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I’m not as dumb as I was when we first broke up when you only used me to bust a nut. You called me pretty and called my smile pretty and got me to stay so you could see if I’d play along but I’m not the same girl I was then. The night you first did it I felt hopeless and stupid, not again.

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Im deadass still in love with my ex guys but I only told one person yikes I'm glad we're sorta friends expect not rn cuz he's mad at me but whatever I'm his biggest fan

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When I was 17 my appendix ruptured because I thought I was just having period cramps and didn’t go to the hospital so don’t tell me PMS symptoms are no big deal

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The captions for all of her pictures 😭😭😭😭

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Heartbreak looks like it's been months since we broke up and crying over it still it looks like it hurts every heart break looks like lost hope

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I think about you everyday

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I still cry about you.

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I’ve always said never let an artist fall in love with you. And I’ve forgotten about that honestly. But as I was reading through my social media I stumbled across another soul who felt the same way. I was so in love with you I never wrote because I was so focused on you. But now that we broke up all I wanna do is write about you. You see writing is my art. It is my coping method. And god I write you in the worst way but the best way. I write all your wrongs and all the damage you’ve done. But I think it’s time for me to write the goods you’ve done as well. I miss you.

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If you ask me if im a virgin im gonna avoid the question cuz how do i tell people i lost my virginity to a dude i was dating for almost 4 months and not the guy i was with for a year and 7 months.

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I fucking miss you so much. God. I miss you. I fucking wanna hate you but i cant. I never wanna hate you.

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What does having an emotional break down after the guy who broke your heart but you're still in love with breaks off the last form of contact you had with him. I couldnt typr my vision was too blurry.

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After you came, after you got what you wanted is when you realized you shouldn't have started it and have filled with regret.

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Then it came clear to me, the only way to make you stay was with my body. And one half of me is telling me im worth more and the other is telling me to stay and do it because something is better than nothing.

1:06am

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I then realized to miss you was losing myself

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And i remembered throuhh the months all you kept telling me was "im not different" "just leave me" but I wanted to believe you were, because who tells their girlfriend they arent different? Who tells their girlfriend to leave them? Maybe it was the honesty that kept me, because it turns out, you arent different.

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The cologne which was once the only thing to comfort me has become the thing that makes me sick to my stomach.

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