voidedgirl

[voidedgirl]

I fcking hate myself. How I act, how I look, EVERYTHING

Why can’t I just be skinny enough

[voidedgirl]

suck in your stomach. as far as possible. now, imagine how great it'd be if you felt like that all the time, without having to do anything…

you're in control, so keep going. i know you can do it! 💚

[voidedgirl]

delete the old version of me inside your head, it expired.

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i need my eating disorder to disorder harder please thanks

[voidedgirl]

I just want to have the same will power I had in the past. It’s so disgusting to see yourself in the same position as at the beginning.

#🦋tw #🦋.txt #🦋diary #🦋log #tw ed relapse

[voidedgirl]

new picrew chain!!

tagging w/ no pressure @ratboneless @lulux2 @ur-fav-vamp-boy @raccoon-the-third @danny---the-man @dyingnights @perfect-trash @kidneyizzabone @drunkennraccoon @jane-does-bonez @angelbvn @flesh-and-bone-freak @its-terminal and anyone else who’s like to

[voidedgirl]

omfg I almost binged, emphasis on ALMOST

YOU are the one in control.

YOU make the decision.

YOU can be powerful.

This one binge can regress the whole progress you made, look in the mirror, do you really want that?

[voidedgirl]

“I believe that we are who we choose to be. Nobody’s going to come and save you, you’ve got to save yourself. Nobody’s going to give you anything. You’ve got to go out and fight for it. Nobody knows what you want except for you. And nobody will be as sorry as you if you don’t get it. So don’t give up on your dreams.”

— Barry Manilow

[voidedgirl]

I just want to have the same will power I had in the past. It’s so disgusting to see yourself in the same position as at the beginning.

#sil3nt p4ing1rl #ed disorder #tw ed sheeran #🦋log #🦋tw #🦋.txt #🦋goals

[voidedgirl]

Even tho it was easier a year ago, now I have 3 months to get my shit together and look amazing. If I don’t achieve it I will literally kms

#sil3nt p4ing1rl #ed disorder #🦋diary #🦋.txt #🦋diet #🦋check

[voidedgirl]

id fuck a pancake

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I LOVE FASTING

[voidedgirl]

Yea same if ya stare at me for too long I'll freak out scream, disable ur cameras and chew ur face off