some day you don’t have any responsabilities.

You’ll be strong enough to get over it. You can.

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i love how my ed is tricking me it feels nice to know that i can be skinny in 3 days

I starved the whole day, only drank water. My mom told me « you haven’t eated all day » i said « no i did » and she quickly changed the subject, i don’t look skinny enough for her to care ?

My dad called me to drink tea and proposes food, i declined but he insisted and started to mess with my safe food which is oat milk (and healthy nutritional cereals) so i just cooked myself and ate in a medium bowl, with of course a small spoon to promote satiety.

Anyways i quickly wanted to eat a part of the brioche then my brother came in and ate half of the piece of the brioche. I quickly got triggered and took the other half. He ate his part with nutella. Then I cut my piece of brioche in half and put some nutella on it. I started playing with a skateboard while eating the piece i had and letting the other one on the table. My brother asked my mom if he can eat it (i was just in front). Before my mother could answer i said « no it’s my part » and he then told me « no it’s not ». Well i have been staving for 2 days, my parents didn’t care and gave him my part. I realized even if they know i didn’t eat all day, if i don’t look skinny enough they wouldn’t care.

Now im going for 3 days straight with no food. Fuck them all. + Im going back to school so i really need to be skinny.

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“My body, my choice” only makes sense when someone else’s life isn’t at stake.

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The only fit i find myself comfortable in it my mom force me to change 😁😁 bitch

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Thinking about killing myself for the 738272873838282 time this week 🥰❤️

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a lot of ana people have deep rooted issues in loneliness and most of the time they don’t do it just because they want to be thin. if they only wanted to be thin they could do it healthily. they do it so that people will notice them, so people will love them and care about them. please handle ana with care. most ana people are broken and hurt and just want to be loved.

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Elsa & Lily

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my kind of makeup look, by @raincornelius on instagram. 💗🌈🍒✨

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☁️🌟☁️

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Fun Little Depression Things That Piss Everyone Else Off

- Forgetting literally everything from phone calls to visits to where you put your wallet(I just had it I swear )

- Needing 12 hours of sleep everyday but only in the middle of the day

- Void days

- “I’ll clean my room tomorrow” everyday

- eating everything or nothing